A Gay With His Angel
Kimberlyn Fransisca Primary 2

The POV Linny 2

After safely arriving home, I tried to find a way to complain about Om Hendra's actions to Mama.

I always fail to speak four eyes to my mom. Every time you want to talk to Mama, Om Hendra continues to denounce.

I can't talk to Mama.

Seeing me who wanted to complain about his actions made Om Hendra then threatened me.

" If you say that to your mother. You're all gonna get me kicked out. Remember that factory is mine. I made it back stable!  Just try reporting! You're gonna be a jerk! "  Camil Om Hendra.

My little one was afraid of the threat. I'm afraid Mama and Nicolas will live in distress if Om Hendra does what he says.

I can only be silent. I asked myself if I could live in peace if I continued to meet the man.

Mama seemed to love Om Hendra more and more and more and more and more and more, and began to ignore me with Nicolas.

My mom is focusing on her new husband. I also became aware of Mama's change.

Om Hendra several times kept trying to touch me making me often yell angry and rude.

" You are this! Girls are rough the same old man! Durhaka you!"  Snapped Mama every time she saw me who didn't like being approached by Om Hendra.

Not to mention when I began to dare to report the bad actions of her husband. My mother always defended her husband.

" Ah, don't just be Kim! Papa you're a good man! You're just how old you're getting nervous! Learn where you are! You bastard son of a bitch! The boy's a trouble! "  Snapped Mama every time I reported her new husband's disgusting act.

I can only hide my emotions and my heartache. The more I get away from my mom. We often fight for no apparent reason.

" sister. Let's just move on" said Nicolas, who knows my anxiety.

" If you move later who can finance you Deck. We have no one else" I said in response to Nicolas's request.

Yes indeed, Mama has broken our friendship with the family of the late Papa.

I can only wait for the time when I graduate High School and work and take Nicolas away with me from that house. Because there's no way I'm taking him out of that house and living a life of hanging.

The ones who always cheered me on were only Sicily and Andrean. They have brothers who became my best friends since I was still sitting on the bench of Kindergarten..

They also know the actions of Hendra who repeatedly tried to harass me.

" Is! You should hit some perverted Om-Om! Crazy pedophile!"

That's what Sicily always says when it comes to what Hendra did.

Sicily and Andrean even offered me to stay with them.

But I refused. I can't leave Nicolas, who was also ignored by my mother. And I'm also not happy to let the Sicilian family and Andrean cover my living expenses and Nicolas moreover I still have Mama.

Until I was 17, the worst thing in my life happened.

Rendy - my stepbrother forced me when he was drunk because he was with his girlfriend.

The cruelest night of my life when my mother and her husband were on holiday in Bali left their children at home.

" A prettykk.. My darling... Why did you leave... "  Said Rendy who tried to keep kissing me.

" J@ngstttttt!!! Go!!! I'm not your girlfriend!!! "  Snapped me trying to get away from Rendy.

Shit I forgot to lock the door because I thought Hendra wasn't in this house then I would be safe.

" dear.... I miss.... Satisfy me as always.... Don't be angry anymore.... "  Rendy said, which made me even more frightened.

" jw@ngsttt!! Go kauu!!! Movefirr. Aghh!!! It hurts!!! " My moaning was in pain when Rendy managed to force her entry into my core.

The pain is so intense, my body feels torn. It was pain and pain that almost made me faint.

" Don't try to report this. Otherwise your sister will hurt me!"  Rendy said as she became aware of her actions.

I just cry in silence. I feel disgusted. Only the pain in my body was felt. There was not the slightest taste of pleasure like what I often heard from my friends at school who had done it.

From that day on I grew quieter, shutting myself down even more violently.

One night, Om Hendra again tried to harass me while I was in the kitchen.

I was angry and rebellious. I threw everything I could reach towards his body.

" If you touch me. I will die in front of you!! Or I will kill you first to come with me to hell!!! " Tape me while brandishing a scissor I grabbed near the stove.

" You must not be impudent! If it wasn't for me you would be destitute! What a harm you are thanking me for saving your life and your family! "  Say Om Hendra.

" At death I won't touch you!! " Snap me

I really hate this accuser. .

There was my struggle with Om Hendra until the scissors hurt his hand. I also hurt my left chest.

I feel pain. Blood seemed to flow from my upper left chest.

Mama who heard the commotion came to the kitchen and saw me holding a pair of scissors.

Mama is very angry with me.

" Bastard child!!   Snapped Mama and slapped my face

" Slap!!! Slap again!!  Kill me if you need to!!! Defend the bastard who wants to**tape your son!!! Just be willing stepchildren who have*per*the sins of your child!!!!! " I screamed in front of my mom.

I've been very frustrated with the circumstances I have to live.

" You!! Don't accuse me!!! You pervert outside and accuse your family members!!"  Said Mama who had been brainwashed by the two bastard men.

Om Hendra was upset and pushed my body hard to hit the big window in the kitchen.

The glass broke and hurt my back. I grimaced in pain and fainted

When I woke up I heard Nicolas crying calling me. I was hospitalized.

Om Hendra and Mama entered the room. I threw away the face not wanting to see them.

" nico! Come with Mama! "  Say Mama ketus

My mother did not ask me about my condition in the slightest.

" no. I just want to be with my brother! "  Say Nicolas firmly.

" Okay then. Don't blame Mama! Mama won't be financing you guys anymore! From tomorrow Mama will move in with Papa Hendra! "  Said the Mama.

" Bad mama! Brother is injured like this but still Mama is blind! "  Shouted Nicolas who could not appreciate the figure of a Mama.

" Braziest! You're the same as Kim! Look at what you did, Kim! You taught your sister bad things! "  Snapping Mom .

" That's it. Let's just leave them. They'll come back and apologize to us. Let's go" said Om Hendra with a smile mocking me.

Om Hendra then took Mama away from where I was treated.

My heart hurts. The mother who gave birth to me believed more and chose the person who would destroy the life of this biological child.

When I got home, the house was empty and sold, my clothes and Nicolas were scattered outside the house. Nicolas and I can only walk without direction.

Sicily and Andrean found out that my condition immediately led me to their home.

"Stay with us Son" said Om Vishnu - Papa Sicilian and Andrean.

" yes. Stay with us only. You guys are too small. Danger out there" said Aunt Lisa - Sicilian Mom and Andrean

Because they have no purpose. I agreed to their word for Nicolas.

I don't want my sister to live a long life and be threatened with starvation under the current conditions.

But because of that, I closed myself off. Om Vishnu's good actions kept me suspicious and away.

Until Sicily and Andrean were forced to tell Papa and Mama about the tragedy that befell me.

" j@ngstttt!!! Bastard that man!! "  Say Om Vishnu who surprised me.

" Patience Pa. Patience" said Aunt Lisa to calm her husband.

" Look at that man!! May the savage man burn to death!!!"  Om Vishnu seemed very angry to hear what I was going through

Om Vishnu then hugged me full of love, a warm embrace of a Papa that I missed all this time.

" I'm sorry about Linny. Om didn't know you were having a really bad incident. Sorry Om traumatized you" said Om Vishnu apologized to me.

I was touched and cried in the arms of Om Vishnu.

The innocent Vishnu even apologized to me.

Since that day I was taken to a psychiatrist, my condition has improved. I am no longer afraid of confronting a male-embodied creature.

But it turns out I'm starting to get curious about the life of ****. I tried to do it with various men but I was kind of numb. No one can make me feel the pleasure of a movie that people often watch.

Sicily and Andrean understand my position. They can't blame me.

Because during my treatment period, the doctor has said there will be effects that may be difficult to remove and imprint for me. Only time can help me heal completely.

I started studying business at the age of 19, taught by Om Vishnu, and at the age of 25, I started FP corporation.

I asked Sicily and Andrean to be my personal assistants and help me with my business.

I also sent Nicolas overseas to go to school.

Until 6 years passed, my company grew rapidly in various fields.

I am still loyal to stay behind the curtain of my business.

I chose to open a small bar to waste time and get to enjoy alcohol every day. Yes I was addicted to alcohol. It was the only thing that allowed me to sleep peacefully because I was getting out of control.

I hate coming into contact with unknown men, but I also trap perverted looking men with the status of husbands or partners.

What am I doing? Makes them satisfied with my service and curious about me who never expressed when making love.

I never told you my true identity. I always introduce my name as Linny the owner of a small bar.

I don't need their money, I can even rent out a room. Makes them even more curious about me whose identity is unclear.

Every time they come back to look for me, I will reject them and send naked photos and videos of them to their partners.

Seeing those who are angry and quarrel with a partner, even makes me happy.

A hypocrite! All men are just as bastards!

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