AGAPE (SELFLESS LOVE)
The Baby Blues Syndrome

Even though his mind was being overwhelmed by grief, Agam's red lips were finally smiling. Yohan's appearance was indeed tickling. Yes, handsome and suitable anyway, but the use of a peci that is not adapted to other clothes makes Yohan look funny.

"Why you?!" yohan Bershat.

Yohan glanced at Agam who this time sat beside her. This time without copilot. Yohan often airs alone. His skills were undoubtedly, the state alone acknowledged him, that was one of the reasons Agampun relied on Yohan to return to escort him.

"You're funny" answered Agam briefly, preferring to look at the western horizon sky which slowly turns orange.

"This hat is magical, all my servants in the mansion and apartment were amazed to see me like this," he explained proudly.

"Where did you get it? What is the motivation for wearing it?" I looked up, and smiled back.

"Hahaha, the story is a little long. Emm, one day my girl asked to be given a mukena, at first I thought it was some kind of snack --."

"Pfft," Agam held back a laugh.

"Listen first, Gam. So out of curiosity, I decided to go to the store too, meaning to the shop with my assistant. Well, in that shop I saw this unique hat, I bought it. The store owner said, when I wear this, I look more handsome" he explained.

"That's not a hat, it's a peci."

"Oh, hahaha, that's it. I like to wear it because when I wear a hat, uh I mean this peci, Sea smiles."

"Sea? Who's she?"

Agam asked. In fact, he had guessed that Sea was a girl similar to Miss Aiza.

The girl he once prayed for could turn Yohan in a better direction. Because in fact praying for others the law is certainly good and good, including also praying good things for Yohan despite different beliefs with her.

Agam, for example, prayed for Yohan's recovery when the man was sick, and prayed that Yohan would soon be free from her earthly difficulties. The main one is ... Agam often prays for Yohan to get guidance.

How good is Agam Ben Buana?

Yes, Agam knows that his prayers for Yohan have nothing to do with the aqidah. Rather it is more of a prayer of a humanitarian nature, where as fellow human beings it is appropriate to help each other.

"Me and the girl have different beliefs, Gam?" Whether there was a wind from nowhere, Yohan suddenly said that sentence.

"Yes?" said Agam. Pretending not to care.

"Yes, Gam," he said. Slightly daydreaming as he stared at the cloud clump that spread in the middle of the twilight.

"YOH! Don't daydream!"

Agam panic. Those eyes of mine that were setting me straight stared at Yohan.

"Hahaha, relax dong Pak Dirut, I also do not want to die in vain. After meeting that young girl, I felt like I had a life expectancy again."

"Let him go, Yo. Poor thing, his parents must be looking."

"Can't Gam. I can't let go. After all, she's a nursing home, if she lives with me it's better."

"Hm."

Agam sighed. If you want something, the Haiden family is notoriously hardworking. Will do all kinds of things for their ambition.

"If you just want his body, better let him go from now on, unless you're serious, then I support him" Agam said.

"I'm still confused by how I feel, too, Gam. Anyway, ever since I met him, I've been disgusted by those j a l a n g women" he said, shuddering.

"Good, there's nothing in it anyway. In my religion it was strictly forbidden, including a great sin. In your religion it is forbidden too, right?" ask Agam.

"Yes, Gam. But ... I haven't worshiped in a long time. I was disappointed because my God was not with me. When I do good, I am slandered. After my papa became a fugitive, my extended family became less concerned. But, after meeting Sea, I saw peace in his eyes."

"Is it because Sea looks like Miss Aiza?"

"What's? How do you know?" Yohan was of course shocked, strangely thought. To his knowledge, Agam never saw Sea.

"Hahaha, sorry to just guess," said Agam.

Just remember, when Yohan and a group of pirates attacked the ferry E452 DT, he was playing the role of Maga.

Yohan knitted her brows. It's weird, but he doesn't want to guess. Knows well if Agam is not a rival that is easily conquered. In addition, his position is currently in cooperation with Agam.

It is not good to think Yohan if he talks about problems that can later ignite a dispute or cold war that has been going on between the two.

Agam also knitted his brows. It was not usual for Yohan to be this patient. Usually it is passionate, emotional, and tempramental.

In the end the two men were silent, Agam enjoying the beauty of nature from a height, while Yohan focused on the route of the air path through which he passed.

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Traveling farther, the heli faster and soar high, as if splitting the horizon slowly replacing twilight into the night.

Yohan turned on the heli lamp, Agam beat, the flickering night lights of the Far Island Islands were already visible and spread beautifully like a sprinkling of colorful gems.

"Oiya, I did not expect, you who are innocent turned out to be no more reliable than me," said Yohan. Just be quiet.

"Me, I never had any intention of raping an artist. But you? Hahaha, I'm surprised, Gam. In that case me and you might have the same taste," he sneered.

"Not to be discussed, I've admitted my mistake. Don't confuse me and you. I'm responsible, I also only sleep with one woman, not like you." Agam.

"Hahaha, yes yes yes, you won. By the way, how does he feel, Gam? LB it --."

"Enough Yohan! Enough's enough! Or you I push out, will you?!" snapped it.

"Hahaha, dare? Who will be the pilot?" ledek.

"I can too, really. Not as professional as you!" timpal.

"Believe, believe," said Yohan.

"Sorry, I used to want to taste LB, but .. after finding Sea, not anymore" he added.

"So your mouth, Yohan! Or I just rip. Oiya, if you want to wear a peci, it should be wearing trousers."

"What?! Really true?"

Yohan surprised. Immediately aware that Sea smiled maybe because it was funny when he saw it.

"Damn it, my assistant doesn't remind me that wearing a peci has to wear trousers" he wrote.

"It's okay, because you don't understand, it doesn't matter" Agam explained as Yohan prepared to perform the landing maneuver.

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"Son, come on dong, eat ya?"

Again, Ms. Ana persuaded Linda who from the morning or since she fainted would not eat at all. Fortunately, he still attached the infusion, so for fluid and electrolyte needs remain fulfilled.

"Yes LB, come on dong, eat. A ...," refer to Rita's doctor. But it didn't work.

While the others, Berli's father, Yudha sir and doctor Dani, were in another room precisely in the treatment room of Setyadhi's uncle.

Uncle Setyadhi arrived from The Number One hospital this afternoon at about 13:00 local time.

Linda's baby was transferred back to the perinatology room for follow-up care. This is because Linda has just been diagnosed with baby blues syndrome by the doctor who handled it.

Linda daydreams, cries, and her ASI doesn't come out. She also did not want to hold her baby. All Linda did was stare and cry.

The whole doctor was confused, and Linda didn't want to talk. The beautiful woman only communicated by shaking her head and nodding. Really worrying. Apparently, Agam's speech had a very fatal impact on his physical and psychological. Linda shaken.

During this time, Linda felt that Agam treated her with special. He is gentle, romantic, and loyal to her. So, when the painful sentence is said Agam, Linda's body soul does not accept.

Linda could have been patient and sincere when others gossiped about her as j a l a n g, but .. when the one who accused her was Agam, she was not willing. Though, Agam only said, but ... Linda still does not accept it.

Agam's words made him recall painful memories and events as he was dazed and confused after being tainted, arrested by the police, abandoned by friends, family, and others, and feel very bad until ever intend to commit suicide and abort the womb.

While Rita's doctor was combing Linda's hair and giving her a hair serum. She is also confused about the change in attitude that happened to Linda.

"LB, look at me, why are you being like this?"

Doctor Rita cupped Linda's cheek. The doctor's eyes were glazed over. Ms. Ana need not be explained anymore, her eyes are puffy.

"Is it because Mom and Dad left you? If it's for that matter, please forgive us, son."

Linda shakes. That is, that's not the problem.

"Then why you? Do you want Mr Agam to be here soon?" ask Dr. Rita.

Linda shook her head again. Sontak makes Bu Ana and doctor Rita more confused. For all they know, Linda loves Agam very much. In the eyes of Ms. Ana, Linda even dared to ignore the wishes of her and her husband in order to stay with Agam.

"Are you sure you don't want to see Mr Agam?" Dr. Rita made sure.

Linda nodded slowly. Honestly, his little heart missed the man, but.

"Huuu," she cried again.

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Meanwhile, Agam Ben Bunana immediately contacted Mr. Yudha shortly after landing.

Yohan has taken off. The heli he was carrying had disappeared into the night clouds.

"You're negligent Sir, why can't you know Linda's live streaming?"

The man's face flushed red, he stared intently at Mr. Yudha who looked down at the corner of the hospital hallway.

"I'm sorry" is the only word he can say.

Agam's hand had stiffened and trembled, but ..he would not dare to violence against Pak Yudha. Such is an Agam, he remains polite to anyone older than him.

Maybe, if Vano made a mistake, it would be a different story.

"I admit I was wrong."

"Yes, everything happened anyway."

Agam whimpered, rushing towards the treatment room to see Linda.

"Pak Setyadhi has arrived at this hospital, his condition is getting better," explained Pak Yudha without waiting for Agam to ask.

But Agam did not respond, his footsteps getting faster. I want to see Linda soon. And upon arrival in front of the treatment room, Agam was stopped by Rita's doctor.

"What's wrong?" ask Agam. His hand was holding the door handle.

"Sir Agam, LB does not want to meet you, nor do I know the reason," he said.

"Revelation! Move aside! I want to meet my wife!" Agam dismissed doctor Rita. He barged in.

And Agam was shocked when he did not see the incubator in the room.

"Where's my baby?" tanyakanya.

"Sir, calm down first," Rita's doctor wanted to explain her case, but she was confused where to start. He thought it best to call the doctor to explain.

"Linda, where?" Agam's eyes circled the room.

"So-is in the bathroom, accompanied by Ana" said Rita's doctor.

Agam impatient, he immediately knocked on the bathroom door.

"El, I'm home" he called. Stand in front of the bathroom.

"Dok, just call the doctor. Don't you explain that Linda has baby blues syndrome" whispered Mr. Yudha to Rita's doctor.

"Yes," Rita's doctor rushed over.

Then Linda came out of the bathroom on Miss Ana's boat. Surprised when he knew Agam was already in front of him.

"El," Agam grabs Linda's hand, but gets pushed over.

"El, I'm back. I'm sorry, El." I know Linda is angry.

"Sirrut, calm down. Please don't rush." Ms. Ana helps Linda lie down, Agam peeks at the side of the bed, and is shocked to see Linda's blank gaze.

"My wife why? Mr. Yudha please explain!"

Mr. Yudha is down. Luckily the doctor called Rita's doctor arrived soon.

"Come to my room" the doctor asked.

Agam obediently, he walked gontai. This must have something to do with that sentence, Agam is very, very sorry. He cannot forgive himself if he is right.

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"So that's it, sir. The doctor explained everything."

Limp, Agam looked down lethargic.

"All right, thank you, Doc. What should I do as her husband?" tanyakanya.

"Usually the baby blues are caused by physical changes after giving birth to your little one. There are also mothers who are sad because they are faced with physical or mental changes when the baby is born into the world."

"But, what experienced by LB was a little strange, at first he had absolutely no problem whatsoever. If you look at it, the physique hasn't changed much, it's just a little contained, and I'm sure it'll soon be back to normal."

"I think there's another problem that's affecting him" the doctor explained.

Agam.

"From the many mood disorders that can be experienced by mothers after giving birth, baby blues is a condition that needs to be watched out for. Baby blues are triggered by worry or confusion related to how to care for a baby well. Tapikan, LB has been accompanied by professional."

"I had trouble digging up the information from LB. He won't talk."

"I-I'm the source of the problem, Doc." Lirih Agam's.

The doctor frowned.

"Alright, I don't know the problem. But in this case, you should be able to be a good listener to hear his complaints. Avoid having an argument that is not important. Focus on being a good listener. Because, a small debate can actually worsen the baby blues experienced."

"Is there a blues husband term?" ask Agam.

"What's? Emm, hahaha, I just heard that term," explained the doctor.

"If the problem is because of me, what should I do, Doc?"

"Maybe, you can give her gifts or romantic things" the doctor replied.

Agam talks and the doctor is over, the doctor has given many tips on Agam.

"Hopefully it works" the doctor said. He and Agam shake hands.

"Oiya Mr. Agam, you are handsome, just try to seduce his LB, hopefully it will melt," the doctor teased.

The doctor spoke like that after Agam told him if he had the chance to get out the words that hurt Linda.

"Will I try, but ... If it doesn't work out how?" ask Agam.

"Haha, try it first sir. Be optimistic, don't be pessimistic." Doctor cheers.