A Gay With His Angel
If only...

Sean just closed his eyes. He tried to sleep well next to Erik.

Suddenly he felt his body being touched by someone.

"Erik...."  Sean realized Erik was the one who touched him.

Erik did not talk much and then opened Sean's pants to the bottom of Sean's body plain without a thread.

Erik's hand touched the cute Pluto that was still asleep.

Slowly Erik tried to arouse Sean's passion as before.

Sean began to be tempted, but a moment later he realized.

Linny's face was swirling around in his head. I don't know what would make him so scared if Linny knew he was still in touch with Erik.

"Erik stop it!! Erikk!!"  Sean's strangulation was held back when Erik put the Pluto, which had been wrapped in anti-radiation pollution rubber, into Erik's back hole.

"Geek!!! STOPP!!"

Sean snapped but undeniably Sean felt Pluto getting hardened and enjoyed the hot activity.

Erik paid no heed to Sean's words and continued to raise his body until he himself reached release.

But not with Sean who has always been very strong in the affairs of the bed. Erik knows that.

Soon Erik came down from Sean's body, released the anti-radiation rubber from Pluto and wanted to spoil Pluto with his mouth and tongue.

Looking at Erik who had already descended from his body, Sean immediately got up and moved away from Erik.

"Why?"   Ask Erik in wonder.

Normally Sean would ask again and again until completely satisfied.

"No. You're satisfied, aren't you? I'm going home. I have a lot of work to do tomorrow. And please don't come to my office anymore" Sean said as gently as possible.

"It's midnight. Danger you go home now" said Erik, who seemed to be separated from Sean.

"It's okay. I'll just go home. If you want to meet the phone, yes. We meet outside, lest anyone see you see me often" Sean said.

"Promise?"  Ask Erik again.

"Promise..."  Sean said while forcing a smile.

"Lusa I'm going to the madam bar, we're going there, baby. Let me be free to do it. I haven't been there in a long time" said Erik spoiledly.

"All right"

Sean was forced to obey Erik's desire to return to play at the Madam Pelangi Bar. The favorite bar of rainbows to gather without fear of being disturbed or scorned by others when they make out with their fellow sex.

The reason Sean agreed with Erik's wishes was none other than because he didn't want Erik to go back to his craze and look for him in a place that people could go.

"I'll go home first. Lock the door well yes" Sean said as he peeked at Erik's forehead.

Erik smiled and waved his hand to drive Sean away.

Along the way Sean was confused.

His head hurts.

Sick because he himself has not reached the release and Pluto is still stiffening hard.

It also hurt that Erik was getting more and more daring to approach her in a public place.

Sean doesn't want both of his parents to know the truth, nor does he want his career to be ruined and condemned throughout society.

How not, the rainbows are a disgrace and treated like monsters and patients who must be avoided and even destroyed on the face of the earth.

But no one tried to understand, not all rainbows enjoyed their lives and no one tried to figure out how to treat and even prevent their family from turning their spirits.

Things Sean's been through. No family supported her when she fell. For the Papa, the boy must not cry must not be weak. For the mother, the boy must be strong, no need to vent, can heal yourself. For the first Brother, the words of Papa and Mama are absolute. His second brother and sister were always busy with their own world. Especially the second brother who always underestimates loving relationships with anyone.

Sean was lonely, when he was hurt. When he needed support and guidance, his whole family just dropped him. His lover also left him with a bloody wound in Sean's heart. No one cares that Sean also needs a gentle hug, soft words, and wants to cry comfortably.

When he really fell, when he was really hurt. At that time he met a grown man who offered comfort to him. Heard his grievances. Calms him gently. Letting her cry without blaspheming her was weak.

Sean was lulled with the kindness of his kind. He was introduced to the lives of such humans.

Sean is used to being with them, he is getting more comfortable and in entering that world. He never thought that when he plunged himself inside he would find it hard to get out of that place.

Without Sean realizing it, he had become a victim of his kind. Sean was harassed. Sean had also been threatened so as not to escape from the association. Until Sean considers such a relationship as normal, Sean began to feel comfortable. Sean felt wanted, Sean felt loved, Sean felt in elu-elukan, he felt warm to enjoy with the rainbow without thinking he was lost.

Yes, he is lost. When Sean was no longer as comfortable as before. When Sean no longer felt that warmth was eternal. He wants to get out of there. It felt like he was flying away from that kind of life.

But as fast as he ran, no matter how hard he crawled. He's so hard to let go of all that.

The bond of the humans is very strong. Sean is bound, bound by Erik's love taboo. If he left then there would be lives lost in vain.  Sean was afraid, his conscience still talking. He doesn't want any lives lost because of it.

If Sean had never sought comfort out there. If Sean had never met Erik. Sean never fell in love when he was fragile. If only San could... Sean wants to stop all this.

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His steps were shaky, he was just thinking of drinking a few glasses before going home.

"South..."

Linny's soft-sounding voice called out his name.

"Lohs.. Linny's.. You're here?"  Sean asked in surprise.

He thought Linny wouldn't come to Bar RB anymore because of his busy work at the office.

Linny walked up to Sean. He looked at Sean's grim face and implied a deep sadness.

"You why?"  Linny asked in surprise.

Sean just shook his head and tried to smile. He tried to cover up his frustration.

"Sit down, you want a cocktail?"  Linny asked.

"May" Sean answered and sat down on one of the bar stools.

Linny looked different, he was wearing an oversize t-shirt and hotpants. But Linny remained deft, as if there was no fatigue of him taking care of the company and also still coming to that Bar.

"drink. It's free for you" Linny said.

Linny could feel Sean being injured, something Sean was covering up from him.

"Lininny..." Call Sean lyric.

"Why?"  Ask Linny.

"May I stay with you for some time?"  Sean asked as he looked at Linny full of supplications.

Linny was quite astonished by Sean's request, yet it seemed like the man was dodging something. Maybe Sean needs his help.

"As far as you are. If you really need a place to calm your mind, come and stay where I am" said Linny, who had no problem with it.

"Thank you" Sean said with a wry smile.

The cocktail was drunk slowly until the bar closed.

Eka came home picked up by her sister. Eka and her sister had already moved into an apartment near Bar RB at Linny's request.

Sean followed Linny's car from behind. The two headed for Linny's apartment.

As he entered inside, Linny immediately took off his clothes and went into the bathroom cleaning himself before going to bed.

Linny who had just finished taking a bath walked towards the kitchen and saw Sean asleep on his sofa bed.

Linny approached Sean and gently stroked Sean's head.

Linny's hand came to a halt as Sean's hand grabbed him.

"You haven't slept?"  Ask Linny.

"My head hurts" Sean said honestly.

"What's wrong?"  Ask Linny again.

"Stop it. I feel sick. Here" Sean said as he pointed at his chest.

The shadow of his lover's betrayal, his pain in humiliation and neglected family, the shadow of him who became gay and first harassed until he was trapped and comfortable in the vortex. Everyone attacked him again until he felt sick.

Linny tried to feel Sean's forehead, he had a fever.

"I'll take the compress first. You have Sean's fever" Linny said, then picked up a compress and took care of Sean.

"Lininny...."

"Hmmm..."

"If I had met you 19 years ago..."  Sean said softly.

Linny looked at Sean's face in surprise...

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- linalim