A Gay With His Angel
Decisions...

Inside the room, Sean took off Linny's heels and slowly massaged Linny's legs to relax.

"Why are you so good to me?"  Ask Linny.

Sean stared in surprise at Linny's question.

The question looked very stupid when somehow Sean had said he liked Linny and wanted to seriously marry him.

"Because I want to" replied Sean who sounded ambiguous.

"What the hell? Strange answer" said Linny annoyed.

"I want to always be close and can be your focus when you need it anytime" continued Sean who still massaged Linny's legs.

"I was always rude to refuse marriage. Aren't you bored?"  Linny asked in surprise.

"No. I never get bored and will never get bored. Although it can only be like this forever as well I don't mind Linny" Sean explained with a smile looking at Linny. His face seemed sincere about saying that.

For a moment Linny felt touched. He almost let Sean really control his heart. But Linny knew it was impossible.

Linny's just gonna get Sean in trouble. Linny was not a person who would forget his main purpose all along. He was even prepared to be entangled in legal trouble if after destroying and killing people who had ruined his life.

"I hope you don't expect more. If you're back to normal then you can find another one you can marry. Because I can't possibly marry you" Linny said firmly.

Sean looked at Linny with a serious face. Sean put himself close to Linny's face.

"I'm not someone who likes and loves someone or anything. But if I had chosen it then I wouldn't have taken it off until anytime. It's up to the guy to pay me back or not but I'm still going to love that guy my way" Sean said, then slowly peeked at Linny's lips.

Linny let out a heavy sigh, it was hard to make Sean understand his position which was impossible to accept a man. Linny also could no longer believe in a man, no man could be loyal according to Linny who remembered all the things he had lived for so many years. No matter how good and happy the man he meets still has the desire to find another woman. Except his real Papa.

"We are just sick people. And someday we will hurt. I don't want that to happen. The proof is that when I ignore you, you're hurt bad" said Linny who was inexplicably upset to hear Sean's statement.

Sean began to understand Linny's worries. Sean is Sean. She had already chosen to be with Linny even though sometimes the shadow of making love to her same-sex could appear in her mind. Only when he was already with Linny did he not remember that anymore.

"You should know, I'll never let go of my enemy. Even though I have to deal with the law or death. I will still destroy them. You're just gonna hurt Sean, I'm not gonna let those humans go. Aren't you afraid of cold-blooded people like me? Did you see how I destroyed Agus and almost killed Carlos? That's the real me. And it's likely that if I feel you betrayed me, I'll destroy you too" Linny said with a cold look.

Sean seemed to not care. Sean kissed Linny's lips again.

"I'd rather die in your hands than I'd go back to being the old Sean" Sean's words sounded serious and pierced in the chest.

I don't know what courage made Sean give his life to Linny. Though clearly Linny already said that he could kill Sean at any time if he felt disturbed and betrayed.

"If you've chosen it then you should be prepared if I can only hurt you Sean. I've reminded you. Don't blame me if you're just going to get hurt by my actions" Linny said, then walked into the bathroom.

Sean was still silent hearing Linny's words. His heart ached with the rigors of Linny's thought.

"What can I do for you Linny. You're the one who can make me forget about the curse community" Sean said.

Inside the bathroom, Linny was standing under a shower of cold water. Unconsciously she was crying in silence. His heart felt claustrophobic hearing Sean's sincere words and statements.

"You must be strong Linny. Let the man. You don't deserve it. You're dirty" Linny said to himself.

Yes as hard as Linny was, he still had a small heart. He realized Sean had a lot of control over his little heart. But he didn't want Sean to go any further.

Although Linny looks strong and brave from the outside, but he also knows that he is not a clean woman to deserve to be a wife let alone a mother. He was also afraid that someday his bad deeds would only hurt his partner and children later.

Half an hour later Linny came out of the bathroom wearing a bathrobe. Linny did not find Sean in the room.

Linny exhaled a rough breath. He knew very well that his words really hurt Sean but that he had to do so that maybe Sean could find another woman who was more worthy of him.

Linny headed towards the balcony of the room and sipped his pod. Without him knowing it turns out Sean is out looking for a chef to ask to cook Linny's favorite food. Sean noticed Linny throughout the show had not eaten well.

Sean who had just entered the room slowly walked up to Linny and hugged him from behind.

"Change clothes first. Later you catch wind just layered bathrobe like this" said Sean.

Linny was completely confused by Sean who was still chuckling to get close to him after what he said earlier. Whatever it is. Linny did not want to think about it anymore.

"Later. I want to see the sea" Linny said as he continued to sip his e-cigarette.

"The sea is still dark. Nothing is visible. Come on in" Invite Sean while leading Linny to come in and sit on the sofa.

Shortly the room bell rang. Sean opened the door immediately. Looks like the waiter delivered the food order that Sean asked for. And put it on the table by that couch.

"You hungry? Didn't you eat a lot at the party?"  Linny asked in surprise.

There were a lot of food ordered by Sean and they were all Linny's favorite.

"Sit. I'll feed you. You didn't eat well. Maybe the one in court didn't suit your taste" Sean explained then took a piece of steak and fed Linny.

Linny was like a little baby who was bewitched with good food and was just silently fed by Sean.

Sean also enjoyed the meal with Linny until all the food at the table ran out.

"I'm going to have people clean these dishes first" Sean said as he walked to the phone in the room.

Linny pulled Sean's hand, the eyes of the two looking at each other.

"Why are you still this good?"  Linny asked seriously.

"I told you I'd never let go of what I've achieved" Sean replied with a gentle smile.

Linny let out a heavy sigh and seemed to think for a moment.

"alright. If that's what you want. But I have a condition" said Linny who made Sean feel happy.

"Say whatever it is I'll do" replied Sean enthusiastically.

"First, don't you ever try to touch any fucking limp eggplant again. Second, don't try to interfere with whatever decision I make in acting. Third, I don't want to get married and don't want to have children" Linny said firmly.

Sean looked at Linny. The first and second will do it. But the third he did not know if he could let go of his desire to have offspring. Because Sean likes kids anyway. He loved his nephew very much.

"If you can't do those conditions, then forget about being the only man for me. And never again try to approach me like that" Linny said as Sean still looked silent.

"I'm willing. I will accept your terms" Sean said steadily.

He has no choice. Marriage and children will be considered later. After all, considering the two of them who often make love without safety, it is unlikely that Linny will not be able to get pregnant.

"I'm tired. My legs are still sore" Linny said.

Sean immediately took Linny and laid his body on the bed.

"Sleep. I'll massage your body. Looks like you're too tired" said Sean, who was really massaging Linny's legs and head slowly until Linny fell asleep.

Sean kissed Linny on the forehead and looked at him affectionately.

Sean's phone seemed to shake. The incoming call from Erik was not answered.

Just now Sean was about to block Erik's number but he got a video message from Erik.

' *You sure you don't want this video to leak? I don't care if people know about me, but are you ready? *'  - wrote Erik-

Sean's face paled at the video of himself being gang-raped by David and his friends. Also his hot video with Erik.

"He's... When did he take our video???"  Sean is surprised, he never recorded his bed with Erik, he is not as crazy to make a digital trail that could one day destroy his life.

Sean seemed frustrated to see the videos sent by Erik. The young man was already too ambitious to get Sean back.

' *If you want this video master. Meet me at the usual place *' - wrote Erik-

Without Sean noticing, Linny was behind him noticing Sean.

"He's totally crazy! Bangsth!"  Let Sean be upset.

"Find her. I'll come with you" said Linny, to Sean's surprise.

"Linny's.. You're not asleep???"

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