A Gay With His Angel
Kimberly...
Linny went inside the bathroom and turned on the shower. He bent down to let his body be watered with water.
" Damn it!! Argh!! " Follow Linny who seemed to be holding back emotions.
Linny felt his head heavy. He's really tired.
Outside the bathroom, Sean was still waiting.
30 Minutes had passed and Linny had not come out of the bathroom.
Worried, Sean decides to go inside and check on Linny.
Linny looked still curled up and crying.
" Yinny???!! "
Sean instantly turned off the shower and wrapped Linny's body shivering in the cold.
In his carry Linny came out of the bathroom and sat him on the sofa.
" You have to take off these clothes, otherwise you catch a cold" Sean said anxiously.
Sean looks for his other shirt and a pair of cloth pants that might be too big for Linny.
" Wear this" said Sean thrusting a t-shirt and clean cloth pants to Linny.
Linny tried to undress himself. He's having trouble. His entire powerful strength seemed to disappear just then.
" What's up? " Tanya Sean looked at Linny who was back in silence.
" It's okay. I'll just wear this shirt later too dry" Linny said.
" don't. You'll catch a cold. Or do I need to help? " Any asked Sean who had actually held back his passion since earlier because Linny's body shape was printed clearly in wet condition.
" Don't get your hands dirty by touching someone like me Sean. I'm no better than a gay man like you" said Linny, who looked uninspired.
Sean remained silent. She felt that Linny needed a talking friend.
Linny who used to be a loyal listener and always cheerful, it turns out also ordinary humans who need a backrest and can feel tired.
" Tell me" Sean said as he lowered his body to level with Linny.
Linny looked at Sean's face which seemed to be smiling gently at him.
"Speak if it makes you feel better. Just like when you make me feel better when I talk" Sean said with a smile. I don't know what makes Sean so considerate and caring for Linny.
Linny let out a long breath before speaking.
" I do like to play with adult men, more precisely husband or other female partners. I am really sick. Just like you. I try to get satisfaction from men but I'm only interested in trying with someone else's husband or partner. Even though I haven't been able to find the taste of heaven that people often say when making love ", said Linny who made Sean surprised.
At first Sean thought, Linny did that to earn money. But it turns out to know the taste of the pleasure of the husband and wife relationship.
" Why should someone else's husband or partner?" Sean asked curiously.
" Do you want to listen to me? " Tanya Linny looked at Sean's face. It looks like the look is full of wounds.
Sean nodded slowly.
" I was raped when I was 17" Linny said.
"Huh?"
Sean was shocked to hear the confession. Linny had been abused at a young age.
"I was raped by My half-brother, and also My stepfather wanted to harass Me too. Until I rebelled and almost died" Linny said staring at Sean.
*** *Flashback on****
Linny's real name is Kimberlyn Fransisca Pratama. He was born into a loving family. His father Kimberlyn was a clothing entrepreneur who owned a fairly large factory at the time. Kimberlyn's mother seemed to love her life partner very much and was also the child of their flesh and blood.
In that family, Kimberlyn is loved by her Papa.
*** "Kim-Kim!! Here!!! "***
***Papa's call came home from work, he always brought Kimberlyn's favorite bread and milk. ***
*** That was the happiest time for Kimberlyn. ***
*** Till Kimberlyn is 10 years old. Papa is dead. Leaving Kimberlyn with Mama and her 4-year-old brother at the time ***
*** After Papa's Death. The clothing factory is declining. Their families' finances are threatened. ***
Kimberlyn is 12 years old. She asked permission to remarry Kimberlyn and her sister.
*** Mama's new husband helped save Papa's deceased factory. ***
*** Stepfather Kimberlyn seemed to love Kimberlyn and her sister very much. In addition, she has a half-sister from her stepfather who is 2 years above the age of Kimberlyn. ***
*** " Include. This is Rendi, Kimberlyn and Nicolas will have an older brother looking after you"***
***So often said stepfather and their Mom. ***
*** at that time Kimberlyn was happy because their family was complete. Until one day Kimberlyn's stepfather almost harassed Kimberlyn who was just 12 years old. ***
*** Kimberlyn escaped the depraved actions of her stepfather because of the help of a boy older than her. ***
*** Kimberlyn thought her stepfather would change. But apparently not. His life is in the haunt of fear. ***
*** Both his stepfather and stepbrother always try to peek and touch Kimberlyn's private parts. ***
*** a young Kimberlyn could only be scared. ***
***Himself tried to report it to the Mama, but the Mama did not believe it and said Kimberlyn was just making up and fantasizing about strange things. ***
*** Kimberlyn who was rejected by the mother became stubborn and often denied. ***
*** Him self feels free to talk to your Mom. ***
*** at age Kimberlyn was 17. He was forced by his half-brother who was drunk because of a fight with his lover. ***
*** " Bangsttt!! Go kauu!!! Movefirr. Aghh!!! It hurts!!!"***
***Kimberlyn's moaning is in pain. But do not discourage the depraved actions of his half-brother. ***
*** " Don't try to report this. Otherwise your sister will hurt me! "***
***Threat to Kimberlyn's depraved half-brothers. ***
*** Kimberlyn is frustrated and locked away. ***
*** The Mom tried to ask but Kimberlyn refused to speak because she knew she would not believe it.***
*** Mama just blames Kimberlyn who's getting naughty even against the parents. ***
*** Nicolas-Kimberlyn's 11-year-old sister could only cry. He knew Kimberlyn had been harassed and severely injured. ***
*** After the incident. Kimberlyn's stepfather also tried to harass Kimberlyn again. ***
*** Kimberlyn who felt there was no point in life rebelled and tried to hurt her stepfather. ***
*** " If you touch me. I will die in front of you!! Or I will kill you first to come with me to hell!!! "***
***Shouted Kimberlyn as she brandished the scissors in front of her stepfather. ***
Kimberlyn's clothes have been damaged by being forcibly torn by her stepfather.
*** " Till death I won't touch you!! " Shouted Kimberlyn out loud.***
*** There was a struggle between Kimberlyn and her stepfather until the scissors injured her stepfather's hand. Also injured Kimberlyn's upper left chest. ***
*** Seeing that the Mother was very angry and yelled at Kimberlyn.***
*** " A brat!! " Snapped Mom and slapped Kimberlyn ***
*** Kimberlyn only held her cheek that was slapped by her mother. ***
*** " Slap!!! Slap again!! Kill me if you need to!!! Defend the bastard who wanted to*sin your son!!! Let alone the step-son who has already confirmed your son's sin!!!!! "***
***That very frustrated Kimberlyn yelled at Mama. ***
*** " You!! Don't accuse me!!! You pervert outside and accuse your family members!! ", said the Mama whose brains have been washed by Papa Tiri and Stepbrother Kimberlyn. ***
*** " I've told you. Just kill me. Let Aau and them all be satisfied!! " Say Kimberlyn challenged her Mama. ***
*** Papa Kimberlyn's stepfather pushed Kimberlyn's body hard against the windowpanes. ***
*** The window shattered and injured most of Kimberlyn's back. His left chest, which was injured by a scissor cut, also shed blood. ***
*** Kimberlyn passed out until she realized she was in a treatment room. ***
*** He heard Nicolas's voice crying beside him. ***
*** " Sister.. Don't matiii. Nico doesn't have anyone else" Nicolas said in tears. ***
*** " Sister will not die dear. Don't cry" Kimberlyn said as she endured the pain in her body. ***
*** Seeing Stepfather and Mama into the room. Kimberlyn threw away the face not wanting to see them. ***
*** " Nicolas! Come with Mama! " Said Mama who did not ask Kimberlyn's condition. ***
*** " No!! I just want to be with my brother! " Say Nicolas firmly. ***
*** " Okay then. Don't blame Mama! Mama won't be financing you guys anymore! From tomorrow Mama will move in with Papa Hendra!" Said the Mama. ***
***" Bad mom! Brother is injured like this but still Mama is blind! " Shouted Nicolas who could not appreciate their mother's attitude. ***
*** " Bad! You're the same as Kim! Look what you did, Kim! You taught your sister bad things! " Snapped their Mama. ***
*** " Have it done. Let's just leave them. They'll come back and apologize to us. Let's go" said Papa Tiri Kimberlyn with a smile carrying their mother away from the place.***
*** Kimberlyn's heart is so heartbreaking. For a moment he still hopes the mother cares or apologizes for the incident. But apparently not. My mom loved her new husband too much. ***
*** Kimberlyn and Nicolas were left alone. They really are not paid for not even given a place to live. ***
*** Lucky Papa and Mama Kimberlyn's best friend accommodate Kimberlyn and her sister. They are properly schooled and get the same affection as their biological children. ***
*** Ever since then Kimberlyn and her sister decided to forget about the mother. ***
***In their memory. Both of their birth parents are dead. ***
*flashback off*
" Since then, I've been a maniac. My curiosity about**** is getting bigger. I've tried with various men but none of them are able to make me satisfied" Linny said.
" I deliberately vent it to a perverted man who already has a wife or boyfriend. And I'd rather know the nature of their partner is bad too. Seeing them suffer so much for wanting to have again made me satisfied and proud. Especially when they are suspected of their partner and have a big fight. I don't know why I feel so happy to see that" Linny said again.
Sean let out a heavy sigh hearing Linny's painful life and traumatized him. Though Linny had never shown his weakness all this time.
" So your real name is Kimberlyn? And usually called Kim? " Task Sean to make sure.
" I don't like being called that. It always remembers Me about all my old wounds. I prefer to be called Linny the way my best friend calls me" Linny said, trying to smile.
Sean could see the wound from that smile.
" Let me help you change clothes. I just don't want you to catch a cold" Sean said seriously.
Linny let Sean take off all his clothes.
There were injuries on Linny's upper left chest and back. The wound is clearly visible from close up. But if from afar it looks only a tattoo of rose flowers are large and many and full of thorns.
" Is this sick? " Tanya Sean tried to touch the scar on Linny's back.
" no. Compared to my heart" said Linny.
Sean reflexively hugged Linny's body tightly.
" I'm sorry. I had bad thoughts about you" Sean said.
" It's okay. You don't know what's going on" Linny said casually.
Sean let go of his embrace.
" And I'd like to apologize, too. Ever since I spent the night at your place, I honestly dreamed I was making love to a woman. And since then. I can only 'stand' if I imagine your face" Sean said, holding back embarrassment.
Linny's eyes were puffed up in surprise at Sean's confession.
" M-sorry" said Sean lowering his head
He always felt stupid to face Linny.
" I also have to be honest" Linny looked at Sean.
" Hm? " Sean was amazed.
" That night we made love. It wasn't a dream" Linny said as he sighed heavily.
Now it was Sean's turn to be surprised to hear Linny's words.
"Even I got out twice" said Linny grimacing in embarrassment.
'What? Linny said he came out twice? With me? Didn't he say he could never be satisfied when playing with men? ' Sean was surprised.
" At first I thought I'd gone too, couldn't enjoy being with men. Apparently not. I tried to consult according to the advice of my best friend, the result is my orientation is normal. " Say Linny honestly.
" I was also surprised when I did it with you, I could feel satisfied. And I know you're gay, too. Moreover, you shout your girlfriend's name when we make love" Linny said.
It was not only Linny who was embarrassed to admit that, Sean who listened to him also felt embarrassed.
Got a crazy idea in Sean's mind. He wanted to try to do it consciously to prove whether he could really get back in his proper orientation.
" Silvy. Ah that. Can we try again? " Tanya Sean stuttered.
" HUH??? "
Linny's breaking up in disbelief hearing Sean's request.
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Not the same as Linny??
Bang Sean is also weird, time trial after all!! In kirain kids tuh cake tester??
Disclaimer: ALL STORY-TELLING-TIME-PLACE-STATE IS MERE FICTION. WITHOUT REDUCING RESPECT FOR ANYONE HOPE THIS WORK CAN ENTERTAIN FRIENDS.
- linalim