A Gay With His Angel
Intercourse of a Man...

"Where's linny?"  Sicily asked as she watched Sean walk out of the room alone.

"Linny is not well. Gerdnya rumah" replied Sean then sat in front of Sicily and Andrean.

"Who? Not to the doctor?"  Ask Sicilian worried.

Linny had almost fainted a few times because his Gerd was badly crushed. Of course, Sicily is always anxious when it hears Gerd Linny coming back.

"He still has medicine. If it doesn't get better, I'll take him to the doctor" Sean said, calming Sicilian concerns.

Sicily just nodded in understanding. Andrean was silent without a sound. Andrean looked thoughtful and had a lot of thoughts.

"Dre" Call Sean while looking at Andrean.

Andrean just stared at Sean without making a word.

"Ah Sean's. About Andrean~" Sicily trying to mediate, he was afraid Sean was angry with Andrean.

"Sil, can I have a word with Andrean?"  Cut Sean.

Sicily simply sighed and let the two talk. Sicily chose to return to her home first. William has called him several times.

"alright. I'm going home first. Please speak well. I don't want to because it's just that our friendship is all broken" Sicilian said before she left Linny's penthouse.

After the Sicilians left, silence ensued between Sean and Andrean.

"You still love Linny?"  Ask Sean suddenly.

Andrean gasped at Sean's question which was so to the point.

Sean smiled at Andrean to make Andrean confused by Sean's attitude.

Sean was neither angry nor resentful of Andrean who was secretly harboring feelings for Linny.

He instead felt amazed that Andrean could love Linny so much without forcing him to have Linny. Rarely can anyone do such a thing let alone men tend to be selfish creatures. Usually they will try to keep getting what they want as long as they are still breathing.

Let alone a real man. People like Erik and Rain just so tenaciously tried to get Sean back to their side.

"I'm surprised you're keeping a taste in Linny" Sean continued.

"You angry?"  Andrean asked nervously.

"No" Sean said, shaking his head.

Andrean was further confused by Sean's calm demeanor. Any man would be angry if someone secretly likes his woman especially if the person is even nearby without knowing the intention of his heart.

"If I were you. Not necessarily as strong as you. Imagining being the one who loves in silence all this time must be hard. Seeing Linny was even close to other men when you always took care of him and helped him" Sean was honest.

Andrean looked teary. The first time in his life he felt so stupid.

"sorry. Actually, it has long been lost to love like a brother. This is not my defense but honesty. Ever since Linny decided not to get married since then also I threw away any hope of getting it"

"I'm still by her side because I promised myself to take care of her and not let her get hurt again. To me he's the same as Sicily. Sorry if he was the reason I rejected Angel. That was all that came to my mind and I knew Angel would believe it and stay away. I'm not good enough for Angel"

Since Angel turned cold and stayed away from him. Andrean has since been feeling uneasy. His guilt rattled and disturbed him all the time.

"You really can't accept Angel in your heart? Is it as hard as a wall in your heart until a woman as good as Angel can't get into it?"  Ask Sean to make sure.

Somehow as a fellow man Sean felt that Andrean had indirectly considered Angel important in his life. Only the selfishness of Andrean's heart refuses Angel to enter into it.

"You mean?" Andrean asked confusedly.

"Do you feel empty without Angel for example? Regardless of your guilt" asked Sean again.

Andrean thought for a moment. Is he empty? Yes he's empty. Angel who is usually always excited to look for it every day even though it is not in the gubris. Angel is happy every time he meets her.

Now Angel becomes something else even Andrean barely recognizes Angel who is currently.

"Looks Yeah. He was always happy to welcome me. Under any circumstances. Even though I always didn't press him, he was always there and looking for me. Now he who is silent scares me so much" said Andrean who looked confused and sad.

"I think in your little heart, Angel is an important person. But you're too selfish and naive to think only of yourself and your promises. Come on, Dre. You deserve to be happy too and Linny is now my responsibility. Try sharing the burden of your promise with me. Am I that weak for you?"  Sean asked at length while looking at Andrean.

Andrean thought hard, is what Sean said. He's that selfish. Until he hurt the innocent Angel.

"One more. You are affected by drugs. Usually we can resist and resist touching someone who is not on our mind. Like I was almost trapped by that damn woman first. But I remembered she wasn't Linny and I immediately rejected her out loud. Did you reject Angel or did you grab Angel?"  Ask Sean again.

Andrean was staring at Sean. He doesn't know what he's feeling anymore. He did survive the touch of the goddamn guy's daughter. But when Angel is with him instead he is comfortable and he is the one who pulls Angel over his body.

"I-i--"

The confused Andrean made Sean smile. It doesn't seem to matter if Andrean marries Angel. He just needed time to realize the ascetic Angel was important to him other than Linny.

"You have to try harder. But maybe it won't be as hard as me wanting to marry Linny.  I'm sure Angel will forgive you. Just don't be selfish anymore, be honest with yourself if you need someone by your side"

Sean tried to advise Andrean as a fellow man. He understood Andrean's difficulties and dilemmas. Sean's been through it and even worse.

"Thanks"

Andrean smiled at Sean. True friendship between them.

"Try coming in a few days. Bring something for Angel. Ask him to talk about what his hobbies are. Don't discuss this issue first. Let him be comfortable with you. Women are like that. Our cages have to stall and sometimes we have to pull tight. Up until now I've also been learning how to adjust to Linny"

Sean was at length again. Sean now looks like a lecturer of love and complicated relationships.

Andrean nodded in understanding and immediately hugged thanking Sean who was willing to give him an understanding.

At least Andrean was more relieved and started to understand what he had to do.

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