AGAPE (SELFLESS LOVE)
Matched Pair
"What's up? How's dad's face so tense?" Linda was still staring at the departure of Agam and his father.
Her lentic fingers rubbed the stomach smooth. Now it's flat back. Suddenly a longing appeared on his distended stomach. Oh, like this it's like losing something that was once part of the body.
"Geez, I miss him when he moves, misses when I have trouble getting up."
His lips smiled, but a moment later his brows furrowed when he remembered Berli's father's panicked look. And one more thing, just after visiting the baby, Agam looks as if hiding something from him.
Yes, Agam does hide the fact that he is actually very sad because his name is not listed in the identity of the baby.
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"What's the matter Dad?"
In the quiet looking hallway of the hospital, the son-in-law and in-law were sitting on a wooden bench.
"I hope Mr. Dirut is not disappointed." Berli's father looked down, looking for the best sentence to say.
"Call me, Dad."
"I'm comfortable calling you Dirut. You get that job with great difficulty. Can I be proud and call you Dirut?" A moment of staring at his downcast daughter-in-law.
Quietly silent, he was very uncomfortable with the call. But, yeah, that's it.
"Let's talk Daddy, what's up?"
"Sorry, maybe you already know about the news in the city center. Emm, at first I thought it was me, but .. It wasn't."
"I-I mean Dad?" Agam surprised.
"I-I admit to being wrong, Mr. Dirut, I agreed to a two-party agreement with the editor-in-chief of OUR TV."
"What's? What deal, Dad?"
"This is Mr. Dirut, please if you want to be angry. I told our TV editor-in-chief that you raped my daughter."
"What?" Glanced for a moment and then bowed again.
"Sir-Dirut, I have confirmed the news to the editor-in-chief, but he swore in the name of God that he had not published the news. He was also shocked because the initial agreement with me would wait for information first. I mean information from Linda."
Hearing the name of his wife called, Agam raised his head.
"Dad, what's wrong with Linda? Why involve him? What information?"
Actually Agam had guessed the intention of his in-laws, he believed this must be related to Linda's status and work before being involved in a scandal with her.
Berli's father then explained his sitting. He spoke with a trembling voice. Agam was angry with him. But what Berli's father feared did not happen at all.
Starting from the kidnapping, the agreement to exchange information from Linda with facts about her pregnancy until she returned to the hospital and asked Linda to return home, has been revealed.
Agam only listened while playing his thick and shiny hair.
"I'm sorry Mr. Dirut, please you are disappointed, or want to be angry though, I accept."
That sentence became the closing sentence of Berli's father at the end of his description.
"Dad, I've been used to being slandered and being preached. My problem with raping Linda, that's a fact. From the beginning I wanted to admit it, but ... El always forbids. I'm not angry Dad. If the editor-in-chief doesn't lie or isn't him spreading the news, it means that someone else knows this fact."
And if it's true that her sir's marriage to Linda will spread to the media, Agam thinks it's not bad. He is ready to accept any risk including losing his position as the President Director.
"Are you not angry?"
Berli's father looked at his handsome son-in-law, still unable to believe that Agam Ben Buana was not reacting and flat.
"I'm angry for something else" said Agam. His voice was heavy, then he threw the bottle he was holding into the trash that happened to be open.
'Syeong.'
Right on target, even though the distance is approximately ten meters. Berli's father gawked. His heart began to grow angry and afraid.
"Please be angry Mr. Dirut." Embolden yourself to speak.
"Let's guess what makes me angry?" Back asking. His voice is getting heavy.
"I don't know."
"I'm sorry, I should know. How do you feel when you feel unrecognized?" ask Agam.
His head lowered, but at first glance Berli's father could see clearly if Agam's hands were clenched.
"Honestly I don't understand, Mr. President," he said.
"Huhh, why didn't Dad put my name on my son's identity? Wh why? What reason? Wh-did Dad know? What you did hurt my feelings. I love Linda Dad, can you not accept this fame yet? I'm not even allowed to see my own son."
"Sirrut ...." Berli's father was stunned, his tongue was muddled for a moment.
"Say, what's the reason? He's my son, why did you tell the nurse that Linda was still alone?"
Agam is not looking down anymore. His hands are folded on his chest. His eyes focused forward looking at the wall. Berli's father took a breath. Again, he was busy sorting out sentences that were supposed to be patus to be thrown at his son-in-law.
"Sirut, I'm doing it for your privacy, for your comfort and your composure, after all you're not legally married."
"Dad, listen to me."
This time Mr. Dirut stood up, his wife immediately dominated. His tampann face was flushed.
"I haven't taken care of marriage by state law not because I don't want to, but there are other things that are difficult to explain" he said.
"Other thing, what thing?"
Berli's father dared to stand up, although he could not be in high alignment with Agam, but he also wanted to show his important role as Linda's father.
"Sirut, please don't incise any more wounds, I've already given Linda to you, your name problem is not listed, I don't think it will change your status as her husband Linda, right?"
After saying that, Berli's father left. He quickly left Agam who was silent a thousand languages. With a quick step Agam followed while writing an important message to Vano.
"Vano, you go to Mr. Deanka's house now yes. Tell him not to testify about my problem. I'm afraid the public will blame Young Master. I mean, don't let Young Master tell the public that from the beginning he knew who raped Linda."
"I don't want to tarnish the good name of Young Master and the commissioner because of my problems."
"Oiya one more, please order Yanyan, Maxim and friends to find Gama. If you see him, you tell him to stay at the firm. I wasn't calm, the boy always thought I was curbing him. I want to protect her."
Message sent.
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Upon arrival at Linda's nursery, Agam is startled by the sight that makes him feel full, the nurse is positioning an incubator in which there is a small figure that he longs for.
Linda was watching the incubator move as it broke down in tears. His eyes could not escape the figure inside. Berli's father supported Linda's body. Looks like Linda forced her to sit down to see her son.
Glamour pecking at the doorway. His mind suddenly caved. He hoped Berli's father would see him, call him and say, "Agam, come here. This is your son, look."
However, neither Linda nor Berli's father seemed as if no one was aware of his existence. It felt like something was piercing the recesses of his heart, pain ....
Agam wanted to rush in and see his son up close, but. The man hoped and needed a verbal confession from Berli's father.
"There's guests?"
Sister's words are shocking. They think Agam is a guest, from his appearance is like an artist. It's natural to think her partner Linda. Apparently, the sisters on guard had changed shifts. Agam did not see the nurse who heard his confession if he was the father of the baby.
Linda was surprised, she just saw Agam because she was too focused on her son.
"Yes, that's our relative Sus, from the city," Berli's father said.
Deg, Linda's shocked. Agam moreover. Once Berli's father said that. Does it have to be this painful way to protect one's privacy?
"Dad?"
Linda looked at her father. He wanted to be angry at his father right now. But the existence of the sisters undoes his intentions.
"The LB relatives are very handsome," said the sister.
"Em, who does it look like? How do I feel I've seen, where have you?" the other word.
"Yes, familiar yes, I also had the feeling of having seen," said the nurse who was tidying up the incubator door.
Just shut up, even with Berli's father and Linda. Is holding up the turmoil in each other's hearts.
"Em, LB, Mr. Berli, we'll excuse you, if there's anything, just hit the bell." The sisters may feel bad.
"Sus, wait." Linda called.
"Yes?"
"My ASI'm not out yet, what if the baby's starving?"
"Oh, take it easy, Miss LB. The newborn can survive for three days without breast milk after birth. Because your baby is premature and has a history of asphyxia, last night we had an infusion, but as the condition continues to improve, pediatricians advise that the infusion be removed and treated with it."
"Asi problem, later also out. If tomorrow has not been produced, we will report to the doctor for the provision of vitamin ASI transmitter, we excuse me." They pass.
"Dad, why call Mr. Agam a relative, he's my husband" Linda protested. He sniffled and shook his father's hand.
"El, it's for her privacy" he said.
Agam just sculpt, want to get close to the baby immediately, but feel insecure.
"Huuu, you bad father." Linda sniffles. Sad to see Agam standing in the corner like a stepson.
"Sir Agam, it's our baby" Linda shouted. If he could run, he might have embraced Agam right now.
"What's? Is that right, Dad? You know, I hate you!" Linda's emotions overflowed.
"Once again, you always choose him over Dad. I did it for your comfort! Mr. Dirut, please look at the baby."
"Right, Dad did talk like that to the sisters, but his goal was good. I want to protect your daughter-in-law and granddaughter's privacy, that's all! Not wrong, is it?!" Berli's father insisted on a decision he thought was right.
Then the doorbell rang again, and the medical team that Agam had brought entered the room. Doctor Dani, Rita's doctor and two nurses. They immediately focused on the figure that was inside the incubator.
"Well, funny."
"Yes, Rit. How handsome. Though still a baby yes," Doctor Dani chimed in.
And a nurse suddenly turned on the television. Without any intention, he just wanted to tune it up. Then ....
"HGC is again rocked by scandal. The precarious atmosphere still occurs on the front page of Haiden Group Corporation headquarters after news of the perpetrator of rape on former presenters and stars of HGC product advertising initials LB. The perpetrator of the rape was none other than the current Director of the HGC, ABB. So hotnews is our sam---."
'Trek,' Berli's father turned off the television.
Linda pecked, her body trembling. He held his chest because he felt pain. The pain came from the feeling of not being able to see the cornered Agam. Somehow feeling Agam at the moment.
While the doctor Dani and the others, clearly directly stared at Agam. Their eyes are not readable. Increasingly, he was aware of his mistake. Even he knew, if a little mistake in the eyes of humans would drown out a lot of good that he had done before.
Agam looked one by one at a time, then said slowly as he retreated and moved away.
"The news is true, I was wrong. Sorry to disappoint you," he said.
Agam's sad look sliced Linda's heart. He knew Agam was actually hurt. But the man tried hard to stay strong. Right now, everyone must blame him. This is what Linda fears. That was the reason why he always banned Agam when the man wanted to be frank.
Linda doesn't want Agam to get hurt.
"Sir Agam, don't leave me, where are you going?" linda said as Agam turned her back and seemed to be leaving the room.
Agam's steps stopped, but he did not look. The atmosphere stiffened, the medical team bowed. They are dissolved in their feelings.
Tap, Agam stepped back. Soon his hand will reach for the door.
"Sir Agam, look at me .. Look at our baby, don't you care about the news, haven't you promised to make me happy? I'm happy to be with you, sir."
Linda pleads. The tears keep on flowing. Berli kelu's father. He can't say anything.
"I love you. So ... I'll sort this out as soon as possible, I want to go home" Agam said. Still not turning the body.
"Sir Agam, let's finish together, not alone. Mr. .. I also have to testify. What you do is not purely your fault. I'm also wrong, Mr. Agam please don't go, kumohooon ...."
Linda's wailing makes doctor Rita and the nurse melt. Their lips trembled withstanding the cries. Chest doctor Dani fireworks.
"Sir Agam," Linda called back, and got out of control. He gets out of bed and is hysterical.
"Ahh ...," she said. Obviously Linda is in pain.
"LB! Don't move," Rita's doctor panicked. They're holding Linda.
Agam stunned, Linda must be in pain, but she has not yet turned her head. But his soul has gone there. Hugging Linda.
"Let go! I had to forbid him from leaving. Dad, please prevent Mr. Agam, he can't leave without me." Linda asked her father for help.
"Son, Mr. Dirut can definitely handle it. You just focus on your recovery yeah," persuaded Berli's father.
"Sir Agaaam, noooo! Don't go." Linda screamed as she saw her husband actually open the door and passed.
"Huuuu, Magaa," he called.
"Patience, patience ...." Doctor Rita hugs Linda.
Linda is getting hysterical, she does not accept Agam being blamed unilaterally. Only he can explain to the public and defend. Only Linda knew that on that dark day, Agam treated her in an honorable manner. Yes, Agam did force him.
But ....
What Agam did, honestly ... made Linda complacent so that she could not forget it. On that day only Linda knew what it was like to be trapped in a state of anger, sadness, and disappointment. But behind that sense, there was another feeling that bound him.
Whatisit?
Yeah, correct. Linda enjoyed every detail of Agam Ben Buana's treatment of her.
"Aaaaa," Linda shouted. The day came back.
Remembering his hypocrisy. Agam said he was a hypocrite. At that moment, his mouth refused fiercely. But ... not with his body. His body receives and responds very well.
Even he still remembers when his eyes wailed in each and every moment. Remember also when his hands spontaneously caressed his hair and hugged Agam's back. Embarrassing. Linda realized that that day she had turned into a hypocritical b i n a l.
Mr. Agam, I just realized now. I'm sure that on that day .. I've actually loved you. It is unfair to be blamed and judged alone.
"Hukk." Linda crying.
A little cry from inside the incubator. The nurse approached and checked. But the crying did not stop.
"No urination, really." Sister's speech.
"Mau mimi looks like," said Dr. Dani.
"Yes, the male doctor just came out" Berli's father said.
"Well," Dani's doctor and the male nurse came out.
Doctor Rita and the nurse help Linda hold me and breastfeed her baby.
"Sa-honey ...." Linda trembled as she touched the baby.
And the cry of the little baby grew. It has been tried to breastfeed Linda even though the baby has not come out, but the baby does not want to suckle and continues to cry.
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"Sir Agam?"
Doctor Dani and the nurse were surprised, Agam was still in front of the room. His steps stopped when he heard his son cry.
"Ssssttt," said Agam.
My eyes are red. Doctor Dani's heart rippled. He had not expected to see an Agam Ben Buana in such a state of decline.
Linda and the crying baby are still heard. Agam's heart is sliced.
"Why do you love? Do you want to meet your Paren?" Linda's words thrilling the heart of Agam.
"Sir Agam, let's go in again" doctor Dani asked.
"I'm ashamed, I'm a depraved human being, I'm different from you" he replied.
"Sir Agam, every human being must have a mistake. I know the brilliance of your achievements. You have also often contributed and proud of this country in the field of economics and business. It would be foolish to hate you for one mistake" said Dr. Dani.
"Yes, Sir. Come on in," said the male nurse.
They compactly opened the door and pushed Agam's shoulder back into the room.
"Sir Agam? Huuu," Linda greeted him with a cry.
Berli's father was expressionless.
"Sir Agam, our baby is crying all the time." Linda waved her hand. Closer with stiff steps.
The sisters sprightly spray handsanitizer on Agam's hands.
Deg, Agam's heart beats as his eyes meet his son's eyes for the first time. His son's gaze was sharp, similar to Gama's eyes. He immediately prayed in his heart that his son would not follow his uncle's bad attitude.
Why do his eyes look like Gama? Please son, you don't play boy like your uncle. Inner Agam.
And Agam was stunned when the baby was thrust upon him. Hands shaking. She was afraid the baby would fall. His eyeballs are glazed. Can't believe he could make a dough this handsome. Hearts grateful.
"Sit sir," the nurse took a seat for Agam. They were misgivings because Agam was very stiff. Sit slowly. His hands were still trembling uncontrollably.
"Be careful," Linda was uncomfortable, sad, mixed up.
Agam has managed to sit down. And what's going on?
Miraculously, the tiny red baby completely stopped crying. Everything's gawking. Even with Berli's father. Linda and Agam stared at each other, tears both dripping down. Their lips are both smiling.
"Huuu .. hwaaa," doctor Rita's cry shocked everyone.
"Rita, what's wrong with you? Overdoing it" said Dr. Dani.
"I am overwhelmed" he said. Welcomed the little laughs of Linda and Agam.
Everyone laughed, except for Berli's father.
"Pak Agam and Ms. Linda are a compatible couple, the baby is great, can unite," said Dr. Dani.
"I love you" said Agam, staring at her baby's face.
"I love you too" Linda replied.
"Don't go yeah" whined Linda.
"It won't be dear" said Agam.
Aaaaa .. so sweet. The inner nurse who happened to be single was shouting.
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