Your name is Secret
So my girlfriend

"Don't you, papa will stay here again?" asked Niken enthusiastically that morning papa Niken announced that he could be reunited with his family again.

"Truly dong," replied papa Niken accompanied by a smile.

Niken immediately cheered happily, "No more to Palembang, right?"

"Still but occasionally to monitor."

That's fine! The important thing is that his father can reunite with them. Accompany her mother who is alone at home because she lives with her son and husband.

"When did you get married? Not staying at the boarding house anymore? You've been dating for two years, right? Don't date later better be hastened." His papa question made Niken stop his breakfast activities for a moment. Put a spoonful of rice into the mouth to reduce nervousness.

It doesn't feel like two years has been the relationship with Andre. Tumben once his father discussed marriage usually papa relaxed and do not burden his son about marriage.

"We still cuddle pa money, so if married do not live in a rental house."

"You're my only son, if you don't have a place to live after marriage you will live in this house. Why bother thinking home." Papa Niken was a little surprised by the thought of his son.

"But Brother Andre does not want to pa, if we live in a parent's house or rental house." Niken gave an answer in accordance with the words ever given Andre.

"The house is now expensive Nik, how much money have you collected? If you can't help, papa can help. Not that papa is arrogant or anything, our economy has crawled up. Papa wants to make amends to papa who can't give you." Clearly the guilt present in the tone of voice her father made Niken smile to calm her father.

"What the hell. I am grateful for our situation. If papa is not bankrupt maybe until now I have not been able to make my own money. We want to start everything from zero pa, the money is not much but we believe we can. Later if if we are not able to, I would say the same papa kok."

Mama Niken immediately pinched both of Niken's cheeks with anxiety, "Oh whose child is this? You're an adult now, you're not spoiled and crybaby anymore" said Mama Niken with haru. Cheek rubbed his hands when Niken pouted with pouty lips.

"Yes if that's your decision. Papa can only pray that all your wishes are launched easily. If you think, you better get married soon. Don't date for long. Those two years were a long time ago if you think."

Niken just nodded at his papa's words. Andre did not once ask Niken twice to be ready to be applied but Niken always refused. The terms of Niken are still the same, applied and one month later married. But Andre still objected to those conditions. Especially if it is not a financial factor.

Niken had proposed that the money in the joint savings they had collected was used first for the cost of marriage but Andre refused. The money was for their future home and Andre was unwilling to use it in the slightest.

Niken reopened the shared savings book he had been keeping. The nominal money that they have managed to collect. Not much because Niken has to follow the flow of Andre's income up and down every month. But Niken is grateful there is at least a little hold on to their future.

And now his papa wants to get Niken married. Niken is confused. Andre has not been able to meet the requirements and rejected his proposal. Should Niken accept Andre's proposal first and wait for the wedding day to arrive that somehow happens?

To be honest Niken is still experiencing fear with the word engagement. Niken is afraid of failing again. The fear of failure haunts him. He wants to get married but does not want to get engaged. Niken confused herself with her feelings. Married without getting engaged? My mother would not agree. She will also be rumored to be pregnant first by the neighbors because she knows to be married immediately.

Nike rattled her hair. Be content with his own feelings and resent with the insistence of the people around. He's only 22 years old. There is still plenty of time to have fun without having to be burdened with the question of when to get married. Juna alone can still be free to go around and enjoy life.

The phone and call Juna's number. It seemed that conversing with Juna would slightly reduce his heartbreak.

"What?" sahut Juna once the call is connected.

"Laper," lamented Juna.

"The one eating dong. Running out of your money?" sewot Niken little wonder. Juna doesn't usually complain about hunger.

"I want to go. But the partner I invited so long ago made it up. Starve me." Juna was still grumbling across there making Niken laugh amusedly.

"Ciyee Juna already has gebetan," seduced Niken. "Don't be a girlfriend again." continued Niken again.

"What? I had to leave this. My friend got married and the coincidence that I invited this to know the bride, yes we have already left together."

"Just let it go, let it spit." Niken laughed after saying that and was very sure Juna must have turned the eyeballs stifled at the end there.

"How does it feel to have a girlfriend Nik?" ask Juna suddenly.

"If you want to know what it's like, try it!" niken replied lightly while imitating the voice of Upin Ipin.

"Seriously me, Nik."

"I'm also serious Jun, if you want to know the taste, try to never date. I'm tired of watching you go on."

"If I had a boyfriend, you wouldn't be my priority anymore. If you need anything I can't be ready."

Niken fell silent and digested Juna's words. Indeed, even though they are far apart but Niken is still very dependent on Juna. Niken is always looking for Juna when he is confused and needs an opinion. Juna is not always there is a raga, but the opinion spoken by Juna is always the handle of Niken in making decisions.

"Maybe it's a consequence that I have to bear Jun. If you have a boyfriend I will not call you often and ask for your help," said Niken Lirih. It feels so bad to say that too.

"So my boyfriend, let me keep being my priority and I can get rid of the feeling of having a boyfriend."

"Huh?"

Juna must have taken the wrong medicine to say a date with him. Or maybe the effect of hunger does make his brain a little short.

"What do you mean Jun? Your jokes aren't funny," niken grumbled.

Juna across the street chuckled, "Udah, marry me the same way that this is not right as the Bayu."

Niken had not been able to reply to Juna's words, he was saying goodbye and hung up the phone because the friend he was waiting for had finished dressing himself.

Niken frowned and stared at the phone long enough. Surprised by Juna's unpredictable behavior. Niken prefers to ignore Juna's words and open a message to tell the whereabouts of his girlfriend, has it reached the booth or not?