A Gay With His Angel
Sean's Dreams and Fear...

"sorry. But I will try to do my best as promised. And please don't ever leave me, Linny. I'm afraid to be alone "

Linny just kept quiet letting Sean hug him. Linny's eyes were implying a difficult thing to anyone.

"Clean yourself. After that let's have dinner. I'm hungry "Speak Linny while breaking Sean's embrace.

Sean nodded then immediately went into the bathroom. Linny took off his suit and top clothes and threw his clothes into the laundry bag.

For a moment Linny stood facing the large glass that was in the room. Linny looked into his reflection, Slowly his hand touched back the wound on his shoulder.

"It turns out I'm not the only one who's sick. Him too. These two sick people might one day hurt each other more deeply and even kill each other " Linny said softly then closed his eyes.

Linny took a deep breath and then opened his eyes again staring at that reflection of himself.

" There is no love you can receive Kimberly Fransisca Pratama. Remember you're just a monster full of wounds. And one day you'll hurt the one you love. Never fall in love with Kimberlyn. You don't deserve. You have to stop all this before it's too late" Linny said to himself with an angry look.

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In the bathroom, Sean cleansed his body with cold water. Sean's hands clenched and beat the wall nearby.

"Dam... You're stupid Sean... It's better not to visit Erik if you're going to come back weak like this.... You can't give up, you can't Sean. You're this is normal. You can definitely go back to normal..." Sean said to himself.

Sean closed his eyes and took a deep breath neutralizing his emotions.

"Linny's been defending you Sean. Linny who is cold and unwilling to have closeness with men is even willing to defend you firmly in the presence of Erik. He alone can convince people that you can react to a woman's body. So why are you doubting yourself. You're a fool Sean "San continues to scold himself.

"You're a hypocrite Sean! You still like p****!"

DEG!!!

The words spoken by Erik again ring in Sean's head.

Really he felt wrong to meet people who really understand the weakness and content of his mind.

Sean finished his bath immediately. He did not want Linny to wait too long for him.

Linny had already changed into a casual outfit.

"You don't want to shower Linny? "  Task Sean in wonder.

"Later. I've ordered "Say Linny and then walked to the dining room to follow Sean.

Sean looked deftly grabbing rice and side dishes for Linny. Sean moved to feed Linny as usual but Linny did not respond.

"Just eat your food. No need to take care of me " Linny said flatly and coldly.

Linny's face was expressionless. Linny is back in distance and cool mode to the opposite sex.

That made Sean quite surprised. All this time Linny had been quite open and willing to indulge with him. Moreover today Linny even went along with her to meet Serik and defend Sean in front of Erik.

But what happened. Only some time passed and Linny returned to his cold demeanor and kept his distance towards the touch.

"What's wrong? Did I make a mistake? "  Task Sean confused.

Linny just silently refused to answer. He just ate his food as fast as he could and then moved away.

Linny walked towards his study and closed the door.

Seeing Linny's attitude made Sean feel sad and uneasy.

' Is Linny angry with me? Or he thinks I still like being in touch with other guys out there. Jesus Sean. You shouldn't have seen Erik again. Especially bringing Linny. You're Sean's stupid ' Bump Sean on himself.

Sean finished his meal. He doesn't seem to be eating. He ate a few mouthfuls of rice and stopped.

Clean the dining table and dirty dishes. Afterwards Sean went into the room and lay down on the bed.

Sean felt cold and empty. Usually during this time before going to bed, she and Linny would talk about what happened that day and share advice for her work.

Sean soon fell asleep in his sleep. His overly tired mind was ushering himself faster into the dream world.

In the dream, Sean was in an endless vast meadow. He ran around the meadow looking for a way out of the uninhabited place.

Until Sean began to get tired of not being able to find a way out of the foreign place, Sean stepped forward. He looked at a large tree. It looks like people are there.

Sean looked happy. He ran towards the tree because he could finally find a human when his fear began to gnaw.

Sean saw a woman. That's Linny. But his body is full of blood. Linny was holding a knife. Linny killed a lot of people. The last surviving man is seen being strangled by Linny.

Eh that? Sean?? Yes Sean saw himself being giggled by Linny. Linny's eyes looked burning. And in an instant. Jem! Linny stabbed Sean in the stomach that Sean saw at the time. It was as if he was actually stabbed making Sean nauseous instantly.

"Bahhh. Huhh... " Sean is awake.

Sean's breath was piqued. Cold sweat washed over his body. The air conditioner in Linny's room was cold. It was impossible for Sean to sweat.

Sean looked next to him. There's no Linny in there.

Not long before the door opened. Linny walked in and looked at Sean coldly.

Linny ignored Sean then walked into the bathroom cleaning himself.

' Is Linny not sleeping in this room? ' Inner Sean.

It disturbed Sean's mind because the bed looked neat on the side Linny usually slept on. And it's also cold without the heat of a man sleeping on that side.

Sean tried to rough his face and try to think positively. Her dream was truly horrible.

There was water in the bathroom. Linny is taking a shower.

Sean was able to remain silent. Finished bathing Linny still seemed silent not much to speak. Only important and necessary words were spoken.

Even along the way to the office also when Sean was announced as the new Head of Marketing Manager and will replace Andrean's special duties in the marketing department, still Linny silent a thousand languages. Andrean was the one representing him speaking.

Linny also seemed not to call Sean into his room. Linny chose to be in the CEO's room all day without anyone understanding what happened to him. Especially Sean who felt sick and sad because Linny was back away from him.

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