AGAPE (SELFLESS LOVE)
Why do I Want to See Him? (Why Do I Want to See Him?)

KITA TV Station Building

The editor-in-chief of KITA TV station named Bima Setiawan who is in charge of the entire operations of the news department, today looks angry and lackluster. Nearly three months of mysterious LB departures was the cause.

"Deasy Monickta cannot replace the LB position" he was upset. He was sitting alone in his room.

As a person who has the authority to oversee all activities in the newsroom and recruit and fire newsroom employees he felt the need to determine the new editorial policy so that the departure of LB did not have much impact on the rating of their flagship event.

"I did not expect the departure of LB could affect the rating even have an impact on the rating of other programs. Oh my God, where is your LB? I've even made a report of your loss to the police, but they haven't found you."

"I've withheld your home certificate and pressured your parents to get you back, but it didn't work either. I can't possibly use a mafia-style way to get you out of hiding. LB where exactly are you?" He stared at the laptop and played back the news event where LB became his news achor.

"Siska please come to my room" he said while speaking on a parallel phone.

Siska is his personal secretary.

"Yes sir, how can I help you?"

"Please get the executive producer into my room."

"Good, sir."

"Oiya at 11pm, please tell Bagas to meet me, I'm sure he knows where LB is."

"Good Sir. Oiya sir, I'm sorry to find any strangeness in Bagas. Can I tell you a story?" ask Siska.

"What?! Of course you can, tell me quickly."

"When the first week of LB was gone, Bagas asked me for a job because the salary from LB he said was up. But from that incident, Bagas never contacted me again. Well, yesterday afternoon I saw Bagas and his wife riding in a fancy car."

"Luxury car?"

"Yes sir, get in a fancy car, they're passengers."

"Taxi kali Siska."

"Not sir, not a taxi, I'm sure. And the driver treated Bagas like that boss."

"Hmm, it's weird, it's been three months since LB went missing, should he be here asking for a new job, right?" Pak Bima knitted his brows.

"Yes, Sir. I'm sure Bagas is still paid LB. I'm also sure he knows where LB is."

"Yes, do your job." Mr. Bima waved his hand telling Siska to leave his room.

A few moments later ....

"What's up, sir?" ask an executive producer named January.

"You're in charge of all the newscast production, right?"

"Yes sir, I have done my duty to the fullest extent possible. Is there anything I should revise? Or ... I fix it?" ask January.

"Please reject any news script written by a reporter, producer or news writer that Deasy Monickta will read to schedule a live on air tomorrow."

"What?!" January surprised.

"But sir ...."

"Nothing but-buttona, you're my friend right? Just run it, I have a good plan to get LB back, or at least this way I can know who is behind the loss of LB. I am sure that those who hide LB are not ordinary people" said Mr. Bima Setiawan.

"Bright, sir." Though hesitant, January finally agreed.

***

That night, at a shooting range run directly by a military institution, a participant appeared to be the center of attention. The participants are civilians who already have permits and can enjoy the arena.

The firing range is a state-owned arena under the supervision of a military institution. This arena is intended for the general public who want to train shooting skills either just a hobby or to practice in preparation for national and international shooting championships.

That handsome, dashing man was currently squinting one eye. His right hand was ready in front of the trigger.

Behind his glasses, his eyes were focused on the firing paper that was lined up in front of him. This was his sixth shot.

And ....

'DRO.' Clekak, on target.

'DRO.' Clekak, on target.

Until the tenth firing paper is all on target. The entire firing paper fell.

"Waw, amazing. Bravo, bravo, bravo, "praise someone while patting the sharpshooter's shoulder.

The man who patted his shoulder smiled, handed the gun to the officer and removed the ear-protective muff he was using.

"You are amazing Mr. Agam, talented in all things, brilliant career, intelligent and rich, hahaha."

"Ah, Mr. Barata could have," said Agam.

Apparently they already know each other. The man named Mr. Barata was no longer young, but his face was so handsome with a sturdy, sturdy and proportional body shape.

"You can still come here and shoot, but you've just been involved in an extraordinary event in the elite Haiden complex, right? Your face is bruised, can I help you with this?" bargained for.

"Hmm, no need sir. It's okay."

They seemed to be walking out of the arena.

"Said there's a death?"

"Kok you know?" Agam.

"I know from the General" he replied.

"Oh, haha, I almost forgot that you are a former high ranking military official," Agam said crouched down as he downed the mineral water from the bottle he was holding.

"Not in office, I prefer to call it trust."

"Well, I also agree with Mr. Barata. Oiya sir, what about my offer? Did you have a decision?"

"I'm still learning it, after I read the draft the job was not easy. I'll speak specifically first with Mr. Bahir Finley Haiden."

"Big Master can't speak yet, sir."

"Yes, by exchanging a message perhaps, how about the Young Master? Does he agree if I cancel Mr. Rudi's position?" ask Mr. Barata.

"All Young Master's decisions are in my hands" Agam said.

"Oh, yeah. Hahaha, ready. I'll call you as soon as possible. My boss has agreed, but I have to ask my wife and child permission first" he said.

"For salary issues, do you mind?" ask Agam.

"Well, for that matter I seem to have given up. I mean, I didn't expect to get that much pay and benefits."

"Well, I will wait for your decision as soon as possible, I'm sorry sir."

"Okay Mr. Agam, I'll tell you. Oiya, does Mr Agam already have a lover?"

"Love?"

"If you don't have one, can I introduce you to my daughter?" ask Mr. Barata.

"Em, I-I'm sorry." Agam did not respond to Mr. Barata's question, he chose to greet Mr. Barata and took a long step towards the parking lot.

Mr. Barata could only stare at Agam's back with a smile.

***

After returning from the shooting range, Agam returned to the HGC tonight after a very stressful and tiring day to make his face bruised. Agam had just spent his energy helping Young Master Deanka fight the Haiden higher-ups.

She really misses Linda. After Agam found out if Linda was pregnant, her love for the woman increased. But unfortunately it seems to kill him when Agam finds out that Linda hates him so much, and the woman doesn't want their child.

Agam gazes at the ceiling of his office room, imagining again how mistress Aery was killed in vain after blocking Yohan and protecting Young Master Deanka from bullets. Lady Aery is Yohan Nevan Haiden's mother.

Yohan Nevan Haiden is the son of one of Haiden's top brass. Haiden's top brass is Young Master Deanka's rival.

When he woke up, he took the medicine box and treated the bruise on his face.

At first glance, the shadow of Linda's stomach that was getting filled made her peck for a moment and hit her chest that suddenly became tight. Taking Linda's chastity was the thing she regretted the most.

Agam's heart also hurts, often reading messages from Gama if Linda suffers from chronic ulcers. Gama said, when Agam was not home, Linda often regurgitated the food she had eaten. Gama did not know if Linda was pregnant.

H**should in what way can I convince Linda if I want to be the father of that innocent child? How long can I wait until she opens her heart to me?

Agam then took off his shirt leaving his trousers and expensive belt wrapped neatly around his waist. He poured out his body to rest and sleep.

It's hard, I have trouble falling asleep. He felt worried, restless, anxious, upset and languished. Gorge kicking pillows, bolsters and blankets to scatter to the floor. Lonely, lonely Agam.

"Lindaa!" his yell.

I missed you ....

Banging his head on a pillow. The incident always stuck in his memory.

Agam set the position to do push ups, he lifted his body, regulated his breathing and started counting.

Agam did push-ups in bed, hoping that after fatigue he would no longer have insomnia. His sweat began to pour out, the hands that supported his body began to tremble. Somehow on the count, Agam was no longer able to lift his body.

And ....

'Brugh.'

Agam collapses face down and sweats. He went through the night in an unusual way. Slowly his eyes began to shut, his red lips seemed to be muttering reciting prayers before going to bed.

Agampun finally managed to go and ventured into the dreamland.

***

Today is a very important day for an Agam Ben Buana. Today, the HGC where he works will hold an extraordinary meeting to select a new chief director after the previous chief director, Deanka Kavindra Byantara, resigned.

Agam Ben Buana became one of the strongest candidates for the main director because it had the support of the former chief director and the board of commissioners.

The night before the extraordinary meeting, Agam chose to stay at his house after hearing from Gama if Linda was sick.

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"Just go ..., Mr. Agam wants an important meeting, right?" linda said while holding the end of the bathup. His hands were trembling, he had just spewed out his entrails.

"I'm not leaving until I see you're okay." Agam reached out to Linda, intending to help the woman to wake up.

"No need sir .. I can get up myself." Hand of Agam.

"Linda come on, don't be selfish ..," said Agam.

"Who is selfish? Whoaa? Help you introspect" Linda turned her face away.

"Okay, okay, I was wrong. I was selfish. But tolooong ..please do not harm my child-to-be. After the child was born, I promised to let you go."

"Huuu .. huuu .." Linda instead cried hugging her knee.

"Tomorrow I'll take you to the doctor, I'll have to make sure you're okay. Oiya, I've prepared warm milk and biscuits on your room table. Well if you're so disgusted at me, I go ya."

He turned his body, but Linda suddenly vomited again.

"Hoek hoek ...." Her face paled.

I could not help myself. With a quick movement he picked Linda up and took her to the room.

"Let go ...," Linda thrashed with a weak gesture.

"Let's just say you're being helped by an invisible creature" said Agam.

Agam breaks down Linda, then takes the milk.

"Sir .. I don't want milk, milk makes me even more nauseous" Linda said without looking at Agam.

"Yes, I've brought you some warm water."

Agam ran, he was actually ready with his office suit. Come again with a glass of warm water. When Agam was about to help her drink, Linda did not refuse. Agam was pleased.

Agam put the glass on the glass bed.

"Sir Agam" said Linda.

"I-yes," replied Agam nervously. His position is still facing the glass.

"I think Mr. Agam would be more suitable to wear a tie that is lighter color."

"What?!" linda's words touched her heart. Since when does she care about her appearance? Was he taking the wrong medication?

"Because Dad's suit and shirt are dark in color, so it dies when the tie is dark too" Linda said.

Standing up, his position still turned to Linda.

"When have you cared about me? I don't care about my appearance" he said. Though Agam's lips actually lifted a little because of smiling. Being cared for by Linda was her dream.

"I only give advice, it doesn't mean I care about you" Linda said, turning her face away.

"I don't need your care either, I just want you to care about my child. I'm going." Agam.

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After Agam left, Linda went to pick up the biscuits. Honestly, she didn't want anything to happen to the baby either. Despite having no appetite, he forced himself to eat biscuits made by Agam.

Eat a little bit but often, Linda is doing that advice. The advice he got from an online article.

His stomach was getting comfortable, Linda turned on the television, and he somehow became interested in seeing N&T. N&T is a television station owned by Mr. Young Deanka, and is a rival TV KITA.

When Agam's name was mentioned, he reflexively rubbed his stomach and smiled.

No, what's wrong with me? That man has ruined my career and my future.

He turned his face away from the television screen. But suddenly Linda remembered the saddening smile of Agam.

"Aaaa, noooo. What's wrong with me? That guy's gonna set me free after this kid's born, right?" Linda spoke to herself.

"He just wanted this kid. He only cares about this kid, not about me."

Linda rubbed her stomach again. His tears flowed again, he felt himself being used by Agam.

Linda thinks that if Agam is nice to her because she is pregnant, if she is not, Linda is sure that she will not look at him even with one eye.

"Yolla .., Yolli ..., your kangen sister, huuu ...."

"You are evil Mr. Agam, because you my father and mother kicked me out, what is my sin? Why is my fate like this?" Linda is back to mourning her fate.

Two days earlier, Linda got a letter from her father. Somehow the letter reached Agam's house, but when he read it, he was sure it was his father's original handwriting.

In the letter, her father and mother said they would not accept Linda home before Linda's affairs and troubles were over. Berli's father said if he, his mother and sister would feel unsettled if Linda returned home for fear of being visited by police, journalists or fanatical fans.

'Click.'

He turned off the television.

"You lose, or you win, none of my business" he murmured.

"But ... Why would I want to see him? What's the baby's luggage?"

With a little hesitation, he turned on the television again.

❤❤ Connect ....