AGAPE (SELFLESS LOVE)
I Want to Meet You Soon Right Now

Finally, the HGC Director can breathe a sigh of relief after being able to confirm if the woman who has stolen his heart is likely to leave abroad in 3 days.

On that day, Linda will go to the immigration office and embassy to pick up the documents. But Agam's heart was still not calm. She's worried tonight Linda's not sleeping in a decent place.

His concerns are due to the results of spy reconnaissance in hotels around the airport, immigration office and Embassy office there is no name of the artist he intended.

"Where are you sleeping?" mummified Agam.

He was in the room previously occupied by Linda to feel the possibility of the presence of Linda in the room. Is that how bad he thinks Linda Berliana is?

The insanity that sometimes makes him unable to distinguish between love, and lust.

Honestly, when he first looked at Linda, his heart was indeed rustling. A swish of taste that he had never experienced before. He has often met beautiful women.

And after he felt the pleasure of the woman's body, the sigh was not only in his heart, but had taken possession of his entire body.

The man who is currently hugging the bolster has a strong hope that he is the only man in this world who can enjoy the beauty of a Linda Berliana.

Ohhh, Linda ....

He returned to ruin his name.

A big question that used to be in Agam's heart was ....

Does he love Linda sincerely?

Or ... he suddenly fell in love because he had enjoyed the beauty of his well-built body?

At that time, Agam was still confused to distinguish between love and lust.

As long as Linda was with him, the man continued to search for answers to her questions.

Agam is afraid and worried if in fact he only loves the body and beauty of Linda.

If it's like that, it means her love for Linda is insincere, right?

Means only a momentary lust that can evaporate at any time. Once the desire is fulfilled, yes.

If so, then ... how different is he from the striped-nose man who sips the night butterfly?

No, Agam was sure that he wasn't such a man.

That's how one Agam thinks, he doesn't want to misinterpret his feelings for Linda. And at this time ... I am aware that her feelings for Linda are sincere.

But ... Agam also realized that his sincerity was made up of two components that he could not separate.

Yeah, correct. The two components are lust and love.

Lust, though,

Lust because he is not hypocritical if he does have a very strong interest in Linda's physique.

Agam wants Linda to be his partner in all matters related to his actuality and intimate connection in meeting hormonal and biological needs.

Love, love,

Love for Agam is a powerful statement that goes deeper than lust and all its rhetoric.

Agam realized that lust and the feeling of love are very human.

Lust and love are two sides that can be put together to create a romantic atmosphere in a relationship.

However, the man is aware that even though love and lust go hand in hand, there is actually a real difference between the two.

Yes, he is indeed interested in someone Linda Berliana because of her attractive physique and it turns out to be in accordance with the type of woman he wants.

Agam enjoys every sensation and passion he experiences when having a physical relationship with Linda. And on that day he defined it as love.

But what if those passions and passions fade away?

What if one of them finds a more interesting person?

Can Agam still say "Love" to Linda?

Or... just stuck lust for a moment? 

Geez, as complicated, as trivial, and as deep as it turns out the mindset of a Agam about love and lust. It was only fitting that he could not easily declare his love for Linda.

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"How are you guys? I miss you, I want to stroke that belly and say that I love you so much" murmured Agam as he stroked the bolster he held.

"I'm sorry .. if this misunderstanding affects your happiness. Linda must be crying. Can you hear his cries? I'm sorry ...."

"Would I call myself a father-to-be?"

Agam buried his head on the bolster, there were clear details in the corner of his beautiful eyes. But not until it drips.

Linda .. I miss you. Where are you? Why aren't you in the whole hotel around here?

Why did you turn off your phone too? Are you deliberately avoiding me? Okay, if you really want to go abroad, then I agree. But ... we'll go there together.

***

In the simple inn there were those who were hugging his knees saraya stared at the rice, fish and fried chicken which in his eyes seemed unappetizing.

He had tried to eat it but it felt really uncomfortable on his tongue. The fried chicken was too dry, and for Linda the rice was too hard.

He ate a few mouthfuls and then drank several times because he suddenly choked.

"I'm sorry rice, fried chicken, I have a hard time eating you" he said.

Then his clasped hand took the fried fish, pressed the fish several times.

"Lumayan, not too hard," he murmured. Start pinching the fish meat without caution.

And ....

"Abaaawhhh!" he shouted as the fish thorn pierced the tip of his index finger.

"Emm .. sa-sick. Huh .. huuuh ...."

He blew his index finger. There was clearly a thorn in there.

"Mr Agam ...." Stimulants. Spontaneously called out the name while closing his eyes.

The beautiful woman's head slipped back between her knees, then cried again.

"Huukkscus ...."

Remember when a man named Agam sucked his finger when injured by a glass fragment. The man ... even swallowed the blood coming out of his finger.

At this time ... eatpun he already depends on the habits in the house of Agam.

While at Agam's house, Linda often eats fish. But .... the fish there has been processed in such a way and of course without any thorns, gills, fins, patils and annoying scales. Linda can enjoy the fish menu at Agam's house while closing her eyes.

Then he ventured to pull the thorn while grimacing, and then a small drop of blood appeared, Linda sucked it as Agam had done. The water is back flowing.

Why does he always feel like Agam likes him?

Wh why?

His mind was again wounded. And he could not eat the fish. Then say again ....

"I'm sorry fish, I can't eat you ...." While wrapping the food back.

Fortunately he has given some snacks from the minimarket. Including buying his favorite. The sweet that is cold, melted and melted in the mouth, soft, and liked by almost all people on this earth, especially children.

Two fruit-flavored ice creams, and two chocolate-flavored cups.

His red lips smiled.

"Let's just eat ice cream, baby," he asked on the stomach that currently looks a little enlarged.

He uncovers his shirt. Seemed a smooth stomach without linea nigra or linea alba. Then bring the ice cream closer to her navel. After praying, Linda enjoyed the ice cream while stroking her stomach.

"The doctor said, eating ice cream can increase fetal weight. You guys are big fast yeah, growing healthy and well-groomed like ...."

He did not dare to continue his words. Because what he thinks is him. He's grown up, healthy, and well-groomed.

Like Mr. Agam. His inner.

And it's not enough to eat two fruit-flavored ice creams. He also ate two cups of ice cream small size by slurping because it began to melt and melt. Then eat the wheat biscuits and milk boxes.

Alhamdulillaah ....

Immediately put yourself on the mattress, after washing your face and brushing your teeth.

His eyes are hard to shut. The shadow of Mr. Dirut filled his eyes as he closed his eyes.

And this voice ....

'Recorder, creket ket ket ....' The sound of a fan was really disturbing his ears.

But .... otherwise turned on is not convenient as well. The room is hot, and the ventilation is inadequate.

Finally, he covered his ears with a pillow. Today was exhausting. His heart and body were very tired.

He began to close his eyes, bringing all his worries and sorrows into the dreamland, hoping that the Almighty would wake him up again and give him a chance to live a better life tomorrow.

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"Hmm .. emmhh .. awwwh .. sakiiiit ....."

Linda was shocked and grimaced. He woke up because he suddenly felt his stomach growling.

"Yes Allah .. I why ...." Trying to get up but not able to.

"Huuu .. huuu .. My stomach why? Sakiit ...." Linda panicked and cried.

With trembling hands he palpated the part slowly and carefully. It feels like something is flowing from there. Warm, and wet the core of his body.

"Nose ...."

He let out a shrill cry as he pulled back his hand and saw fresh red blood clinging to his fingers.

Linda was confused and panicked, while her stomach was getting sicker. Fine sweat began to appear from around his forehead and neck.

"Please ... father ... mother ... my stomach is sakiiit," she whispered.

Right now Linda knows if she needs immediate help. Yes, today he was exhausted.

But ... currently he is trying to fight for his future and his good. He was hiding and shying away from the life that made his heart hurt.

"Yes Allah ... I must how ...?"

The body of the beautiful woman slowly shrieked as it grew in pain.

"Yes Allah .. don't .. don't take them. Don't take them. I promise to take good care of her .. hmm .. uhhhhh huuhhh ... huumm ...."

Slowly he tried to reach for the bag to grab his switched off phone, while thinking hard to take a complicated decision in a crucial moment like this.

If he turns on the phone, then Agam can track his whereabouts.

If not, who will help him?

It is impossible for a famous artist to come to the clinic or to the hospital alone in the circumstances .... Impregnated.

The public knows he is .... Singletons.

He wants to contact his best friend, Bagas.

But ...he does not want to disappoint his best friend and make him surprised by his pregnancy. Yes, Bagas has hurt his feelings.

But ... in his heart Bagas is still his best friend.

"Huuukkus ... O Allah ... Why did you put me in such a difficult position ...? I'm confused Ya Rabb ...."

The phone is in his hand.

Bismillaume ....

He turned on his phone with a heavy heart, and had to.

But .... indeed there is no other choice but to sacrifice his feelings, fight his shame, and fight his selfishness to save the fruit of his love.

'Tring.'

Cellphone on.

And ....

Far away there, one of the screens belonging to a mysterious human named "Mister X" lights up.

"Tartas 201 detected."

"Tartas 201 detected."

"Tartas 201 detected."

"Tartas 201 detected."

But ... the mysterious man was asleep with his cat. And while sleeping, he did not take off his mask, hat and glasses.

Then ....

In a magnificent room located about five kilos from Linda's inn, the computer screen in the room was lit.

"Tartas 201 detected."

"Tartas 201 detected."

"Tartas 201 detected."

"Tartas 201 detected."

Same message as the mystery man's computer.

But .. the owner of the room was in another room.

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There were only two numbers on his phone. Agam and Bagas. Those pretty eyes were giddy, his gaze started to twitch. The hand holding the phone started shaking.

And ....

The fresh blood continued to flow from there, now seen soaking his bed linen and legs. Sneak slowly to the feet.

Mr. Agam .... Call it in your heart.

The moment his hand was about to call the number, the strength of his hand weakened, and the phone in his hand fell under the bed.

'PRACT.'

His voice was so loud when the phone touched the floor. It might crack, or it could be that the phone broke, broke and died.

Mr. Agam ... toloong ....

The wail in the heart. His lips were trembling and paled.

Mr. Agam .. I'm sorry ....

O Allah .. help your weak, despicable and sinful servant.

Please bring in anyone who can help me and my future children.

Mother ....

Father ....

Mr. Agam ....

Yolla ....

Yolay .....

Bagus ....

He imagined one by one the faces of these people.

Then his lips muttered in honor of His name.

He is resigned, patient, and sincere in whatever the best provisions of Him are. His eyes began to close. His hands are on his stomach. The sweat on his face began to pour out as it endured the pain.

Linda is aware that sometimes expectations in living life are not always in line with expectations. This momentarily made him feel disappointed.

However, he was convinced that his Lord would give it all at the right time. For all the plans that God has pastil will be better than all the plans that he has laid out.

Whatever happens to his life right now, he believes that his God has planned the best for him. If that kindness is not for the moment, maybe .. he will get the good the other day.

***

Agam suddenly woke up when he realized that he had not been practicing Isha prayer.

Astarghfirullaahis.

Jump up while reaching for his phone placed under a pillow to rush to the mosque.

But ...he seemed to have forgotten something in his room.

The man's feet turned towards his room before heading to the mosque.

And ....

Perfect surprise when looking at the display on the screen.

"Tartas 201 detected 8 minutes ago."

"Tartas 201 detected 8 minutes ago."

"Tartas 201 detected 8 minutes ago."

"Tartas 201 detected 8 minutes ago."

With trembling hands Agam immediately checked the location.

"Argh, mister X!" annoyed screams. Because the info should be directly connected to his phone.

Search ....

And ....

"Detected."

Detected the location of the last thief his heart is in a simple inn.

"Damn it!" grunt was upset but also happy. His lips smiled proudly, but his heart was struggling.

Now it's time for him to act.

Wait, Agam stopped his steps.

It's 01:42 in the morning.

Should she force herself to arrest Linda? Linda's probably sleeping, right?

But .. I want to see you right now. His inner.

What can?

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