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Nabila and Bayu

Niken shed a tear and immediately removed it while continuing to look at the direction of Bayu's departure until it was no longer visible. Niken hopes this will not be the end of their friendship. However, Niken is happy to have met and made friends with Bayu. The gentle and patient man. As long as they are friends, Niken never once saw Bayu angry or hate something. All the things in his life he lived like flowing water.

Niken stepped into the room and immediately threw his body on the bed. He saw the ceiling of the room. Remembered all the ways of his life that Niken tried to live as happily as possible. I don't know why Niken so miss Aunt Runita and om Uno.

If that time Niken's school life was normal.

If at that time Mulyono did not like it and so the material banter classmates.

If that time Niken persisted and did not decide to change schools.

Surely om Uno and aunt Runita will not move to Palembang.

She must still be dating Rayya.

Niken shook her head in panic as her last thought flashed. Niken got up from his sleeping position and beat his head slowly so that his crazy thoughts that had just crossed his brain.

'Cok be to Rayya anyway?' niken was almost frustrated.

He breathed again tired. Now who imagined in his eyes was precisely the look of disappointment in Bayu's face when Niken rejected it. It felt like Niken could not bear to look at that face. Niken so confused himself with his feelings, do not like Bayu but did not have the heart to reject him.

Niken grabbed the phone lying next to him because there was a vibration sign of incoming messages that turned out only from the operator.

Iseng Niken opened a gallery in the menu options found on his phone. Lots of photos of him and Juna also with Nabila are not less numerous. Scrolling his photos and viewed them one by one. Many beautiful moments together Niken and Nabila.

Portrait of Niken with Nabila while they were exkul theater, joined in a small project of filmmaking, theater activities that require them to stay at school, and the film, not to lose many of their photos while participating in Juna match voly even to other schools, enliven the basketball game because there is Eni as a member of cheers, and even go to other schools, not to mention their activities outside of school. The streets on Sundays they often do and that leaves a photo of the memories on their respective phones.

Niken shed tears with her lips curled up a smile. Happy with their friendship that can last all this time. You could say there was rarely any quarrel between them. All beautiful in memories.

The drops of tears were over time into a cluster of tears, Niken sobbed. Niken could not imagine if the relationship that had been fine so far had Niken broken accidentally if Niken dating Bayu.

***

Niken was daydreaming while leaning on the back of Juna who was engrossed in playing the game on his phone. His mind was still engrossed in buana somewhere. Occasionally the thought of Bayu back ringing. Honest from the bottom of the heart Niken save a little taste to Bayu who according to Niken is very patient and never angry but Niken realized there is a heart that must be maintained.

Niken had unconsciously shed tears and made a sobbing sound. The pain felt by Niken's heart was no longer able to digest Niken. Sick for refusing Bayu, sick because it turns out that Niken likes Bayu or sick for having to keep Nabila's feelings, Niken can not distinguish it anymore.

"Kalo nyesel has refused Bayu gih there samperin, why cry here, not use," nagging nagging from Juna resuscitated Niken who was still crying and soon Niken lifted her headrest from Juna's back. Immediately rub the remains of tears that are still attached to the cheeks.

"Now I'm confused about my own feelings Jun, likes but does not feel good about Nabila," said Niken who immediately got a sharp look from Juna. Juna even to mempause his game to be able to look at Niken.

"Are you really nyesel nolak Bayu, Nik?" ask Juna to make sure. Niken simply answered with a rough sigh and a twitch of the shoulder.

"Where is the match. If not, then thank God."

"What do you mean, Jun? How can I not be so happy that I'm the same as Bayu?" ask Niken sewot.

"In June, I will feel very guilty and not comfortable courting the same bang Bayu if Nabila can not say his love is the same bang Bayu."

"Good, pinter's son."

***

"No, my sister, Juna's feelings are still a mystery." Marcel first made the comment as soon as Niken stopped the story.

Marsya was still pondering and shortly afterwards came out from her lips, "Kasian Bayu, rejected for no reason."

"Mama's story is still full of mystery. Let's go Ma further," urged Marcel as he shook his mother's arm.

"Udah afternoon. You guys take a shower first. Tomorrow we go again. Okay kids, mama needs a bath, too." Niken stood up and was followed by her children.

"Promise yes Ma, tomorrow continue again," cried Marcel because the mother who was already on the stairs.

Niken just nodded in response.

***

Niken visited Nabila class as usual and did not find Nabila in it.

"When not school." That was a short answer from one of Nabila's friends who had asked Niken and Niken decided to go to the cafeteria himself. Juna has a meeting with the volleyball team so that Niken can't bother Juna to force him to accompany her to the cafeteria.

As soon as he reached the canteen, Niken immediately chose the menu and sat solemnly eating his food because his stomach was already rumbling.

"Hey Juna's girlfriend" said Ardi and immediately sat in front of Niken. Niken just glanced and continued eating. Called Juna's girlfriend has become commonplace for Niken and Niken already do not bother if this upperclassman also calls him Juna's girlfriend.

"Juna Sama Nabila where is the tumben itself?" Ardi continued to babble even though Niken seemed reluctant to see his presence.

"Juna again meeting, Nabila again not school, maybe sick," replied Niken ogah-ogahan. Kasian also if kept dicuekin.

Ardi who was busy observing the situation around the canteen, turned to face Niken and frowned, "What pain is Nabila?"

"I don't know if he's sick or not, he's rarely absent, maybe today was absent because of illness. Just guess me." Niken grimaces are not good because Niken also does not know for sure the reason why Nabila did not go to school today.

Ardi manggut-mangut, "Oh kirain really sick because last night I saw him walk in the monument zapin, healthy-jaw kok him."

Now it's Niken's turn to frown, "Oya? Same who?" I don't know why suddenly Niken kepo with Nabila's life. Moreover, Nabila never told his teenage romance life to Niken. The only thing Niken knows is that Nabila likes to bang Bayu, even though Niken knows it from Juna.

"The same owner of the copy shop is loh, the deket school." Ardi answered indifferently and did not suspect anything at all with the kepo gelagat displayed by Niken.

"Wood?!" niken was surprised and surprised.