A Youth In Life "AL"
Kado
Day after day I have been with Adhit. Slowly I and Brother Adhit get closer and closer, the longer my feelings get deeper and deeper.
Don't know why??
I feel like Adhit has more attention on me, but I don't know if there's any sense between us, or if it's just my own.
Maybe I overdo it because I am obsessed with his figure, the figure of Adhit brother who I think is very mysterious when I first met his eyes directly.
My growing curiosity made me more interested in his life, his personality, and even his heart.
Indeed, no one understands the human heart, some can only be guessed, but not really felt. sometimes the heart can not be honest with yourself, especially in other people, different views of his feelings.
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The change of semester will soon be done, slowly I enter in semester 7, I really did not expect kak adhit will enter the turn of semester 8 and that means? he's about to graduate from college and I'm definitely alone, no friends no friends.
I'll go alone again, go home alone again, and in college friendship life I'll be more alone than in a group with college friends...
That's not what I'm worried about, although later I can meet with Adhit's brother again outside the campus, but my heavy heart took it away from my sight, far from the daily life and busyness that we have been through together. Perhaps I have gotten used to being side by side with him, my heart has been spoiled for his attention all this time.
I don't know why I want to express my feelings to Adhit's sister, but I'm afraid, I can't, I'm a girl… it would be inappropriate for me to express the feelings I have for a man before he expresses his feelings...
But until when do I have to wait, waiting is a tiring thing for me....... OMG, what should I do God to wait for him to say dear or just like me????
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At 10 am I began to move towards the house of brother Adhit to give gifts to him and do not forget also I will express my feelings to him now at this moment, really !!
“kak Adhit..” says.
Half an hour I knocked on her door, but there was not a single answer from inside.
Like uninhabited, I don't know where the figure of Adhit's brother. I really don't understand everything, on his birthday he's not even home, is he now celebrating his birthday with his friends I don't know…
I was really disappointed, even though his phone could not be contacted at all, many times I texted and the phone did not have the slightest response.
An hour later, though,
Immediately I rushed to the campus, eliminating the disappointment and fatigue I felt. Maybe on campus I can do something or just meet friends who might be on campus this afternoon.
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