A Gay With His Angel
Regretting...

Sean's car was speeding without direction. Anger is controlling him now. More precisely his disappointment to himself.

Now every insulting word and sentence from the Papa again sounded in his ear and infused by his brain.

"Damn! No one appreciates me! What kind of life is this!"  Let Sean on himself.

Sean was disappointed in himself who still could not be appreciated. He failed to become human. He loved Linny very much and just wanted Linny to appreciate his words.

He didn't expect to be respected or lead Linny's life, but he just wanted Linny to understand he wanted to be heard and appreciated if he did it for Linny's good.

Sean felt that someone had noticed him since. Who else if not Jun.

Sean also knows Jun is a very loyal bodyguard so surely Jun will not let Sean alone even though it has been banned.

"out! Don't cower like a fool!"  Said Sean firmly.

Jun and the three other bodyguards came out from the hiding place and greeted and honored their Master.

"Pardon us for interrupting Master's time" Jun said.

"You don't appreciate me either?"  Sean asked with a cold look.

Jun who understood the Master's pride was being piqued trying to calm the chaotic mind of his Master.

"I'm sorry sir if what I did was not appreciated. But we all have great respect and respect for you. To me even Master is already like my Big Brother" Jun said politely.

That surprised Sean. Jun had considered him as an older brother all along.

"Sister?"  Sean asked in wonder.

"Yes Sir. I look after you and follow you because I already consider you like my siblings that I have to take care of. Sorry Mister. Not that I want to be sassy. What Miss Linny did was simply because she was afraid that Master would get hurt again. Miss is also afraid that she looks weak because of her wound"

"Especially what Miss experienced first was because she looked weak. Maybe Miss just wants to prove she's still strong enough to protect you under any circumstances. Not to appreciate sir. Miss has always been very dominant in the eyes of anyone. But to be honest, what I know is that this time Miss treated someone very specifically and even introduced him as a partner"

"I'm sure for Miss Linny, that Master's happiness and safety is paramount. And Miss is willing to get hurt again for the sake of destroying one by one the people who are trying to disrupt your life again"

Slowly Jun explains so that Sean does not get more offended. Jun had heard from Alfa that Linny had been injured while fighting with the doctor who was the lover of Madam Rain. Some incision wounds received Linny although not too deep but of course it will hurt.

Linny had not even had time to treat his own injuries after fighting desperately because the doctor also turned out to be trained in fighting. After making the doctor critical, Linny deliberately threw it back at Madam Rain as a warning to never try to play around with Linny.

Linny would definitely make the calculations and kill Rain if he was still reckless to interfere and disturb Sean.

"Everyone bought me the medicine I used and brought it to Linny's penthouse" said Sean, who couldn't hide his worry.

"Good Sir. Don't you want to come back?"  Ask Jun to make sure.

Sean took a deep breath before answering.

"I'll sleep in your unit. Just give Linny some medicine. I'll write you down any medications you need to make sure Linny takes them" Sean said.

Jun just nodded in understanding. In Jun's eyes, Sean was just disappointed and felt disturbed by his pride. Maybe he did need some time to be able to talk to Linny again.

As a man, Jun hopes that Alfa can make Linny want to lower his dominant nature and first approach Sean. Only that could make Sean feel appreciated again.

As time passed, Sean decided to return to the penthouse building and sleep in Jun's apartment unit's room just one floor below Linny's penthouse.

Arriving inside the unit Sean settles down on the sofa in Jun's room unit.

"I'll just sleep here. You sleep in your room. Sorry to interrupt your break" Sean said to Jun.

"No problem. You just sleep in the room. Let me sleep in the Alfa unit" said Jun who had told Alfa.

Sean just nodded at Jun. His head was in sudden pain.

"Master, here's your change of clothes. It was Miss Linny who prepared it" Jun handed her a paper bag containing Sean's change of clothes.

Sean received the paper bag from Jun.

"Linny knows I'm here?"  Sean asked Jun.

"Yes Sir. Miss is worried sir why-why if alone outside" Jun said.

"alright. Thank you Jun. Go rest. It's too late" Sean said.

Jun obeyed Sean's words and then left his apartment unit.

"Why is it so hard to sleep tonight. C'mon Sean. Do you have to lower your pride again?"  Sean said to himself.

I don't know what makes Sean so restless that he can't sleep at all.

Sean heard the voices of the people outside the apartment unit. It made him walk out and open the door to see what was going on.

It was seen Jun and a few other bodyguards were busy talking.

"What's wrong?"  Sean asked Jun.

"Ah Sir. Sorry to interrupt Sir's time" Jun said feeling uneasy.

There was no long sound of siren ambulance around the building.

"Amblance?"  Sean asked in wonder.

"Ah that. Miss Linny..."  Jun seemed to hesitate to speak.

"Linny why?"  Sean asked worriedly.

Jun and the others looked at each other before speaking.

"Miss had a high fever and her wound was open. But Miss refused to be taken to the hospital Alfa said" Jun explained.

Without saying much more, Sean immediately ran towards the special elevator that directly led to Linny's penthouse.

Sean ran into Linny's room. It appears Andrean is also a doctor and the nurse is examining and pairing the infusion on Linny's hand.

Linny's blood-stained clothes were lying not far from the bed. There were also drops of fresh blood on the floor. Sean guessed it was blood from Linny's abdominal wound that was opened from fighting.

The bodyguard who saw Sean's presence immediately lowered his head saluting Sean.

"You're back?"  Andrean asked when he saw Sean.

"You're here?" Sean asked in wonder.

"Alfa called. He said your Papa was treated for an accident so you have to look after your Papa. So I came to make sure these doctors are working well" said Andrean while watching carefully all the actions taken by the doctor.

"Why not go to the hospital?"  Sean asked who was really worried.

"Linny refuses. He hates the smell of hospitals. And she was scared when you came back that you didn't find her. You're always worried if you don't see Linny's whereabouts" explained Andrean who knows what Sean was doing to Linny.

But Andrean did not know if actually Sean and Linny had just had a fight. Alfa - Jun and the others did indeed cover up what happened from Andrean as per Linny's orders.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have been outside for too long" Sean said.

He should have ascertained Linny's state before coming out earlier. But Sean is too emotional and he is afraid to say harshly if too long in that place when his emotions have not been controlled.

"No problem. The doctor is done. Take good care of Linny. Office problems don't worry, Sisil and I can still handle it" Andrean said, patting Sean on the shoulder.

"thank you. I'm sorry I can't take you down" Sean said with a friendly smile.

"No problem. Let me and this doctor come down together. Rest up. You look exhausted too" Andrean comforted Sean.

Sean simply replied with a smile while driving Andrean and the doctors to the elevator.

Afterwards Sean immediately returned to the room to accompany Linny.

Linny seemed to be fast asleep, perhaps the medicinal effect of the doctor made him fall into a deep sleep.

Slowly Sean's hand caressed Linny's face. He regretted already yelling and snapping at Linny.

Though Sean knows all Linny does is to keep Sean from disturbing the bad guys.

"I'm sorry Linny. I shouldn't be rude like that. I'm sorry that I'm the one who got hurt" Sean said.

Slowly Sean kissed Linny's lips then spread himself beside Linny. Sean slept with Linny.

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