AGAPE (SELFLESS LOVE)
Regret A Meeting and Don't Regret A Meeting

Linda's POV

Sometimes I feel like the world is unfair to me. What if I want to be an artist?

Is that wrong?

After all, I feel if I can. But my father and mother said the artist's world was gray and pseudo. From the beginning, my mom and dad prevented me from becoming an artist.

My motivation for being an artist was when I was a kid.

I remember if the manau built in my village he said 90 percent was donated by a famous artist in this country. She's a singer, her songs are hits, and there are some of her songs that I memorize and often sing in the shower.

My voice is sweet. Yes, I have won singing competence. As a child, I still remember singing with my friends by the river while facing the canyon. The stage is a big rock.

The audience is of course my friends. They were soaking and swimming in the river while watching me. That was in my elementary school days.

"Lica, you are a good artist, your voice is good, you are also beautiful Li, like a city person. Haha."

Welcomed by my other friends.

"It's Lica if you're big, so just the artist, you just wander into the city, who knows any luck, aren't you friends?"

Lica is the name of the embed of my friends, short for pretty Linda. It's funny, but funny too.

"Yes, agree" said another.

"Eh, are you guys seriously fit to be an artist?" my many.

At that time my cheeks flushed red, my nose grew because my friends continued to complain and praise me. Mesem-mesem lips.

"Serious Li, ngaca dong Li, you are beautiful. Different you tuh with us - we, you are high, your skin is also smooth, he said it is the basic capital so the artist. Your art value is good."

"Yes Lica. Delicious Li, so the artist can be on TV, and famous everywhere."

That's how they praised me when I was a kid.

That compliment didn't come once, but many times, even every time they met me they always said, "Widih, the artist's candidate."

I used to not know if the definition of the artist turned out to be very broad. All I know, as long as it's famous and on TV yes.

I remember one day after playing in the river, I stood facing a cliff, then shouted while covering my ears to make my voice louder.

"Iku."

My shout was immediately greeted by the echo of my own voice

"Akuw kuw kuw ...."

I giggled because I was happy with the sound of the echo. If the sound of the reflection comes before the original sound is called echo. My teacher said so.

"Iku."

"Akuw kuw kuw ...."

"Maouu."

"Mawu wuw wuw ...."

"Sadiii."

"So diy diy ...."

"Artianists."

"Artiiis tis tis tis ...."

"Because."

"Known nal ...."

"I also want to marry a rich and handsome man" I shouted at that moment.

When I think of childhood, I want to be a child again, without burden, without problems, without sin.

My burden is only two, PR and I'm afraid to be scolded by my mother for making a mistake.

My lips smiled in remembrance of those times.

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However ....

My smile instantly disappeared when I realized that I had just experienced the most terrible thing in my life.

An event I never imagined before. I just miscarried.

And that ....

Very, very, painful.

The pain was severe when I realized my status. Yes I'm single. It hurts even more when I know .. if my mom and dad go home feeling depressed. Depressed because of me.

My smile immediately turned into a roar of tears that ran down the river. I was sobbing, I don't know how many liters of tears I shed.

When I want to wipe my tears, my hands feel hard to move. I opened my eyes, and it turned out .. The man's hand was holding mine.

After the dawn prayer, he came back with me. His head rested on the patient's bed and he fell asleep. Surely he was also tired because the whole night kept heating me up.

I looked at her, her lips still swollen and red. The more I looked at him, the more my heart rippled, he was very handsome.

I slowly tilted my body so I could stroke her hair. I saw his neck flushed, and the blisters were probably the remains of my claws. When I was in pain because of the contractions I grabbed her by the neck, more than just gripping her, I choked her, hehehe. I smiled remembering it.

"Linda ..., I'm a little claustrophobic, can't I just hug? Ja-don't strangle me," he lamented at the time.

Now, he always says our son, and calls me you.

"I like you."

I could hardly believe those words coming from his lips.

"I feel you accept me."

The words of Mr. Agam that made my cheeks reddened.

Even though I said "I don't feel welcome," but .. we were .. I even made room for her and I replied. Oh my goodness, so ashamed.

It still feels like. He is crazy and good at it. I shudder, but .. I like it. Oh my God, I hit my own head.

I was going to be quiet and pretend to be innocent, plus I was tired of having just miscarried. Uh, the fact is I was even. .. impressed aggressive. Hopefully Mr. Agam does not realize it.

Fortunately the apprentice midwife came at the right time.

I fell asleep again. Being around him, I feel comfortable.

A few moments later, in my sleep I heard the sound of conversation.

I'm sure that's the voice of Rani's midwife and the apprentice's midwife.

But ... I was too tired, so .. when they chatted, I kept my eyes closed. Even though they speak slowly, but .. I hear it.

"Said midwife Lia, you made a status about LB in your medsos, is it true?"

I was surprised, meaning .. they were talking about me.

"I-iya Brother. Sorry ...."

"What did you write until Lia's midwife got angry?"

"It's been removed, brother."

"Yes, you've deleted it, but someone must have read it."

"I-iya Brother. Sorry ...."

"Jawab first, what did you write? You see, Lia's midwife won't tell."

"I-I said I was very happy to meet a patient who looked like LB, I see, Brother."

"That's all?!"

"Yes, Brother."

"So did Lia's midwife tell you?"

"Lia's midwife was angry because of the address of Fatimah Ketag's doctor's clinic. I'm not aware of the location tag, brother. I didn't mean it, it was automatic."

Seriously, the conversation was making me uneasy. My heart is back beating.

"You know your mistake?"

"That-know, Brother."

"What?"

"On the first day of the internship, I-I was told by Fatimah's doctor not to make a status about the patient at any social center, especially if the patient had a relationship with the HGC officials, or the Haiden family."

"Well, that's you know. Do you know if the patient is a cousin of Mr. Agam Dirut HGC?"

"Yes, Brother."

"Why are you breaking?"

"I'm an LB fan, brother. I'm too happy to see someone similar to LB."

And just as I wanted to open my eyes, I heard Rani's midwife and the apprentice midwife shouting.

But ... haven't had time to know what happened, my eyes and mouth are already smothering.

Toloooong, mr. Agaaam .. please akuuu ....

I could only scream in my heart and cry, because my mouth was covered in cloth.

What other trials are these? Yes Rabb .. I really don't understand why this test is constantly approaching me.

"Because you are meritorious, I will not hurt you! Haha." Said a man, in the midst of the screams of pain midwife Rani.

"Aargh .. a-ampun sa-sakiiit ...." The groaning of Rani's midwife tightened my chest.

"Sister Rani, huuu huu ..., you are evil! Whoa y'all?!"

I tried to thrash, but they couldn't tie my legs and hands. Barbarically! Who exactly are these people? What wrong?

Are they my enemies? Or Mr Agam's enemy?

Ocity ....

I continued to thrash as my body felt soaring into the air as it was being carried by someone.

Although the people around me sounded rude, but .. I did not hear a word from the person who lifted me up.

Who her? The clothes smell very good, but I don't like this fragrance, I like the smell of Mr. Agam.

Mr. Agam, I'm sorry .. I'm afraid that today is the day of our last meeting. Thank you for accompanying me through the birth process of our fetus.

All the good memories that have happened between us I will always remember. I know, if our relationship is a mistake, but .. I love you Mr. Agam.

Thank you, because it turns out you love me too, just .. I still don't know why you're late to say it?

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Right now I can only resign, whatever will happen .. I leave it to You, O Owner of the universe.

"Lake in!"

I heard a knock from someone when my body was laid in a car. I knew it was a car because I heard the engine.

"Huuu ...."

It turned out to be the voice of an apprentice midwife. Too bad, he who does not know anything should be involved because of me.

This car drove fast. Along the way, I kept praying for my safety and for my baby. I was so scared, my body was goosebumps and shivers. Because along the way .. someone kept stroking my hair like a loving.

She also wiped my tears and rubbed my cheeks gently, but.

Then the car stopped somewhere.

"This is your house, right?!"

"Yes sir ...."

"You know what that means?!"

"Don't know, sir."

"Basic fool!! That is, we know the origin of you and your family. So, if you were to divulge this incident, then it is your family that we will finish off! Understand!?"

"Yes, fa-shares, sir ...."

"Now go home to your house and bring this money!"

"I-I don't want money, sir ...."

"It's reward money because you're meritorious. Two hours ago you made a status about LB, right?"

"What?!"

"Have it, go and have fun with the money!"

'COLLAPSE.'

There was a sound of a car door being shut. Then I felt my hand being pressed.

"The results are within normal limits sir," he said. That's a woman's voice. I'm getting confused, by whom am I being kidnapped?

Mr. Agam ... I am afraid .. who are they?

Mr. Agam .. are we not destined to be together?

Why is it that when I know you like me, something like this happens.

"Dok, said Mister, give her a safe sedative for pregnant women."

"Good."

What's?! That means I checked out the doctor.

I'm getting freaked out.

These kidnappers know I'm pregnant.

Lord, do not let them hurt me and my son.

The infusion on both my hands was not removed. I then felt the vein in my hand ache and cold. Meaning ... the dope they are referring to is being injected.

The shadow of my father and mother's faces, bristling in my mind, Yolla and Yolly I felt as if I were painting my face with lispstick.

In this instant, I felt sorry to have become a broadcaster on TV KITA, I regretted not obeying my father and mother, I regret having received offers to be an MC on several television stations, he said, I regret being a HGC brans ambassador. I regret being famous.

But ....

I don't regret meeting you, Mr. Agam ....

Then ....

I felt my body a little dizzy, light, limp, sleepy, comfortable, and. I forgot everything.

***

Fatimah Doctors Clinic

Fatimah's doctor has made a report of alleged abuse by unknown people against his employees.

Midwife Rani as a victim, could not be questioned because after being found sprawled by Agam, he was immediately rushed to the hospital.

Midwife Lia Baralibi is conducting an examination on another pasein. Security guards are in the bathroom. The internship midwife admitted to go home first and had permission to the midwife Rani on the grounds of illness.

As for the existence of patient named Bulinda, Fatimah's doctor has personally kept it a secret. Even Fatimah's own doctors damaged CCTV at the entrance to protect Agam and Linda.

From the beginning he had been told by Mr. Deanka Young that becoming a personal obstetrician for the Mr. Bahir Family and Agam Ben Buana was not an easy thing.

"Doctors know about me, the HGC and the Haiden family, right? Sooner or later, you could be dealing with difficult conditions while serving patients who have a relationship with me, HGC or with Agam."

Obviously Young Master Deanka when he signed the contract of approval to become a private obstetrician.

"Perhaps, this is what Young Master Deanka meant," muttered Fatimah's doctor as she stared at the passing of Agam who was driving a car while carrying a fetus in his chest.

***

The House of Agam Ben Buana

"AARGH."

Agam screamed with all his might, he had just arrived from the Fatimah doctor's clinic, he had not dared to get out of his car when Mr. Yudha knocked on the car's glass.

"Sir Agam, Sir, what's wrong with you? What did you bring? Sir, why is it?" asked Mr. Yudha while peeking into the car and staring at a small sling that was coiled around Agam's neck.

Agam waved a hand that meant not to be disturbed. Mr. Yudha retreated and moved away.

Agam slowly opened his sling with a very sick heart. Hugged and kissed by the wrapping cloth with pursed lips, he was holding back the agitation of the stifling taste of the chest.

Agam wanted to cry and scream, complaining to the Almighty to protest his destiny.

"My little boy, sorry .. papa lost track of your mama. Her phone was left behind, so ... for a while Papa hasn't been able to track her whereabouts."

"Now Papa will focus first on burying you properly. Don't be sad, Papa told Papa's people to look for Mama."

"My little boy, today the plan is I want to propose to your mama, but .. this incident is unexpected Papa."

Linda ... The thing I regret the most right now is.

If only you hadn't met me, maybe .. you wouldn't have suffered like this. I want to make you happy Linda, I want to atone for all my sins.

What good are all the things I have, if in the end I have to suffer like this.

Mr. Deanka ... Miss Aiza ..., may I ask for your help? I need a friend to talk to.

But .. You two just got happy. I don't want to ruin your happiness with my problems.

Agam lamented his fate while hugging the small fetal corpse pack. The world looks dark.

He then contacted Nadia's mother to report the matter, but.

Then contact Gama, the younger brother. But Gama's phone is off. After contacting his teacher, he was told that Gama was not allowed to bring a cell phone to the training ground. If it fits the agenda, Gama will go home in 4 days.

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Finally ... Agam told the secret of the small package to Mr. Yudha and Mr. Ira. Two people he had considered his own family.

Mr. Yudha was stunned and unable to hold back the tears, while Mr. Ira of course roared while calling out Linda's name.

***

In A Mansion

Linda opened her eyes slowly, then circulated her gaze. He was in a luxurious room. His hand is still attached to the infusion of two lines. Both of his legs were tied to the side of the bed. The check in his hand, and the clot in his mouth was already released.

"I'm where? I takuuut ..., Mr. Agam .. please ...." Sluggishly.

Linda fell silent and pursed her lips as the door of the luxurious room slowly opened and someone walked in. His eyes were round and his body was limp as he learned of the figure.

"You?!! W-why? Why did you kidnap me?!" his yell.

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