A Youth In Life "AL"
Keep Forging

Days are passing, though,,

keep on....

keep on...

and just keep going faster through the calendar year that is getting longer and more obsolete in time.

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I live my real life but it feels like a dream.

dreams in broad daylight that eventually woke up in the sun state that still shows a golden yellow light radiance throughout the world without gaps.

without narrating empty space that is empty and pitch-black like my endless, luminous, hopeless hands. Sadness !! Hopless!!!

regardless of the turn of the times, the,,

lifestyle changes,,

the change of company,,

and the changing of human age.

still am....

there's spirit, though,,

there's cheerfulness,,

there's a joke, though,,

there's laughter, there's, uh,,

and yet....

there is no reason to form sadness.

because in my heart there is still a lot of hope and curiosity that is unrelenting and for no reason that certainly makes my heart rumble cloudy, foggy no bright, no clear like clear water,,, no clear water, no,,

not that my heart is now murky,.

but covered in a very very thick curiosity !!!

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The SMA period may soon be over and may change or….

I don't know if the world is still spinning and this foot is still resting on the ground that the world has.

My only hope is one, though,,

meeting a young man who is increasingly disturbing the inner and this feeling one year ago.

Today, the,,

this second,, this,,

I started to feel a little happiness,

but just a little, though,,

like a dust that enters the eye, although invisible but at least will be felt.

Haha,, uh,,

I want to laugh cheerfully, light weight no load like cotton.

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Two, three, four, five, ah what…

like that time, though,,

surely the clouds and the sky were fighting, to the point that their cries frightened the entire universe.

I never felt fear for their screams, but……

I felt fear, though,,

uneasiness,,

even I feel the threat of danger is targeting the body and body that I have...

when darkness covers the clouds and the sky above the universe,.

what's more, maybe I really need some light or some kind of ultra-light.

Huft, though,,

lately, clouds and sky are often heard,.

Maybe they feel bored because they are always together, or…..

feel no longer fit stuff times,

I don't know, either, but….

For me it was an opportunity I was waiting for,

it's possible…………

the figure of the young man I met when it rained,,

he reappeared and repeated the events of the past, but……

I'll make sure to say hello or just go up to him and look at his face again with feelings and moments, really!!

Ah, my body again reappears and takes control of the mind, and,,

stupidhead!.

It will not be that easy as the reality I feel.

High-level life,,, the,,

but, uh,

by when?

I can see him back,,

I feel really crazy thinking about it, though,,

A young man I don't know is his origin,

I only looked at it once !!

the poison of curious prasaan spread throughout my physical organs.

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I'm tired, man,,

really tired to always avoid hallucinations or mirages about the young man.

But if I accept all that, then,

so it always comes up and falls over my head.

Maybe soon this brain will spit out all the thoughts in it.