
In the month of june.
Maybe it's true it's my middle month in the face of graduation.
Aach, it feels so short, but exhausting. Maybe because of this slow mind always think of the shadowy figure of the young man who.. I don't know!!
I really want the day, this month to pass quickly, quickly change and maybe soon enough it feels like I want to really get out of this problem, maybe the High School period will pass, maybe, but there is still college ahead of us. Okay well? I'll think this is ripe, yupzZ !!
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So long, long and long, time felt short for me and my high school graduation.
I would love to forget the memories of High School, the bad memories of a young man, and the memories of my own stupidity and carelessness.
So then...
I decided to leave my homeland, I decided to just stay away, look for and dig for the future somewhere else, maybe very wise!!!
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Now it's…
I was in a place, an area where I felt so crowded, crowded, and also full of life that was different from the life I had.
I don't know…
Many people say the area I live in is an outside area far from the scenery and far from the original area where I was born.
Before, I had never thought about how I could get to this place and why I could decide to choose this place as a way for my future, huft, it was very difficult for me, it was very difficult for me, really difficult !!
“Auch, this rubber clock again, again rubber clock.... huuu...... when can you go ahead on campus if the lecturer always likes rubber clock aka molor !!” my anger is often always empty hours on campus.
It feels like my life is getting more incomplete, is it because I miss my parents?, or because the facilities here are not in accordance with what I want right?
I can't feel any certainty about my angry heart, I think it's all going wrong here.
My dorm is here, man,
An unprofessional teacher, though,
even...
Just making friends feels hard for me to mingle with those unworried!!!
Much different from my own personality, I have been friendly to them, have an affection for them.
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In the middle of the college semester, I plan to move to college, move places and regions. I miss my hometown, the village where I was born and raised.
I miss my parents, miss my childhood friends, and I miss even the middle-aged woman waiting for a small building with a cooling box that I often visit.
Ice cream Shop..
Hahaha, it just crossed his mind because of the difference in places and situations that make it difficult to buy it here.
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It's the beginning of February, where I should have taken care of all the administration and finances to continue my next semester of college, but what I did was the opposite, I kept quiet for a moment, spent my vacation and set my tiny feet in my home region.
I don't know, I don't want my body to go back to the old campus. I would love to move to my hometown campus alone, maybe it will be closer to my parents who I really care about.
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Days... weeks... months..even years, in my life alternately follow the growth of my body and age, or. maybe otherwise, hehehee !!
But, now the most important thing for me is that I get what I want, and after I move to college, I feel like I'm moving my life around the same way.
Yep…
At least half life is fulfilled and half empty space is filled with a useful use, science !!
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