AGAPE (SELFLESS LOVE)
The More Love, The More It Hurts

Agam and Linda sat quietly on the first floor.

In a special room designed similar to a VVIP treatment room.

There's one patient bed, two infusion poles. Oxygen tube, TV, refrigerator, cabinet, dispenser, sofa, and a set of table-chairs.

On the other side of the room, there was a wheelchair that was still wrapped in plastic and seemed to have never been used.

"Why did you eat so little?" ask Agam. Breaking silence.

"I'm not used to dinner, sir. So just a few mouthfuls already feel full."

"Hmm, try eating a little but often. Miss Linda, you're pregnant. Please don't forget that. Ignore it to keep up appearances. Prioritize the development of the fetus first," said Agam while staring at Linda who is currently wearing a mask and large glasses so that her identity is not revealed by the Fatimah doctor.

Linda sighed before answering Agam's words. Honestly, Agam's words hurt his heart a little.

"Please, sir. You it doesn't know anything. You don't feel what it's like to be me. Suddenly pregnant, confined, and separated from family, career and friends."

"Did you ever think about it? I've tried my best to take care of this fetus. Yes, I did eat a little, but ... doesn't mean I intentionally do it for the sake of appearance."

"Sa-I also don't want this kid why-why, sir. Please don't press me with such words, it feels .. painful." Linda lowered.

"Mmm-ma-maf," Gnarled. He regretted his words very much.

He was about to grab Linda's hand, but Linda brushed him off.

"I'm sorry" he said. Her hands were busy wiping away tears with tissue.

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The guests who were waiting finally arrived. Doctor Cepy, doctor Fatimah and an assistant doctor Fatimah, midwife Ida name on her name tag.

"Hahaha, hahaha, so you can get sick too Ben?"

The man named Doctor Cepy, instead of the Agam, the man accused Agam's head. Linda glared, there was a sense of disbelief Agam's head was accused like that.

While Fatimah doctors and Ida midwives are busy preparing the portable Ultrasound they carry.

"Damn you Cepy, superheroes can be sick, let alone me."

Apparently, the way Agam talked with Cepy's doctor was very familiar. Not 'I' and 'you' as when talking to Linda. The man also looked friendly and cheerful, very different from what Linda had seen so far.

"Husband Pak Agam yes, why wear a mask? The flu?" ask Dr Fatimah.

"Yes, Doc."

Linda replied nervously, her body trembling slightly as she began to lie on the patient bed.

I will see the living things in my stomach. Oh my gosh I'm nervous. Like dream. Inner Linda.

Calm ... calm down .. calm down Agam Ben Buana.

It turns out that nervousness doesn't belong to Linda.

Doctor Cepy who already knows everything is just a head bobble.

"Hey body she's getting sexier" whispered doctor Cepy in Agam's ear.

Spontaneous this time Agam who menoyor jidat doctor Cepy.  But the toyoran of an Agam is not from ordinary hands.

'PRANG.'

Doctor Cepy toppled over an infusion pole.

"Astaghfirulla."

Dr. Fatimah was surprised by Linda and Ida's midwife.

"Sir Agam, and doctor Cepy how the hell? Here there are pregnant women, you know, it is forbidden to make a scene. Doctor Cepy too, came here because he wanted to check on Mr. Agam, right? How much is it even a storm? Ck ck ck," stressed Dr. Fatimah.

"Hahaha, oiya I forgot. Ben, come on. I'll just check outside."

"I want to see my baby, you son of a bitch" whispered Agam.

"Oh, haahahha," the laughter again made the eyes of Doctor Fatimah squint.

Midwife Ida was also confused, unable to do anything but silence.

"I want to see my cousin's baby Doc" Agam then stood next to Fatimah's doctor.

"I also want to see" said the Cepy doctet.

"Hey be good, get out! Out!" Agam expels doctor Cepy.

"I want to stay here, Ben!" Doctor Cepy insisted.

"Can't you if you don't make a noise?!" doctor Fatimah shouted.

"Or I'll go home!"

Maybe Fatimah's doctor's patience is just a little bit or a fingernail tip.

"So, I got a message from my cousin's husband. He said, anyone can't see his wife's stomach except me."

"What-what?!"

Linda was surprised to hear Agam's remarks, while Cepy's doctor laughed out loud.

"Wuahah wuahahah."

"Sir Agam has a gun, right? Couldn't Doctor Cepy be shot dead?!"

Doctor Fatimah ride apitam. He most dislikes when going to or is working seriously anyone laughs, especially when the USG machine is on.

"Calm Doc, I'm going to go" said Agam.

Agam curled Doctor Cepy's neck and dragged her outside. Doctor Cepy thrashed, screaming hysterically and dramatically. Oh, how lovely.

"Tolooong, tolooong, this is violence against medical personnel! Midwife Ida, please record it, then go viral to medsos! Let Ben go to jail" cried Cepy's doctor before he fell to the floor because Agam pushed him.

He got up and was about to go back into the room, but Agam had closed the door and locked it from the inside.

Physically LB is compatible with you, Ben. But ... is the woman sincere? Hmm, I'm not willing that you're only used by that woman.

The inner physician Cepy was not as simple as his laughter.

I'm afraid he's deliberately using Ben, to the point that Ben chose him as the star of his project ad.

You're a good man Ben, you shouldn't like an artist whose beauty is revealed to the public. I'm more in favor of you marrying doctor Mia.

It turned out that way the heart of Doctor Cepy.

The LB once slept with his uncle's son politician Mr. Deanka. What's not disgusted of you, Ben? She was beautiful and sexy, I was happy when I saw her.

Cepy's inner doctor keeps raging.

Agam did tell the story of screwing Linda because of heartache to doctor Cepy.

But, Agam did not tell me that the beautiful presenter was still pure. Agam only tells about Linda's purity to Mr. Deanka and his wife.

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Inside the check room, Linda and Agam looked nervous.

Linda closed her eyes as Ida's midwife revealed her shirt and gave her an ultrasound gel on her stomach. Doctor Fatimah is ready to hold the transducer.

Agam stared fixedly at the smooth stomach, somehow his heart hurt, he again regretted his sin.

If time could be repeated.

But .. impossible.

"Are you ready?"

Fatimah's doctor started putting the transducer in Linda's stomach.

"Prepare Doc," Linda said, very stiff.

"Have the USG before?"

"Lha, why not? Miss where have you been? Didn't her husband ever ask for USG?"

Linda mute. Eyes glazed. Fortunately, Fatimah's doctor didn't notice it.

"Sorry Doc, my cousin su-husband rarely comes home, sailors, his duties in lu-overseas," said Agam.

He is used to not lying.

"Oh, so? Well, Miss janinya seems to be gleeful, nih."

"Trapped?!"

Agam and Linda gawking.

"Yes gemeli, the general term is twins," explained Dr. Fatimah.

"W-what ...."

Linda limp, tears unravel.

Agam pecked, he held on to the bed in surprise. Confused and dilemma whether he should be sad or should be grateful and happy.

"Cock on silence?" doctor Fatimah said.

"Happy dong, there are two babies" he added.

"Hukk."

Linda couldn't help but cry, and Agam grew even more confused.

"Miss must be crying because she's happy, right?"

"Y-yes" Linda replied.

"When is your period last?" doctor Fatimah asked again.

Linda answered stammeredly, Agam lowered his head.

"Hmm, that means that if calculated from the first day of the last menstrual age Miss has gone 18 weeks, but from the results of the new ultrasound 16 weeks. That is, the janinya smaller than the age of the womb. Please take care of her nutrition, Miss."

DEG.

Linda and Agam's heart is beating. Both are scared, worried and panicked.

"Please give me the best medicine, the best vitamins or anything that can fix it Doc." My face looks panicked.

"Yes, later I give you folic acid and vitamins, but the most important is actually from food intake. The nutrients consumed by the woman should be balanced. Oiya, I listen to their heartbeats.

Then ....

"Dug, dug, dug, dug, dug ...."

The voice shook Agam and Linda's hearts.

The voice ....

Linda pursed her lips.

When almost all women in the world are happy because they can get pregnant, they are sad and drowning in grief.

Voice ....

Agam held his chest. Wanted to rush to Linda and embrace the woman and express her happiness. But what power. Agam who saw Linda continue to cry, thought that the woman was suffering and sad.

Mr. Agam, that's the sound of our son's heart ....

Linda looked at Agam who was focusing on the USG monitor. I want him to be hugged by that guy.

But ....

What does it mean even if Agam hugs him. After all, what Agam wanted was just this baby.

"The gender is already visible, but I still doubt it. It will need to be TRIG again if the content is getting bigger. The other fetus is still turned back. So, I can't see her face and gender" Dr Fatimah said.

"Oiya, midwife Ida, please prepare the infusion yes."

"All right, Doc."

"Why should it be infused?" ask Agam.

"The other fetal heart rate is less reactive Mr. Agam, need to be lubricated with fluid, oxygenation, and resuscitation."

"Do you need to go to the hospital, Doc?" It's getting panicked.

"No need, sir. I evaluated it for up to two hours, after which the infusion will be released again."

"Do you need bedrest?" Agam asked again.

"No need, sir. There is no bleeding. Placentum is also normal. Activity can be as usual, but yes don't be too soybean," he explained while writing a recipe.

While Ida's midwife was putting on an infusion.

"Aaahh," Linda shouted as the intravenous needle pierced the vein in her hand.

"Mom Linda, you're okay, right?" He walked over and held Linda's hand.

"Oh, her name is Miss Linda. Not Linda Berliana, is she? Hehehe," always the Fatimah doctor who made Linda and Agam look at each other.

"Kok, Mr Agam call ma'am?" Midwife Ida just had her voice.

"The name is Miss Linda. Bulinda," chelated Agam.

"Oh, Bulinda? His name is unique" praised Dr. Fatimah.

She smiled and looked at Linda. Linda also seemed to be smiling as her eyes behind the glasses narrowed slightly.

***

Three hours later.

Not yet sleepy, Linda moved out of her room. Go to the library to read books.

His steps stopped at the front door of the library. From the library came the voice of Doctor Cepy, convinced that the doctor was talking to Agam.

"So that's it, Ben. Please think again. Don't just because she's beautiful and sexy you're crazy. I know the dark side of the artists, my gut feeling that she's deliberately using her beauty to use you, you're handsome, rich, managing, academic education and high."

DEG.

Like being struck by lightning, it was like a sound that tore his heart and heart. 

Linda covered her mouth, held her chest, retreated slowly, then ran to her room while crying.

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"Huuu, huuu ...."

"Yes, ma'am ...."

In the room, the woman drowned her body in a bathtub just above her neck.

It turned out ..the love that grew in his heart had to be pruned.

It turned out that ..The name of Agam engraved on his heart had to be removed.

It turns out ..the ideal to have Agam must be stoned.

Wh why?

As he got closer to the man, his heart grew scarred.

I don't want people to look at me lightly just because I'm close to him. Mr. Agam .. Why is it like this?

The word love is beautiful, but .. why do I feel otherwise.

"Huuuks .. This sakiiit, sakiiit once ...."

Linda continued to cry while holding her stomach.

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