Your name is Secret

Your name is Secret
Pardon me!


Niken chose to sit at the door of his room and follow these women berghibah. A little bit of ghibah from them can eliminate the hassles that occur lately in his life.


"Easily Nabila moved suddenly from boarding, apparently because he succeeded in stabbing his own best friend. Geez the actor now doesn't look at the feather, huh?"


"Can't shadow me if I'm him. How do you feel playing with your friend's boyfriend?"


Various speculations and accusations rolling in and out of the mouths of his friends made Niken uncomfortable and soon rose from his position still sitting at the door.


"Gaes, I go in first yes, tired, sticky body also want to clean first so beautiful as you guys. I'm the only one here who's still dirty" said Niken who immediately rushed into the room.


His friends had already disbanded when Niken finished taking a shower. Maybe their kepo desire has been fulfilled until they return to their respective rooms or it could be because the night is soon to come.


Niken laid her body on the bed and stared at the ceiling of the room which began to dull in color. His favorite activity lately. Reflect on everything that happens. One mystery about Nabila's sudden move has been revealed. But it raises another question mark in Niken's heart about who the father in Nabila's birth. Why should Bayu marry her? Or Bayu is the father of the baby in Nabila's birth?


***


Niken was still eating fried vermicelli while playing a cell phone when her husband came from the front door and briefly peeked at her cheek. Niken glanced but her husband was cute even took a spoon in Niken's hand and also ate fried vermicelli on the plate in front of Niken.


"Where else? How can I not hear the car?"


"I brought a motorbike, from Brian's house. Today there's a family event at his house."


"Why are you there? Want to be a member of Brian's family?"


Niken's husband bribed a spoon filled with vermicelli to the front of Niken's mouth to make Niken open his mouth to accept the bribe.


"I delivered the goods he missed in the showroom, do not know also if there is an event at his house. Guess who I met?"


Niken frowned, "Who? Brian's wife?" guess Niken's origin.


"indiscriminately. Uh met Brian's wife earlier but there's something even more surprising."


"Who the hell?"


"I met Nabila earlier." Niken stopped the chew of noodles in her mouth and stared intensely at her husband.


"When who?" Niken felt his heart beat twice as fast. In her mind, Nabila was able to guess which one her husband meant but Niken tried to make sure.


"When his son aunty Hani," said husband Niken cuek still while preparing noodles to his mouth and also the mouth of his wife.


Not wrong again, Nabila was her former best friend who was meant by her husband. The last time I met Nabila and her ex-fiancee was when Niken and the man who is currently her husband attended a relative's party and there they met accidentally. Their son was about five years old at the time and Niken was not married.


"Kok he can be at Brian's? Brian's brother, huh?"


"Not knowing me. Don't ask me, my husband and son aren't visible either."


"Kids where? How is tumben deserted? Usually they're always clingy in your armpits?"


"Marsya went to tutoring, Marcel got permission to go to his house, there was group work, he said. Either honest or just an excuse."


Niken's husband chuckled amusedly at the words of his wife. I don't know how to educate children. Too in the bridle makes the child even more rebellious, too liberated also afraid of children kebablasan and increasingly do not know the rules. That made Niken and her husband decide to have only two children. Fear of not being able to educate and give a decent living. They have been educating Marsya and Marcel as much as they can, hopefully their children are always on the path of truth.


***


Niken had just called Juna and looked down lethargic, looking at his lunch menu which he ordered from the cafeteria. Juna had already left back to Medan and Niken was now alone. Boyfriend and best friend have lived happily, Juna has returned to work. Niken's heart was still broken. The love and hate in his heart still melded in his heart. Makes Niken confused with her feelings.


After work, Niken went around in no direction. He rode a rolling ojek from one place to another and ended up in the largest library in Riau, Soeman HS. Niken chose a book that discusses the science of psychology. Books that he might learn more in if only his family was not a mess.


After languishing in the library for almost 3 hours, Niken decided to go out and look for food. Stomach rumbling. It was dark when Niken arrived outside the Soeman HS building. There is a special road for food colonizers not far from Soeman HS and Niken stepped foot there.


While still busy going around looking for what food is suitable for his dinner, Niken accidentally caught Bayu's whereabouts right in front of the lumpia seller. Want to approach but Niken hesitated even though before Bayu married, his figure is in search of time and self-esteem.


"Bang Bayu!" napa Niken and Bayu turned to hear the call.


Niken decided to go to her future ex-husband.


"Movie!" Bayu called out the name Niken in a surprised tone. Maybe he didn't expect to find Niken in this place.


"Where to? How alone?" ask Niken. Niken glanced at the plastic bag that was in the tenteng Bayu while Bayu glanced around, many visitors who filled the stomach here.


"When he was home, he wanted to eat spring rolls, he said," replied Bayu clumsily.


"When you are healthy, bang? Still vomiting in the morning?" However, Niken took care of Nabila when his friend was having cravings. As much as Niken with the actor was still tucked into his mind.


"Still vomiting in the morning, healed when the sun has appeared. Do you have time, Nik? Anybody want me to talk about it? We can coffee at the stand," pointed Bayu at a stand that specifically sells various types of coffee-copying drinks.


Niken glanced back at Bayu, "It looks like the food you bought was waiting for the same message."


Bayu so take a glance at his tent, "Ah this," said Bayu with a confused face, his eyes glanced back and forth looking for an excuse. "You just calm down. Just for a second. Please!" Bayu pleaded to make Niken who always felt bad to refuse, nod in agreement.


They walked to the beverage stand and chose the bench after previously ordering a drink first. Niken is actually uncomfortable, the curiosity why Bayu to marry Nabila who yesterday had strangled his mind and made it difficult for Niken to sleep now reappears. Even though Niken had tried to bury the curiosity deeply.


"What are you talking about, bang?" niken asked after they had been silent for a long time and Bayu kept looking at her face.


"Sorry" said Bayu.


"I'm sorry for having to marry Nabila and cancel our marriage. When pregnant with Brother's child."