"DEBTED MARRIAGE"
#127
at 9:30 Zahra woke up from her sleep.
Zahra did not move in the slightest from her sleep just looking at the sky of the room while listening to the sound of birds chirping.
"what am I supposed to do now??"zahra asked herself while still staring at the sky room
"what am I supposed to do??"say it again while shedding tears
"what do I do now??"say it again
"what's wrong with me???why are you doing this with me??though I've opened my heart to you mas but why do you hurt me like this"
Zahra still remembers everything Arkana says like a tape that spins clearly in her ear and her memory of the words that made Zahra realize that all Arkana's treatment had been a lie,
"hahah why I'm such a fool anyway" smiled wryly considering all arkana's treatment of her
"all of it was like a screenplay that had been arranged clearly by Arkana all of them are perfect from Arkana acting, the goal until the end of the story may have been determined to the end, he said, because it's too smart you act until I get caught up in this scenario unconsciously into a trap that makes me like this you are indeed so smart acting mas until before I was still stuck maybe if you become an artist will be able to award"Zahra smiled wryly while wiping her tears
"you really have ruined me and made me what I am now a hyx, you are the one who makes me have to know things that I have not known about my adoptive family hyks your hyks also that has made me disappoint zio a good and sincere man ,and now when I really love you and think of you all you made me soar with all your affection now you're making me fall from a height that makes me so sick that I don't able to rise again is this really your goal to make me destroyed why???why should I why?? did I not deserve to be happy from the beginning??should I not have hoped from the beginning??what's my fault???why are you doing this the same as me???am I wrong to love you??did I make a mistake until you did all this??why do you treat me so well just to see me fall, what do I do now??if indeed your goal is you managed to make me destroyed, hyks why it feels so painful hyks hyks"
"enough is enough why your words keep ringing in my ear why all your words are still clear as they are in my mind, I want to forget I want everything to never happen aaaaaa I have to how to hyks hyks hyks"tangis Zahra while covering her ears with a pillow
"i have to" shouted Zahra again
"just try well, there's no point in not being able to make this pain go away I have to how I please get rid of this pain" Zahra cried as she covered her head under the pillow
a few hours later Zahra stopped crying walking to her face in the mirror
a very chaotic shadow that was in the mirror.
Zahra smiled in a smile
"is this good??"tanya zahra looked at herself
zahra washed her face and walked to the kitchen refrigerator to get fruit and milk to fill her already hungry stomach
"excuse me" said someone from the door
Zahra who was sitting was opening the door even though Zahra was lazy to keep her open
"excuse me mba Sri who was assigned by young master Dito to help mba during here, um mba there is a problem??is there anything you need???"sri asked after seeing Zahra's appearance
Zahra just shook her head with a stiff smile and walked towards the room
"is there a problem??"sri asked in front of the door of Zahra's room
"young master said that if Zahra was friendly and cheerful why I saw like a man who had no life, whether there is a problem akhh it is not my business nor do I want to interfere with other people afraid of the problem of "sri said to the kitchen to see the contents of the refrigerator and do his activities
Zahra stared out the window imagining the trivial things she used to do with arkana that made her look so stupid believing her true arkana treatment was a lie
3 Days passed Zahra was still in the same state not smiling or talking Zahra only ate 2 pieces and 2 cans of milk every day his food cooked by Sri was not touched at all this left Sri confused and worried
Ting tong(bell)
"a little while" shouted Sri from behind
"excuse me, can I help you??"sri said after opening the door
"what Zahra is inside" he said
"akhh his friend mba Zahra ya , mba Zahra is in the room mba" said sri
"is zahra good??"ask her
"that's why I don't know mba, like mba zahra is having problems every day staying in the room and only eating fruit and milk" said sri
"can I go in"
"akhh yes please mba" Sri said
someone immediately ran towards Zahra's room which was told by Sri
"Zahra"call her witfully
Zahra was still staring out the window while sitting and hugging her legs
"zahra sorry I don't know" she ran and hugged Zahra while crying
Zahra was startled at a glance then returned her embrace
"Zahra I'm sorry I just came now sorry Zahra sorryin Iw, I don't know about your problem, why don't you tell me I'm Zahra why you always keep all your own problems anyway"she hugged Zahra tightly
"Giselle"tangis Zahra broke and hugged Giselle tightly
a moment later Giselle dared to ask
"why don't you tell Gw Zahra if you want to be quiet like now crying alone like this see your body what this is Zahra I know what kind of Zahra is who can always help we're all in the face of our problems, Zahra see why you like this thin body of yours like this, geez Ra why it got like this anyway let's dong Ra showkin Zahra who I know where your smile where your babble you joke far back here want to see you Ra I want look at your sweet smile" said Giselle
"you're getting older, I'm happy that you're happy there how your plans there are going smoothly" Zahra said still with her raucous voice