"DEBTED MARRIAGE"
#113
"do you remember this, right??"ask Sandy and give the gift they once gave to Sandy titipin from her sister
"there's no way we don't remember" Adit looked at Sandy annoyed
Zahra was still staring at the gift she was given first as the last gift from Sindy to her brother who was so dear to her
"i've read the contents if you want to see and read it I allow" Sandy said seeing Zahra just staring at her without touching
"no this sindy gives specifically to you we have no right to open it" Zahra said
"i've read it" Sandy said as she sat on the bench opposite Zahra and Adit
"there is no need to tell what you want to talk to us" Adit said
"i want to ask you if you want to tell me where Sindy's grave is" Sandy said
"what's sindy's grave???"shouts adit can't believe "you ask sindy's grave now how long has sindy gone huh I ask you??why are you just now asking where sindy's grave was yesterday where were you??"adit said emotion is not out of thought with his brother Sindy's attitude
"sorry maybe I'm late but I really want to know where sindy tomb I know for sure You guys are very angry about my attitude before her I'm really sorry for my attitude that I'm sorry"said Sandy was still down
"what's sorry you said??"yelled Adit really really very angry
Zahra looked at Adit telling her to be quiet
"why are you apologizing to us instead of her should you apologize to your late sister??he's the one who's sicker and hurt over your attitude it's not us we don't have his problems with your attitude we realize we're not who you are but different from sindy he's your younger sibling ,your treatment all this time to him is really not like a Kaka do you know how hard sindy running his life do you also know how much pain it feels when chemotherapy when the clock pricks his body what you know how hard Sindy is trying so hard to survive do you know also how sick her body and mind sindy??"zahra asked with a quivering tone and glazed eyes
Sandy was silent
"sindy keeps trying to stay alive only her 1st passion which is just to accompany you and see you happy sindy always endures excruciating pain alone without complaining or without saying what hurt words you know what Sindy said when things got worse?"ask Zahra
Sandy was silent
"yes he always said well even though we know that his body was impossible to survive he kept smiling until he finally breathed his last breath, he said, never have we seen the sad face or the pain-bearing face of Sindy she keeps smiling and trying to convince us all will be good and do you know the last hope Sindy always we regret until now that we can't keep up until Sindy is buried??"zahra looked at Sandy
Sandy looked at Zahra whose voice was growing trembling and her tears were already dripping down her cheeks
"i.e., take you to meet Sindy that's her last hope that we can't kabulin, he said, from the beginning Sindy began to control more and more often until he was hospitalized many times until finally sindy buried you did not come 1 time that you did not care at all when it was his last hope just wanted to see you visit him or take him to his final resting place" said Zahra not strong enough to continue
"yes I'm so sorry for everything I'm sorry to you guys and my sister" Sandy said
"it's just that you can bring sindy back ha what can you make sindy smile and say all is well I've no papa in front of us" said Adit loudly
"dit" said Zahra staring at Adit
"I'm really sorry I'm sorry maybe I can't bring things back like before I apologize I can't make sindy back I really want to apologize to you guys and sindy too I've realized what I did to Sindy was really outrageous I shouldn't vent my anger and disappointment to Sindy who is not wrong whatever sorry for my selfishness, I'm not supposed to vent my anger and disappointment to sindy, I did such an unforgivable thing , I only realized when you were talking for 3 months that Sindy was gone at first I thought Sindy might still be in the world and your words were just nonsense for me to be nice to him but when I waited for him at home to make sure he was still there and entered his room which I had never seen last when I was still pretending to be nice to him but I only realized after entering her deserted and dusty room I just realized that she was really no longer visible from her dusty room signifies the owner never returned and at that time I remember the gift that you guys it's a joy that I read everything Sindy wrote and there I'm so sorry for all my attitude and treatment to my sister that I realized she wouldn't come back and leave me here alone"sandy was crying
"I'm really sorry all this time I was looking for you to apologize and ask you to deliver me to my sister I know it's too late but I really want to apologize with properly impeached sindy I want to talk that I am really sorry to her for what I did once again I ask you guys if I want to take me there to apologize to her"said Sandy
Zahra looked at Adit who showed a sad face while looking at him
Adit nodded to Zahra
"there's no right for us to forbid you to his cock sindy even though it's too late maybe sindy will be very happy that the person she wants to meet finally met her" Zahra said staring at Sandy
"thank you very much for your help and I thank you for always accompanying Sindy to the end of her life" Sandy said
"no need to thank Sindy is the most important person for us he is like his own family for us we love sincerely the same sindy so you do not need to thank if sindy still there we will stay together no matter what the circumstances are we will always be together" Zahra said
"sindy is very lucky to find you friends who care about her attention and affection when you are not who sindy is but you give the best for her while I Kaka her own birth throwing away his neglect and throwing it away so that I really regret my treatment I used to be very ashamed of you guys who were useless and could not make him happy even until the end of his life" Sandy said
"no need to regret that everything has happened, no one can change destiny now just live what you think is good" said Zahra