"DEBTED MARRIAGE"
#133
"have dong ko you even cry later try to find dechh the Adit" Lee said
"akhh fucking lu dit gw so cry because of lu whereas now his plan makes Zahra seneng even destroyed just as you did akhh want his taste I mukul lu dit now"giselle shouted not to hear Lee's remarks
Zahra just silently heard the screams and cries of Giselle
"it's been a long time the eardrum gw can break the nie" Lee said
"Ra you are good from earlier you diem aja lohh, say aja Ama gw if you need a shoulder I make a backrest" asked Bagas
Zahra simply nodded without looking at Bagas
'gw know you must be very sad right Ra for the departure of Adit who arrived rich gini but you do not want to point it to us, Ra, surely now you again cry right Ra though I don't see your face but I know from your breath if you cry again, I don't know how Ra should now live the two of us who are still together I'm confused Ra promises we once made slowly destroyed Ra dreams together we also destroyed Ra if we can survive even if it's just the two of us, we can make our promise with Sindy and Adit, I am also very sad Ra why Adit has to leave now without saying anything before him and leave by arriving rich gini'ucap Giselle in heart while looking at Zahra who is staring out the window
Lee stared at Zahra through the rearview mirror of the car and looked at Giselle
Lee wiped away the tears of Giselle who fell to her cheeks with one hand
"don't cry, Zahra will be sadder, I know you are also sad sell but at this time Zahra who needs more attention than us what else than you, if you cry how Zahra feels" whispered Lee at the red light
"yes even though Zahra was just injured over his household and now he has to Nerima again the departure of Adit who arrived rich gini whereas Adit was the most worried about Zahra but even he who is now make Zahra sad" whispered Giselle
"gw sure if Adit had any other way than to go ninggalin you guys maybe he has already done that way than go and make you sad like this sell ,I see clearly that Adit is very dear to you yes although it may be a little different to zahra, but I'm sure Adit is not possible intentionally for you like this" Lee said
"yes I know for sure about that there is no way Adit for us sad if not forced, and about kezahra, and about kezahra, Adit has always liked Zahra but he never treated us all differently or favoritism, we 4 was the same for a long time, he said, we also already know the personality of each of us even we are more than friends even more than family maybe, we have always been together and now when of us one by one go it feels like losing most of myself gw Lee even today I still feel the pain when losing sindy and now have to lose Adit also did not even know I would meet again or not with him, I'm disappointed Lee why he didn't tell me from the beginning and why he had to pretend why he didn't say anything from the beginning if he had to go maybe I'd understand him" Giselle said
"sell" said Zahra quietly
"yes Ra" replied Giselle
"I'm not disappointed that Adit may be the best choice for us or Adit sell do not you wrong Adit may now he again difficulty there or he knows the same thing as we're" said Zahra still staring out the window while occasionally wiping away her tears
"if I'm sad why Adit has to go, why don't I just go away from you, maybe it should have gone tuhh gw sell gw that always makes you worried that always makes you trouble anyway I don't know what else I've been disappointed with life I could turn back the time I wanted to replace Sindy donating what I could love to Sindy to keep her alive, she should be her deserve to stay alive she should be her deserve to stay with you guys she has a person who loves her very much whereas I, I, hiks hiks to why should people around me who go why not all I'm going I've cape same life I'm sold I'm tired same all sell there's never a good thing in my life there is never anything good around me, better you go back to Paris continue your ideals there do not think I sell do not come back here again to find I should indeed we do not meet sell should we never be together sell must be my own I live all by myself so that no one goes anymore" Zahra said crying still staring out the window
"re you seeing gw??"said Giselle
"Ra saw gw" Giselle said again because Zahra wasn't staring at her
""Zahra" Giselle said
Zahra looked at Giselle with reddened eyes and wet cheeks with tears
"what the hell was Ra doing to you earlier??now you also want to throw me away, ra?? lu nysel memenan same gw??you want to leave me alone??now between us the 4 only stay us both Ra if you ngusir gw means I will be alone Ra I don't want to be rich first Ra I don't want to be alone I don't want to not have a friend Ra I don't want to be left by you Ra I never feel troubled by lu ko Ra even because you we are 4 there and because you also can be in position now if not because you might I will not be here Ra I might not live a happy peace like now Ra has a dream of dreams and even a loss of affection that I have never rasain Ra plis don't ever say want ninggalin gw Ra I don't want to be left lu Ra lu is very meaningful in life I Ra lu was the first person I love Ra even you really mean compared to yourself gw own Ra lu tuhh everything for me now only you who become an encouragement gw Ra if you do not have how I will Ra" said Giselle crying staring at Zahra
Zahra could only cry without saying a word
"Ra I'm begging you not to stay in Ra's house" said Giselle
Zahra still silently looked at Giselle who was shedding tears