A Youth In Life "AL"
Kasmaran Fever

The night was getting late making the universe so dark I felt, one light was visible on the cornea of my eye…

Maybe the door of my residence is waiting for this return of legs, he will give a sense of security to the suit I have and maybe the residence will remove my feelings from anxiety.

“We have reached the house al, cepetan you enter. change clothes continue to sleep yes let you not get sick.” Said Adhit.

“he’em.. thanks yes brother, already nganterin I go home... would if I often ngerepotin kak adhit.” My answer.

He just smiled at the words from my lips, and slowly his feet stepped away from me into the darkness, I did not understand what they meant, he was so mysterious. Every single thing he did always intrigued me, my interest in him grew stronger, it was as if there was a force of attraction or a force of earth gravity that seemed to make me unable to fly freely up into the sky and had to remain grounded on the ground under my feet... Huufftt was confused, ahh.

In line with this step of my foot towards a room.not a single thought I directed at another only at brother Adhit, at the nature he had, the nature he showed me.

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23:45 at night

So fast the clock ticks, I don't know how long these eyes have been closed. Now that I really feel I can no longer close my eyes, the shadow of brother adhit always haunts me, I try to close my eyes for a moment but in vain that I do.

I know I can't pretend because I'm not an actor or an artist who can perform, I'm an al, and I want to be myself, so that's the al figure I've had for a long time. And it was not a pent-up talent, was it not !!!!

“wa’alaikum greetings, lhoo al koq lom sleep.” sms kak adhit.

“I can't sleep brother, I disturb brother adhit ta?” smskus.

“no koq al, same I can not sleep ni... like my body is hot, why al you can not sleep??” smsnny.

“ya Ampun brother sick ta?, maap kak because I adhit brother so sick like that. Didn't know brother was I woke up continuously can not guarantee eyes anymore..” sms me.

“no koq al, not because of you. But emank I'm the one like gini, sometimes if I get hot rain... but later also will recover koq if I've taken medicine.” Sms brother adhit.

“ya already, brother taking medicine... spielan not to be more severe, keep brother adhit sleep soundly yes.?” my sms.

The long time that I was burning, silent and quiet, as if my eyes were waiting for the morning, the rays of light that no longer made everything so dark, waiting for the ruler of the world and waiting for a ray of life. Maybe that's what the eyes expected. Yes !!!!!

When all the creatures of the earth can see how beautiful this universe is with golden rays, all I feel is a sense of tiredness, a drowsiness that is so strong I can not hear it.

I was sound asleep and very calm, as if feeling comfort in a very long sleep, drugged by the exhaustion of my own mind and body. I don't care what's going on and what's going on around me. I don't know!!