AGAPE (SELFLESS LOVE)
The Special Dusk

This morning, a beautiful girl was sitting on a rock. He dangled his feet on the foam of the small waves. The movement of the unrequited foot until the splash of water. His eyes closed tightly. Imagine what the beauty of the sea is like?

During this time, he could only hear the story by word of mouth if the sea was very spacious, looking bluish and beautiful. He was not really satisfied with that answer. For he does not know, what is it like? What is blue like? And ... What is beautiful like?

After five months of living in the Waroulat tribal area, Dusk finally felt at home. She lives in a house called Mister X as Miss Aiza's childhood dream home. Here, he is served by a kind woman named bu Lela and princess bu Lela who are equally good.

"Senja," call someone.

"Mom Lela?"

Dusk. The woman named bu Lela approached Dusk and immediately reached out to the girl.

"Hurry home, Exam get your favorite fish," he explained.

"really?" Dusk sumringah.

"Today, the catch of fish is very much. Some of them are already sold to the fish. Since living here, Exam became the most handsome fisherman in the Staroulaut. Though he always wears a mask, but residents here often praise his good looks," explained Ms. Lela.

Right now, he was guiding Dusk across a stretch of white sand towards Miss Aiza's house.

After having a stretcher, Mister X has rented the house until the time he himself does not have certainty whether until when.

"Have you ever seen Exam open a mask? You're his girlfriend. Ever been once?" Unknowingly, Lela asked that question to Dusk.

"Hahaha," Dusk laughed. And that's when Miss Lela realized her mistake.

"Oh, my God, my boy, I often forget that you can't see, I'm sorry," while wiping the shoulder of Dusk.

"That's okay, ma'am," replied Dusk smiling.

"Oiya Dusk, I was actually surprised at Exam, at first I thought that he was evil. I don't think she knows Mr. Deanka. That's why I refused when Exam said she wanted to rent Miss Aiza's house."

"Hmm, let alone Mom, I also had time to think that she was evil. He and his brother even lied to me that Exam's brother was fat. I just figured he wasn't fat when Mom explained it."

"Geez, oiya, I'm actually curious about the lives of the two of you. But I dare not ask. Exam also always diverts the conversation when you want to ask about its origins. He also always looks for fish and to the dock at night. So a lot of people here don't know and are aware of his whereabouts."

"Kak Exam can't go to sea in the afternoon or in the morning, ma'am. He has to work."

"Yes too 'sih. What job is it? The feeling in front of the computer continued, did he never get dizzy?"

Dusk just smiles, his lover is mysterious, but Dusk loves him very much. And the existence of bu Lela in their midst has actually had a very positive impact. Because, Dusk and Exam never make lip contact again after the two live in the house.

Last did it five months ago, precisely in an inn called Dusk as a haunted inn. Unknowingly, Dusk rubbed his lips. Suddenly missed Mister X's lips.

"Forges?"

Bu Lela was astonished as the girl smiled as she rubbed her lips.

"Yes, hahaha." He was ashamed of what he had just thought.

Miss Lela shut her mouth. Mister X is following. The man gestured to Ms. Lela to release her hand. It means that he can take over.

"Mom Lela, Ma'am, Miss Lela," call Dusk. He was shocked because his hand was no longer held.

Then Mister X again gestured for Ms. Lela to leave by shaking her hand. Bu Lela nodded. After Bu Lela moved away, Mister X pulled out Dusk's hand.

"Emm, Miss Lela?"

Dusk feels strange because the hand that holds it feels wider, warmer, and smoother. Mister X did not answer. He just smiled and continued to bring Dusk but not to the house, instead bringing the girl to the beach.

"K-Sister Exam?"

Dusk finally realized that the one with him was Mister X as he felt the soles of his feet back touching the sea water.

After arriving at the side of the beach, without saying anything, Mister X immediately hugged the back of Dusk. He really misses his girl. Because all this time, Dusk was always under the supervision of Ms. Lela.

"Nr ...."

Furthermore, Dusk was only silent, his heart was beating along with the warm embrace of Mister X who sighed his body, and the sea breeze that stroked his hair.

"You're getting pretty" whispered Mister X.

"Huhuh? H-really? Emm ... Sis, don't hold on, I-I'm not comfortable, '" he lamented.

"But I missed you, Dusk. Imagine, you are always under the armpits of Miss Lela. Miss Lela didn't give me a chance to get anywhere near you."

"Sister, Miss Lela did it for a reason. Maybe so that we do not violate the customary laws of the Waroulat tribe. Brother still remember the story of Miss Aiza and Mr Deanka who married for violating the customary laws of the Waroulaut tribe?"

"Yes, I know 'sih. But, do we just violate it to be married religiously and customarily by the Elders? Haha."

"Ish, don't want to, Brother." Dusk breaks away from Mister X's arms. But Mister X got back to him.

"Did you know? I miss kissing your lips" whispered Mister X.

"W-what? Why do they speak so frontally?" Nervous twilight. So ashamed of himself, because what he wanted was also desired by Mister X.

"Are you not going? We do yuk! I know there's a safe, hidden place nearby. The place resembles a cave, blocked by a large coral as well, yuk there!" take Mister X.

"W-what?! Geez, did K-Kak Exam just take me down a perverted path?" Dusk.

"Come dong Dusk," said Mister X.

Behind the mask he bit his lips because he wanted the twilight lips that looked ripe and red pomegranate.

"I-I don't want to Brother." For what reason, this time, the girl refused with her challenge.

Then Dusk ran in any direction. Mister X is after him. Be chasing each other. Mister X pretended to have trouble chasing after Dusk until the girl was exhausted. Senjapun's steps wavered, but before his body slammed into the sand, Mister X caught him.

"Because of you" said Mister X.

"Huhh, I-I'm so tired, brother. Why didn't you arrest me earlier?" Waving his hands around Mister X's neck. His head was resuscitated on that strong-looking arm.

"You didn't say that you were tired either." While bringing Dusk to Miss Aiza's dream house.

"I thought Exam understood my feelings."

"I'm sorry. Oiya, next time, if you go to the beach, don't go alone, always bring and miss Lela, okay?"

"I'm also with Miss Lela, sister. She was left alone because her mom wanted to go to the toilet."

"Well, this time I forgive you. Oiya, we've arrived."

Mister X put Dusk in the yard, precisely on the ornamental grass that spread widely decorate the hall of the house.

"So, how am I stepping on the grass in the yard? There's grass like this too?"

"Hahaha, you naughty girl," exclaimed Mister X as he lightly touched his twilight forehead.

He did not expect if his lover who was still very young was hoping and expected to be taken to a small cave behind a rock.

"You want to too, huh?" whispered Mister X. His face was slightly flushed because he realized that Dusk became like this due to being contaminated by it.

"Quickly, burn the fish is ripe," exclaimed Bu Lela who suddenly gawked from behind the window.

"Okay, ma'am," said Dusk and Mister X simultaneously.

They join hands to enter the house. At first glance it looks like a brother and sister. Bu Lela smiled, looking at Dusk and Mister X, she became reminded of young mistress Aiza and young master Deanka.

Arriving in the dining room, after washing his hands, Mister X immediately threw away the fish bones that were on the Dusk plate.

The routine he always do often the girl will eat with a menu of fish. Or Mister X tasting the food that will be eaten by Dusk to make sure that the food is not spicy. Apparently, Dusk does not like spicy foods. Or, Mister X will blow food for Dusk if it is still hot.

As the meal progresses, Miss Lela often steals a glance at Mister X. Since five months ago Mister X and Dusk came here, Ms. Lela was often amazed and felt strange with Mister X. The way Mister ate was clearly very different from the way the nobles ate in general.

Mister X always lowered his head, but his back remained upright. Does not talk while eating, and always put or spread a rectangular handbag on his lap. Mister X also always provides a small bowl of raw water to wash his hands, but after that, he will wash his hands back in the sink.

Even the way they drink is different. Though only water is drunk, but Mister X looks like he is drinking water that is very extraordinary special.

When Dusk finished eating, Mister X helped Dusk wash his hands. His affection for Dusk is so deep. In addition to having fallen for this girl, the fact is that Mister X does know how to treat an orphan girl.

...***...

Then one day, when the sun was about to fall into the western horizon, when the sea waves were slowly scattering the waves, Dusk and Mister X sat under a small nyiur. The twilight wind caressed the hair of both.

Their eyes seemed to focus there. To the small dots that adorn the ocean. Yes, that point is a fishing boat that is at sea. In spite of the fact, what is seen by Dusk is just clumsiness.

"Senja," said Mister X. While grabbing the hand of Dusk.

"Yes, sister, why?"

"I just got word from Mr. Agam's spy that my father is seriously ill, so ...." Mister X did not continue his sentence.

"ill? Then?"

"Actually, there are many people who can take care of my father. But, according to the spy's information, my father always called my name and asked me to come back. In fact, he himself asked me to go far away and isolate myself."

"Senja, I can't leave without you. I can't leave you." Kissing the back of the hand.

"Then?" Dusk gawking. Honestly, he was confused as to what to say.

"I want to take you to my country. Do you want to come?"

"W-what? B-but, Brother---."

"Senja, in this country, you do still have a family, but your uncle is evil" said Mister X.

"Yes, Brother. I know my uncle is evil. But, if I come along, I'm afraid I can't adjust. 'And some say, rather than a hail of gold in the land of the people, it is better to hail stones in the land itself. However happy it is to live in the land of people, it is still preferable to live in its own country," explained Dusk.

"Senja, I made a promise to your grandmother, to you, and to myself that I would make you happy and would make you see the world. And I have a brilliant idea to keep that promise."

Mister X looks serious. Looking at the face of Dusk deeply.

"The idea? What idea, brother?"

"Senja, let's get married," asked Mister X without further ado.

"What-what?!" The girl was shocked to the maximum.

"I'm seriously twilight, if you agree, I can bring my uncle to come here and become a marriage guardian. Once we're legally married, I'll take you to my country."

"What?!" The twilight is getting louder.

"Don't worry about your uncle. As long as there is money, then all the business with him will run smoothly. Oiya, I can also guarantee the life of your entire nephew. I'll make sure they're safe, live a decent life, and get a good education" he explained.

"Emm, I-I'm confused, brother. For now, I really can't answer and can't make a decision."

"Why? You love me, don't you?"

"Yes Brother. Love 'sih, but .. said Ms. Lela the household life is complicated. I once talked about household matters with Ms. Lela. She also told me why she didn't remarry after her husband died."

"Senja, I don't have much time. I'll wait for you until tomorrow morning" he urged.

"That short?"

"Yes Dusk, and you don't think I'm messing around. I seriously want to make you my consort."

"Empress? Hahaha, Sister Exam is funny."

"I'm not kidding Twilight." Pinched the girl's cheek.

"Okay, sick tofu, brother. Um, I'm actually getting here more and more doubtful, too." Dusk lowered.

"Any doubt? Mean you?"

"Sister, sorry yes, during these five months, I often wondered the figure of Kak Exam on Ms. Lela. Ms. Lela said, The brother is handsome, good at foreign languages, good at using computers, good at shooting, swimming, riding and also good at cooking."

"Certainly? What's problem?" sela Mister X.

"I doubt that I am the soul mate of Sister Exam. I have many shortcomings, brother. Besides being blind, I was also poor and uneducated. What if my sister's family doesn't accept me?"

"Senja, the woman I'm going to marry is the woman I love. I'm free to choose anyone, trust me, Dusk. Anyway, give me an answer quickly. I don't want to hear any excuses, no protests, no buts," said Mister X, embracing and gently pressing Dusk's shoulders against his arms.

"Senja," call him.

"Yes" replied Dusk.

"During Waraulaut, on the evening before dusk, I always felt happier. Because at the same time, I can see two beauties at once. First, the beauty of the twilight atmosphere on the coast, and second, the beauty of my Senjaku, my lover," he explained. Pecking the top of the head of Dusk.

"Thank you for the appeal. Oiya Kak, in addition to the reason, I am also afraid of other things," added Dusk.

"Fearless especially? Seventeen years of age can be married. You got your identity card, right? Well, that means you're an adult."

"Bu-not a problem it's been 17 years, brother. I-I'm afraid of his first night's troubles" said Dusk shyly.

"W-what?" Mister X's face became hot after hearing Dusk's words.

"Said my friend who works at the flower shop, after doing the first night, he entered the hospital due to heavy bleeding. Until treated as well, brother. At first, out of shame, my friend didn't want to go to the hospital. Uh, the bleeding's getting more and more until he's anemic. I'm scared like that."

Mister X gawked, his eyes twitching. The first night was like what he thought it could be so horrible.

"Crazy, something must be wrong" murmured Mister X.

"Yes, right? Exam was shocked, let alone me?"

"Don't worry about it, I promise I won't do it until you're ready. After all, when you are legally my wife, you and I have to undergo many rituals and ceremonies. In that case, when do I do the first night ever there are rules. I cannot will as I please" explained Mister X.

"Hmm, I was thinking about it again, Brother."

Dusk sighs. He didn't really understand what Mister X meant. But I refuse to ask any further.

...~Tbc~...