A Youth In Life "AL"
A Withered Heart
Ah, is this a dream, brother Adhit put a spoiled smile on me and he took me, why is this?
Why my heart beats.
Owenhh…
Actually, why the hell am I?
Why my body is so hot cold is not clear, Lord….
Why be like this anyway?
Those questions are in my heart.
I don't want to be possessed by a mirage or a hallucination. Enough... OMG…!!!
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By sitting on a bench now I can only be silent, imagining a smile filled with calmness, it feels like time is stopped and the shadow of the brother adhit as if he did not want to leave.
Is this love ?
I felt something different every time I met Brother Adhit. Why has his attitude changed 180 degrees?
Why is it that people are so friendly and sweet?
Is it possible that he's not brother adhit?
Aaaaa……
Why is he like that anyway?
Where try his haughty face and his feet, why all of it just vanished when he smiled. He's a creature that always interferes with my life, really!!!
I'm powerless God…
Don't know why, today I can't seem to accept the material, maybe because the incident affected my mood. It feels like I want to go home quickly, it feels like I want to smile for myself, but. ntar in the thought that I was not sane anymore truzZ brought to RSJ, aaach !!
Ah, it feels. very quickly the world lights get to the middle of the crown.so it looks hot, if only there was an automatic button to turn on or off the world lights I would definitely squeeze it, if only there was an automatic button to turn on or off the world lights I would definitely press it, let the earth not feel hot.
Time to go back to where I came from, but... how?
Money I don't have, I don't have a car I can ride, and my house is far away, far away from my campus, far, far away, do I have to walk to get home !! that's not gonna be possible…
I certainly wouldn't be able to handle that.
“But really !!, how else, patience al.. try to walk first slowly, God must not you koq.” I muttered to myself.
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I don't know how long I've been walking and how many miles I've been, I suddenly heard the sound of a motorbike slowly coming towards me, my heart beating, I was scared, lest the wicked follow me from behind and, what will he do to me who is walking alone???
Brother adhit help me.. father... motherU... OMG……!!!!
“al, you koq walk anyway?, your home is still far away... so far al.” suddenly heard the sound of brother adhit.
Geez, it turns out that the one who was following me from behind was brother adhit, gosh I have put a bad prejudice !! there's no criminal or anyone who wants to harm me.
“kak adhit !!, out of how again brother, I do not have money to ride angkot. So I had to walk instead of me not coming home.” I will immediately say his words.
“hmmm.... mercy al, you know yes. You can go home with me, wait for me to class first, do not go straight home like gini, walk again, danger al...” said brother adhit to me who is desperate to walk.
“I'm not ashamed, brother, was already ngerepotin brother, cook home I join nebeng?, ntar there even more nusahin” said me.
“beautiful, beautiful, o’0n really ni child, good luck nja beautiful n adorable tuh !! hmmm..... college how many years neng koq lom pinter?” ledek kak adhit's.
I can only blush embarrassed to hear the words of brother adhit to me, maybe really I tuh girl who o’0n not pinter. He was so mean with his attitude, his smile that I didn't understand the meaning of it all.
I don't know !!
what ever, whatever, arrogant creature !!!.
“ayo0 cepet up, we go home.. hot nih, I do not strong overheating tau not !!” take brother adhit.
“iya,,”I replied softly, probably almost inaudible.