"DEBTED MARRIAGE"
#78
"masa??you're out that night, don't you know Arkana???guess we you have another Arkana problem so you're out of Arkana's house??you don't have a problem Ama she's not Ra??don't lie" Giselle said
'akhh I can't fool you' said Zahra in the heart
"emmm i it" Zahra said doubtfully
"Ra don't you think we're your best friends" Giselle said
"ko you say it's sih sell, lu Adit sindy you guys are my best friend" Zahra said
"kalo are we your friends??why can't you open up a little with us ??Ra every you have a problem you never tell us always aja we are the story of our difficulties to you, I assume only we just assume that we are your friends but behind it"adit said
"hemm yes really agree with you dit maybe it's just us who assume that we are true friends and always open to each other without any confidentiality but..."Giselle
"sufficient sell.sorry because I'm not a constant story does not mean I don't consider you guys my friends, gw, you guys are the best friends I have you guys are very special for me so don't tell me if I don't think if you guys are friends I'm wrong I'm not honest from the beginning, I just don't want to make you worry I don't want to make you trouble with the problem I'm just that I know you are worried about the condition sindy I just don't want to make you more worried about it sorry I'm not honest" said Zahra lowered her head
"continue you now want to tell us why you can come drunk at night like that" Adit said
"i it"Zahra
"we won't worry Ra we're sure you can take care of it ourselves we just want to hear Ra we just want to be your shoulder and your confiding friend" Giselle said
"hahaha you've been a little wise nie sell"Adit
"don't suckle you dit" said Giselle pinched adit
"awww sick ikhh" said Adit
Zahra smiled looking at her best friend
'yes I should have been more open their kegw' said Zahra in the heart
"hufhhh I have another Arkana problem"Zahra
"what problem??he's just saying what else Ra is not his udh promise will treat you well" Adit said
"he's good ko dit even better than I thought but.emm this is also wrong I'm probably because I'm he behaves like that" said Zahra.
"ikhh you said bertele tele make meget gw know anyway Arkana ngelakuin what the hell Ra" said Giselle
"you can't wait very much sih sell diem aja dechh lu dengerin Zahra what story do I want to plug your mouth that" said Adit
"so bad you got the same gw" Giselle said
"has Ra continued, don't frown on Giselle's mouth" Adit said
"what Arkana did why you got so drunk so rich that Ra was the first time I saw you drunk to that edge" said Adit
"what Arkana is cheating on" shouted Giselle.
"don't joke Ra when Arkana is rich it's impossible that he looks very affectionate with you" said Adit
zahra just kept quiet while looking down
"what is Ra's seriousness about why Arkana can be like that" Giselle said, hugging Zahra
"emmm I don't know if it's possible because of me" Zahra said
"the truth is your relationship is the same arkana how sih Ra now you have to be honest with us no one is covered" Adit said
"do you know how early I was with Arkana??"ask Zahra
"yes" said them
Zahra tells how she found out about Arkana's relationship with Vira
"how do you want??"said Giselle
"this is too late Ra Arkana time ngelakuin rich so in your own home" said Adit emotion
"it's not really Arkana's fault here either, either, I'm his wife but I don't love him his rights as a husband I'm aware of how he feels when he has a wife but even if he doesn't get his rights" Zahra said
"but it's not until that much Ra he also remains outrageous why he can do it at home where there is his wife what Arkana does not think if you will see all that what he does not think about how you feel" said Adit angrily
"has Ra mending you please Ama him" Adit said
"gw can't do that if he's dit"Zahra
"why???what because you have fallen in love with him for what you defense all that he did not think of your feelings Ra he just want to do it behind you" said Adit
"maybe because I still have unpaid debts and also because I am already in love there may be many reasons that make me not able to go from it angry I hate I'm disappointed I nyesel I confused all these feelings into one I have to be how why I was so afraid when I wanted to choose to be his real family with Arkana,why am I worried like something is waiting for me why am I ...."Zahra stopped her speech because of the tightness that pierced her chest
"just don't force Ra" Giselle said, hugging Zahra
"why when I want to start one by one disappointment comes to me why when I am happy a little sad comes why when I feel comfortable the fear also arises why .."Zahra held back her tears
"there is no happiness without trials Ra all will be good if you can pass it patiently, maybe at this time you feel all this is not fair, just, maybe at this time you feel your life is sad but you do not know what is waiting for you after all this is missed may be unimaginable happiness may be the hope that you dream of achieving all of it is not some know Ra ...yes maybe at this time you feel all the sad your life nothing goes smoothly as you expect but later if you already understand the meaning of all that sadness you must feel lucky on top of all that" said Sindy still closing her eyes
"sindy" they said 3
"gw heard all of it, you already care about me and worry about mew but now you don't have to worry about me I'm good I'm even better than before I feel calm, I feel calm, happy, grateful for what I'm receiving right now" Sindy smiled at them