"DEBTED MARRIAGE"
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"thank you for helping me" Sindy said
"same as I go" the doctor kissed Sindy's forehead while hugging the box that Sindy gave her
sindy just smiled at the passing of doctor Ranz
not long after the departure of doctor Ranz they were 3 in
"sindy how are you??what you obrolin the same doctor why so long you do not why" said Zahra
"go calm down" Sindy smiled
"lu sure??the doctor said what about your condition" Adit said
"no change is the same" Sindy said
"sure your body is getting thinner sin and you also rarely move your hands what is really good" Giselle
"gw over time the sleep sell so the body gw cramps, numbness can not be moved for a moment" said sindy
zahra's phone is ringing
"Ra hp you sound tuhh" Giselle said
"who's Ra??"Adits
"Bagas" Zahra said, seeing her name on her phone
Bagas : Where are you Ra??I'm so worried that you've arrived to leave
Zahra: I'm fine just don't have to worry about gas, I'm in the hospital now
Bagas: Ra lord Arkana nanyain you continue
Zahra: don't tell me gas if I'm here I need time first to nenangin heart gw gas please don't tell him
Bagas : Vira has been stopped by Mr. Arkana, this morning he has left, you when you come home you may not not go home right Ra, Ra,I won't tell you where Ra is but you have to promise me you'll be home
Zahra: I must have gone home to gas but not now
tags: Zahra I'm sorry, I know I was wrong please go home Zahra we finish well don't you go so let's just blow all this yes I beg you to go home zahra
Fiji : Arkana
Bagas: yes it is me, I beg zahra you come home I won't ask you where now because I know you won't want me to know but I beg you to go home Zahra we talk about all of her I'm sorry I beg you, dear
Bagas : dear
Zahra: hufhhh (breathing rough) I will go home
Bagas : thank you, I will wait for you at home
"Arkana Ra??"Adits
"yes I have to go home I have to talk about all this I can't possibly keep running from this problem sooner or later I'll also talk about all this with him" Zahra said
"you sure are good enough Ra "Adit
"yes, I hope everything goes well and it will be good"zahra
"all will be well Ra I'm sure"Giselle
sindy smiled at zahra
"thank you, I'll unplug it first" Zahra said
"kabarin we Ra later if all is done" Adit said
"i'll tell you everything from now on" Zahra smiled and left
arkana
after hearing the sound of Arkana's car immediately ran towards the front
"honey" said Arkana
Zahra looked at Arkana for a moment and walked towards the room
"i want to take a shower first and then we'll talk about it again" Zahra said
"good hemm I'll wait" Arkana said
after finishing the bath Zahra went straight to the back garden
Zahra stood in front of Arkana who was sitting in the back garden chair
"Zahra I know what I did before it was too much I don't think about your feelings I was too stupid to do what I shouldn't do I'm sorry for what you saw yesterday I really sorry Ra I'm sorry I'm sorry and came back as before" Arkana said
Zahra just stared at Arkana
"i know you must be mad at me for hating me, I'll take it if you want to hit me or anything but don't stayin me Zahra I love you so much I've just done that I'm really sorry, I promise I won't do that again I will be loyal to you and I will wait for you until whenever I love you Zahra I can't if I lose you, you mean so much to me Ra you've changed me you've made me feel what a family is from a long time ago I never felt love or affection but after I got to know you I just understood what love is, what love is, the affection and warmth of a family, I've done you a lot wrong even to this day I've never made you happy I'm sorry Zahra I can't be a good husband to you that can make you happy forgive I'm zahra" said Arkana while holding Zahra's hand
"i don't hate you mas" Zahra said
"do you forgive me Zahra" Arkana said staring at Zahra's face
"i don't hate you, but that doesn't mean I'm not angry, I'm angry with you I'm disappointed with you because I always think whether you really love me or not these few months you treated me well makes me confused about your change in attitude that arrived well from his prior attitude, I was thinking if you really loved me all this time you never made me know you and I don't know what about you what you're doing out there who's your friend where your family I've never known you. I just know I'm your wife only knows you who's always been in this house but I never knew you as Arkana out there if you were right right love me or just pretend I don't know mas or you're the same as that out there I don't know what you've been doing all this time, I'm afraid that if you ever leave me I have to find you where I don't know where you lived before then I already love you and I'm afraid you go and doing that again out there I was so scared that I got angry and wanted to forget this feeling I already loved you until I was afraid of it all.." said zahra
"Zahra I really do love you, I never told you because I was never close to my family from my childhood I've lived alone outside without a house with them, I never have friends because my arrogant and arrogant nature I just go to the office and back home I do have 2 places to live here and in the apartment before I know you zahra I was always alone in the apartment and rarely to come back here I'm sorry I love I never talked to you about me because I thought it meant nothing to you, I'm sorry Zahra from now on I will introduce you to the employees in my office so you know my real life like what I am often called a work sigila boss by my own crew because I always preoccupied myself with the work of sorry, I'm Zahra I don't know that you want to know all of it I'm really sorry honey I promise not to repeat it again I will be faithful with you make you happy and run our household lovingly so it's a pity if you will forgive me for what I did behind your back" Arkana said holding Zahra's hands and kneeling before her