"DEBTED MARRIAGE"
#128
"Ra don't take over my talk right now that's important it's you, why didn't you say gw??why do you always keep all your own problems anyway Ra, why come like this, why, if Adit does not tell me I might not know all this ra why you do not believe Ama gw and Adit Sih Ra if you want to shout, shouted Ra who was tight if you want to cry as much as Ra if you are disappointed to say Ra do not continue to pretend well aja any time you overflow all that Ra what wrong sih luh you show the same feelings you have with Adit, I'm the same Adit will not leave you just because you cry in front of us, I'm the same Adit, gw and Adit will not leave you if you show your feelings ko Ra why you always close your feelings anyway Ra why and keep pretending good temple in front of us"giselle looked at Zahra who was crying
"not that I don't believe you guys I just don't want you guys to visit I don't want to make you follow sad just because of my problem" said Zahra lowered his head
"what with this you don't make us worry about what Ra is like this makes us not sad, we are more worried and more sad if you don't tell Ra, Ra, see yourself now what is like this is not for me and adit worry, Adit called me 2 days ago and all his stories and told me to go back and talk to you, just like you, Adit was so worried Ra was just as you he really wanted to be able to make you tell him how you feel now but he held it because he knew there was no way you could show your feelings for sure you would just say good just as it has been and from 2 days ago he was worried you could not be contacted even mba in front also said you did not leave the room, the beginning of his I want to come together with the same adit but he was very busy ra so I just came" said Giselle
"now the same story I show Ra the feelings that exist in you luapin all his stories all ra please do not hide your feelings again" said Giselle
"hiks hiks gw must how cells"zahra also began to cry giselle holding tightly the hand of zahra
"now I have to how, I don't know what I have to do like a destroyed sell pain like chest gw, I'm confused with myself I sell like not gw, I don't know, I don't know how I don't know what??goals and expectations I'm instantaneous like vanished from the body I sell, my spirit is like going from the body I gw, gw, and the words of Arkana that make me sad continue to sound in my ear I make I more destroyed sell make I dare not to rise I am afraid sell to step I am afraid to continue living sell, I am afraid to continue selling, where should I go and what should I do now??my family has sold me to Arkana it is impossible to go back to them all the family's possessions I have not existed, all of them are already theirs, they already belong to them, and I can't possibly work where Ervan is so shy to show my face in front of him, one by one I love go both my parents and sindy, sindy, I'm afraid it also happens to you guys sell like I do not deserve to live let alone to be happy a little I'm happy disappointment to come, I'm not happy disappointment to come, I'm getting scared and now I don't know what to sell I really don't know, the happiness that I've been dreaming of a family that I hope is all just a lie??people who currently really do I believe and I make my shoulders lean instead disintegrate gw sell, my heart really hurt sell pain, I have to how??I'm afraid to live and step sell I'm afraid of disappointment coming again"Zahra
Zahra was crying
"ra what the hell are you saying" yelled giselle
"sorry" said giselle "ra why do you talk rich that you want to go ninggalin gw and Adit too??it's sad enough for me to be equally adit until now over the departure of Sindy don't you talk like that, you still have gw and Adit and there are also Bagas and others who also love you Ra who cares about you, I know you are not a quitter Ra lu tuh strong women like Sindy Ra lu will not be easy to give up and easily desperate like this where Zahra I know who always cheers we're" said Giselle
"zahra"embrace
"hufh huhf Zahra I don't know how you feel right now,I also do not know what kind of pain you rasain but please ra do not you despair and do not say that you give up your own life I do not want to lose my friend again sindy who ninggalin gw ra, I know you really love Arkana I know you're so big expecting a happy family with Arkana like your dream but if indeed he's not your soul mate how else Ra is not his you know destiny is real Ra like sindy said that fate would not be changed Ra maybe Arkana is not your soul mate at this time, although you feel this pain now maybe there will be great happiness that will come to your life, in fact I am also confused ra I have to how to comfort you, you know I really can't say wise words like sindy and you that can make other people forget their problems, and see even I cry firmer than you why I suck so bad if sindy is here maybe your problem will there be a solution akhh I do not like gw like this kind of unreliable" said giselle erasing her tears
"you are more mature ko sell I have also been meningan after the same story you thank ya pas you scream and talk like earlier I was shocked and realized why I am like this is true said you maybe Arkana is not a mate Iw why I have to get to like this hahah even I am confused why it can be like this but I am certainly proud of the same you sell you have become more mature like your promise sindy ya haha I'm ashamed of myself and in front of you too and I'm also ashamed of the same sindy must be there she's disappointed with me"said Zahra smiling still with tears dripping
"maybe Ra and it could be that he's nagging around there looking at you skinny gini-rich" Giselle said
"hem yes probably" said Zahra, giselle wiped the tears of zahra
"now how do you feel Ra??"ask Giselle
"it's much better thanks and sorry for making you anxious and should be far from Paris here just because of my problem" said Zahra