"DEBTED MARRIAGE"
#104
'I don't know why maybe I can't trust you anymore much you hide from me I know at this time you are still lying to me but somehow my feelings can't go away from you but my mind wants to get away from you I'm crazy because I'm crazy if I have to be like this,my thoughts and feelings continue to contradict me confused as to what I want to go but I still want to be with you mas'zahra in my heart
"forgive me Zahra, I've missed you all this time Zahra,I want to hug you look at your smile I miss your cooking and your sweet face Zahra once again sorry I disappointed you but I promise I won't let you down again if it happens to me willingly if you will hate me and want to get away from me but for now will you give me another chance Zahra I beg Zahra I want to stay with you love you and near you" Arkana said
"give me time, my heart still hurts, do you understand her feelings when your loved one kisses someone else in front of you do you understand her pain I am your wife but see her own husband kissing in public with another woman am I not going to get sick and get hurt" Zahra said
"sorry Zahra sorrykn me" said arkna
"i want to be alone first I'm sorry excuse me" Zahra said, letting go of her hug and walking out of the room
"that's why I'm so scared until Zahra is caught again akhh fucking apes sigh gw" shouted Arkana when Zahra was out
Zahra was crying in the guest room
"I have to how why now I'm so stupid to want the taste to go but there is a sense of wanting to settle what I feel at this time is very confusing I have to how now what I have to give another chance at Arkana, I'm confused I have to how now do I have to go and be a widow what says other people who know me even I haven't been married long and not many know I'm married if later they know that I am a widow what they will think about me sindy I am confused I have to how your mother father always said everything will be good but why it all seems not ever improving there are always things that make me sad you always say you will feel great happiness later but what after you leave is always the sadness that I live" said Zahra crying
a few days after that Zahra did his usual routine and while at home zahra still silenced Arkana.
"unfortunately until when will you silence me I can't if it continues like this Zahra please don't leave me alone I can't if you have to be like this, I'm sorry Zahra please forgive me"arkana
"mas is still hard for me to really forgive you mas" Zahra said walking through Arkana
"sorry Zahra I'm really sorry I won't repeat this last time Zahra please don't let me down like this" Arkana said hugging zhra from behind
"mas" said Zahra trying to open Arkana's arms
"i know Zahra I've disappointed you again you must be angry with me, I'm sorry Zahra I can't if it continues like this I miss you Zahra forgive me" Arkana said
"hufhhh yes" Zahra said
"what does honey you say??you forgive me" Arkana said
"gold but please this for the last time I don't want to keep you lying, keep you hurting mas" said Zahra
"i promise you baby I won't let you down again for you sad again I won't do it again thank you baby thank you so much you still want to forgive me I love you Zahra loves you so much"arkana hugged Zahra tightly
after Zahra forgives Arkana ..
Arkana is more attentive and spends more time with the Arkana zahra also often pick up Zahra at the office.
"thank you for picking me up" Zahra said
"dear I should have picked up my wife, we ate first" Arkana said
"yes, where's your old car??"Zahras
"akhh my old car was damaged unfortunately again repaired because the goods are difficult so a little longer for her betulin than I continue to take a taxi mending I bought new darling that it can for backup" said Arkana
"owhh"Zahra
"you want to eat what honey"Arkana
"are you still angry??"ask Arkana
"ko wench, why??"Zahras
"your talk is still cold Zahra" Arkana said
"the usual gang may be because you haven't seen me in a long time" Zahra said
"but I feel your attitude has changed a little bit Zahra yes it's my fault so it's natural that you change sorry I'm Zahra I always make you cry" Arkana said holding Zahra's hand
Zahra was just staring at the window
"we eat here, dear, the food here is very good, I often come here, you must also be sue dechh" said Arkana
"hemm"Zahra
"how's the food good, right??"ask Arkana when Zahra eats the food that has been ordered
"yes delicious mas"Zahra
"it's really good I'm sure you will also like the same food here about them they also like every time I invite" said arkana
"they??"ask Zahra
"akhh I'm a friend of my friends sometimes I also meet here or meet clients" Arkana said
"owhh" Zahra said
"eat a lot dear if there is something you want to order" Arkana said
"yes" replied Zahra
'you're lying again 'who do you mean??'ask Zahra in the heart
"ko quit you want to go back??"ask arkana
"i'm full"Zahra
"you sure don't want another message" Arkana
"no mas, we go home a little tired I want to fall down" Zahra said
"okay a minute" said Arkana paying for her food
"we shop how dear all of us streets have long I do not walk the road with you"kana
"the next time today I want to take a break tomorrow I have to leave in the morning there is a meeting" Zahra said
"well, if you really want to go home" Arkana said