"DEBTED MARRIAGE"
#125
"no need to be done so that you will have to work busy at certainly no time to take care of the rich ginian" said Zahra
"already herein aja Ra, I have acquaintances in court ra so will not disturb the work gw ko Ra already here you relax aja here" said Adit
"i'm sure dechh bentar gw take it first" Zahra said
"nie dit all the necessary files already all inside, again thanks to Dito also helped me" said Zahra
"iya kha is the same" Dito said
"Ra I walk now I'm afraid of bad luck until his office" Adit said looking at the clock
"yes but if you leave now until the city at what time is not scolded by your boss" asked Zahra
"gw already said it will come late so there is no problem" Adit said
"i go first yes kha, do not think of a macem macem relaxed aja kha Kaka here tuhh make refreshing nenangin heart Kaka not much thought" said Dito
"yes, you have a heart, thank you" Zahra Dito said, only nodding back
"gw the way yes lu heart here if there is anything directly related I don't mind a lot" said Adit rubbed zahra hair
"yes answered" zahra replied with a smile
they also boarded Adit's car
Zahra looked at the departure of Adit and Dito
"huhfff alone dechh" Zahra said into the villa
Zahra looked at the vast green tea garden
"Here actually quiet even no other sound than the sound of birds chirping very different in the city noisy from before sunrise and also the air really seger his sense of chest gw tuhh relieved and seger different in the city that comes out just have to wear a mask because there is a lot of dust and smoke where, where, it's true that city people say if they want refreshing it fits into the countryside rather than to tourist attractions" said Zahra
"sin you again what you can see there I'm not now, I'm alone sin you must see as long as both parents I'm gone I never feel like this again sin, sin, now I feel alone, sine , I feel that my life is so sad even to feel that my life really doesn't mean anymore why this feeling I'm feeling again sin if you're here if I can hug you sin I really want to hug you and Giselle here, since both parents I go like his I never feel this alone again after their departure there are both adoptive parents I am the same dear and after both parents adopt gw I don't care if there is him as my sister and when they all go away I have you guys who are always on my side, I w, now I really want to be alone here sin I want to cry I want to shout I want to be angry I want to be overflowing all the mixed feelings this usual sin we cry together with our usual yell together if one of us has a problem but now I'm alone sin, Giselle farh Adit has her busyness and you also can't be here I have to how sin"zahra said crying while hugging her legs
"gw really really confused what I can be good just what I can be like before what I can be ordinary just sin I need an answer, I need an answer, the answer that you used to say when I was really confused I need you here, I need your joy so I can forget the sadness I was before I really need you here"zahra
after crying and calming his feelings Zahra was staring at the bright sky illuminated by the sun
"if I live like the sky even though it is cloudy there are still clouds that accompany although dark there are still moons and stars that keep the sky shining and during the day there is a sun that illuminates the sky in a state of whatever the sky can still survive and there is always someone accompanying , although cloudy there will be happiness after the rain even though dark still trying to show its light even though the sky will try to still make its own happiness, but the, sometimes when looking at the sky I like to see something from some clouds in the sky like a rabbit shape ,birds even form love inget when the father and mother are still there we like to nebak cloud shape when in the balcony or at the sea wherever we are there must be a moment of relaxed we guess the shape cloud hemm father mother what do you want about it akhh even I Samapi talk himself hahaha" said Zahra trying to laugh because he spoke alone
"hahaha I think you hate yourself the most I hate being alone" Zahra said
"lord, please give me someone who can accompany me for the rest of my life, make me laugh, make me smile, make me feel comfortable and love me until I close my eyes and please do not take it anyone else in my life, though, please God please I just want to be happy spending the rest of my life with people I love God please give my best for my life and send someone who can accept me sincerely who can keep me company until you call me" Zahra said as she closed her eyes
3 O'clock in the afternoon
Zahra went into the villa and went to the room she was in and looked at her phone lying on the table by the bed
since yesterday's incident Zahra did not activate his cellphone.Zahra really wanted to activate his cellphone and call Giselle but he was still afraid if Arkana melck his phone or contact him continuously
after a long time decided Zahra finally chose to activate his cellphone
not long hp his ignited sound hp zhra sound was continuously sound non-stop indicating incoming notifications