AGAPE (SELFLESS LOVE)
I'm Sorry, Ice ....
The rain subsided, the rumbling sounds replaced by the windy mood. The sun peeked back. Wiping away the cloud and replacing it with a beam of light.
Trees sway, dripping wet pieces and dew at the end of the foliage. The little bird is crunching, pecking at the nest waiting for the mother to come home.
The white car is still parked with the engine on. The hummingbird seemed to perch on its roof, then flapped its wings and went away as it was startled by the screams from inside the car.
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"Aaaa," cried Freissya.
Surprised not a bitch when he woke up in the middle of hugging the innocent body Gama, meaning upper body yes, do not misperception.
"I-ice? Ssst .. You're noisy."
Gama put his index finger on Freissya's lips, and closed his eyes again. He also ended up falling asleep in the car.
"VAL!" freissya Shouts.
"What's? What pretty?" goda. Then slowly get up and smile.
"Are you crazy?! You tricked me?! This is a blazing car! You said strike, right?!"
He brushed off Gama's hand while he was busy checking his body. Freissya was afraid that someone would open up or change positions.
"So it broke down, it's on fire again. When you sleep, I fix it."
The second ruse was executed, would Freissya believe it?
"lik! You must be lying!" The girl did not believe.
"It's up to you to believe it or not. Hoam, Ice sleeps again yuk, I'm still sleepy."
"Val, enough! I don't want to be fooled again, look it's eleven o'clock in the afternoon, what if my father and mother are angry?! I'm going home, I'm going on foot."
Freissya seemed to be furious, she tried to open the car door.
"Ice, relax. I will take responsibility, I will explain to your father and mother. Okay, we're going home."
Gama returned the seat, then back to the front of the wheel, he put on a shirt before turning on the steering wheel. The clothes were half wet and half dry. The other term is still wet but almost dry.
Freissya pouted at the maximum, her lips choking. Angry, angry, and feeling deceived. But, he also slightly believed that the car was back on when he fell asleep.
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The car has gone. Freissya remained in the back seat, and was grieving her folly. He could have hugged a man. In fact, Giopun whose lover was never hugged that close.
Earlier, his cheeks even stuck to Gama's chest. Really crazy and embarrassing, he thought.
"Yeah."
Again, he screamed. Until Gama jumped in shock. But the crocodile's lips look smirking.
Sure, I was imagining the incident. Recalling as Freissya approached and hugged him involuntarily. Then he kissed Freissya's cheeks and forehead with anxiety.
Now entering a crowded lane, Gama turned the wheel to a place.
"Cock it here?" Freissya protest.
"My friend's birthday, I want to give him a present. You choose yes" he said as he parked the car.
"Val, I'm going straight home, I'm hungry. Mom and Dad are worried" he said.
"Relax, I've sent a message to Mara's mom that you and I have a show."
"You're my sister, Ice. Your mom and dad understand. I told Mara's mom to tell her you were taking me to check up."
"You're lying, Val." Freissya's getting upset.
"Yes, lying. Hahaha, don't imitate ya," he said. Then get off and open the car door for Freissya.
"We eat first, you're hungry, right? I'm hungry too." Hands out.
"Issh, no need. I can do it myself" he refused.
"Let's eat in that cafeteria," Gama asked. Sumringah's face.
Freissya was surprised, the cafeteria Gama appointed was the cafeteria he had once aspired to visit. So confused between wanting to be grateful or continue to be upset with Gama.
The confusion blurred as Gama's hand clasped it. I want to be pushed but feel strong.
"A little while, yes. I just broke up with all my lovers, Ice. Let's just say you're entertaining me. Entertaining someone can get a reward, you know." His word.
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Freissya kept quiet, but did not resist, slightly widening as she arrived inside. A suitable sentence for the interior design of the cafeteria is .. magnificent and aesthetic.
"Welcome, please."
Apparently the waiter in this cafeteria knew Gama. Grazing on Freissya, her white-and-white uniform was slightly off. Luckily, Freissya had changed her clothes. There is no logo on the government hospital where he works.
"This is my personal sister" said Gama.
"Oh, I guess his new girlfriend" said the waiter.
Gama took Freissya to a special room. The girl was scared, her hands were cold.
"Val," the squeaky feels uncomfortable.
"Why?"
"I want to eat in the front room, it's crowded, don't come here."
"Look down, there's me. This is the place."
They arrived at the special room.
Long story short, Gama and Freissya had lunch together. Freissya looked down more often and focused on food. While Gama, enjoy the menu while staring at Freissya for sure.
This time he was very happy. Spontaneous hand stroking Freissya's hair.
"Val's? Why?" tanyakanya.
"If I'm not Agam Ben Buana's sister, then you don't have a boyfriend yet, do you want to be my girlfriend?" tanyakanya.
"Huhuh?" Freissya knitted her brows.
"How's it?" Gamma really needed an answer.
"I can't answer. Val, you have it all, there must be a lot of women who want to be your lover" he said.
"But .. I love you Ice." Again, Gama rubbed Freissya's hair.
"Enough, Val." His word. Bribes ceased.
"M-ma-sorry Ice, sorry. Please continue eating. I'm sorry, okay?" said Gama. Then he focused on eating his food.
"Ice, I'm sorry for my wrong feelings. I love you when you already have a boyfriend and of course don't like me. I really want to be free of this feeling. I don't want to love you, but it's hard. I'm confused."
Gama told me again after they ate. Freissya would steal a glance.
"Look, I've decided to forget you, I want to obey my brother's wish to continue school and study abroad. Hopefully after there .. I can forget you. Today is our last day together, you want to accompany me, right? I'm leaving tomorrow."
Freissya lowered her head, somehow there was a feeling that stuck in her mind when she knew Gama was leaving. Suddenly feeling pity, and ....
And what feelings are there? Freissya's confused. But then again, he was self-conscious about their differences.
"If it's your decision, I'm in favor."
"You're supportive?"
Sad gama. Actually, he wanted Freissya to ban him.
But ... Who is he?
In Freissya's eyes, he was just a bad boy and a play boy who forced her to become friends.
"Well, I'm going to be with you today, but .. I have to call you first, I'm afraid they're worried" Freissya continued.
"Thank you, Ice. Just use my phone." Giving her cell phone.
"Your phone's not dead?" Bummer. His eyes until glared.
"No, I tricked you, sorry."
"Basic naughty!" Freissya. He spontaneously hit Gama's shoulder.
"M-sorry Val." Swiped it.
"It's okay Ice, but it hurts a little."
"really?" Freissya lamented.
"Hahaha, but a lie," seduced Gama.
Both then laughed.
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Gama and Freissya are already in the boutique. Because urged, Freissya finally wanted to change her clothes with Gama's clothes. Then they chose various dresses, and shoes that he said were for Gama's friend's gift.
"Seriously your friend's body and his shoes are about the size of mine?"
Freissya was suspicious. Because what Gama chooses is adjusted to his body size.
"Seriously Ice. He's like you."
Gama spoke as he continued to stare at the beautiful-looking Ice in her new dress. Her appearance is so adorable. Freissya let Gama keep looking at her, nor did she resist when Gama pinned a hair-dress ribbon and a cute bandana on her head.
"Aaarrghh, you're funny" said Gama.
"Hahaha, you too."
Freissya tiptoed while idly putting a bandana on Gama's head. Gama.
Then they mirrored together and laughed.
Usually not laughing, this girl might be his real girlfriend. Inner boutique owner.
He already knew that Gama often brought women and shop at his boutique. Women vary. Always changing every day. But he just saw the joy of Gama on this day.
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The shopping is over. Everything was put in the trunk.
"Where are we going?" ask Freissya.
"Today's my friend's birthday invitation, would you like to accompany me?"
"May, but don't get to Val's night. I can't be home more than eight."
"Well, we just come. The venue is not too far away. Cafe near the beach. You know, right?"
"Oh, there? Yeah, I know."
"Thank you Ice. Now we go home. After Maghrib, I'm waiting for you on the front page."
Gama smiled happily. He thought that, although he would part with Freissya, but at least, they could be together for the last time.
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And Gama's sentence upon arrival at home, made Freissya surprised.
"Ice, the clothes we picked were for you."
"W-what?! But Val, I'm not---."
"Sssst, the light blue color is used to go to the party, yes, we will wear matching clothes" he said.
Without waiting for an answer, Gama quickly rushed to bring groceries and put them on the terrace of Freissya's house.
"Suppose these mementos from me. Don't refuse," he said.
Freissya could only sigh and stare at Gama's departure with a confused feeling.
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The expected time has come. Gama was waiting for him in the front yard of Mara's house. Very handsome in his classy suit. Her nose stiffened upon seeing the awaited arrival.
Justjust wonderful. Freissya is so beautiful charming, she walks with a little stiff. Understand for the first time to wear a dress as beautiful as this.
"Well, beautiful," praised Gama.
"His beautiful wood, not me" Freissya said, blushing.
Then they walked down the alley to Gama's friend's car parked in a special parking area owned by residents around. Lucky deserted streets. So, not being the center of attention.
"What did you say to your mom and dad?"
"Emm, say invited to a friend's birthday party my patient friend, I'm not lying."
They're already in the car.
"If it's the same doctor Gio, what do you say?"
"I said the same thing."
I told Brother Gio that after tonight, you and I will never meet again, inner Freissya.
"Your boyfriend agrees?"
Freissya nodded.
Yes, Brother Gio agrees. Because after this, you won't bother me anymore. Freissya daydreaming.
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~Tiba on showplace~
"That's so great Val, I'm ashamed."
"Not ashamed, Ice. You're beautiful, no-no you're prettiest.
"Welcome sultan Yasa, wah gandengan nih new."
It turns out that Gama's nickname was the sultan of Yasa.
Gama was immediately greeted by his friends. Gama did not take off Freissya's hand, the girl did not dare to raise her head. He was clumsy with an atmosphere that he thought was too glamorous.
"Which son, sultan Yas?"
"He's my friend, no one touches him" Gama said as he led Freissya into the room.
Then Gama or Yasa was mobbed by about eight women.
"You guys?" Gama shocked.
"Yasa, so this girl made you cut ties with me?!" yell at one of them.
"Yasa, you bastard huh, you're dating Monik as well?!"
"Yasa! You shot me too? Who's your real boyfriend?"
The girls are noisier.
"Hahaha," Gama replied with a laugh.
"Hey calm down, this is my show! No one dares to make a fuss here! Don't bother the sultan Yasa and his friends! He's a special guest here" said a handsome young man who is thought to be the show's owner. Looks like he's the one with the birthday.
"Teo, how the hell are you? Your brother was also hurt by the sultan, right?" say another girl.
"Yes, I know. But sultan Yasa has given me a special gift and apologized" he explained.
"What does he love, brother? I still like sultan Yasa."
The younger brother of a man named Teo sulked. Swung on her brother's shoulder while staring cynically at Freissya who was still down.
"Lei, the funds of this anniversary event are entirely from the sultan of Yasa. Not mody or dady. So, you guys please, respect our sultan."
Gama grinned, folded his hands on his chest and raised both of his eyebrows as admiration and praise shot out of his friends' mouths.
"WOW, Yasa is really the sultan."
They clapped their hands, then led Gama and Freissya to the main seat.
But it did not escape the disappointed look of the girls and the envious gaze of five men of Gama's age who had been sitting in groups.
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"I'm upset! He's a rich ass, whose son is he? The son of a state official?!" ask one of the men from the group.
"Hey, you're the classmate, you should know whose son he is?" another whisper.
"Well, that's the problem. His identity is as if covered. I once sneaked into the student's file room, strangely belonging to the Yasa there is no file there is only a map."
"It's likely he's a mafia boy" said another.
"Sstt, already. Let no one suspect us, we are invited guests, behave like other guests. Focus on our initial mission to finish off the sultan."
"True, after this he'll be embarrassed or he could be expelled from school."
"Yes, I also have a grudge against him. Only by coming together like this can we take revenge."
"It still hurts when my boyfriend decides on me and the next day he's going out with the crocodile sultan."
"Our fate is the same, I too was dumped by my lover because of the Yasa."
"My sister almost drank insect venom because it was decided by Yasa."
"This time we must have succeeded, he happened to borrow Gifka's car. Gifka's innocent, so when I put a camera in his car he didn't suspect anything."
"Good."
They do 'Tos.'
"If I hate him because my papa always compares me and the Yasa, my papa the homeroom teacher of Yasa. He said he wanted to have a genius child like Yasa, he always praised Yasa in front of me, I'm sick of it!"
Such was the rumor of their chat.
The next chat was not heard as the event was about to begin. The atmosphere became boisterous, confusing, and disguising hearing.
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Time keeps rolling, the event is getting lively. The music continues to flow. The event will last until midnight or before the change of date.
"Val, ki-we go home yuk. It's almost eight o'clock."
Freissya pulls Gama's shirt.
"Well, I'll let you go home to Teo, you wait a minute.
"Yes" said Freissya, sipping the orange ice in front of her.
He had promised father and mother would go home no later than half 9 p.m.
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~On highway~
"Huhh, Ice I can't concentrate on driving," complained Gama. He was agitated, his face reddened.
Freissya was silent, the girl focused on staring at the sea that was stretched out on her left side. His hands were busy shaking.
Why yes?
"Val, I-I'm so sultry, I'm hot, this is weird." Glancing, it turns out Freissyapun's face flushed red.
Gama slowed the steering.
"I'm Ice-dizzy, we're slow, yeah."
"Val, I-I'm so sultry, can't the car's glass be opened?"
Freissya is confused, Gama's face looks seductive.
Wh why?
What's the matter?
"Ja-don't Ice, the sea breeze is quite big, I'm afraid you catch a cold. Ahhh, siaaal, I'm dizzy."
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Car pulled over on the shoulder of the road. About five meters from the beach.
"Yes Val, if dizziness is not forced," said Freissya he bit his lip.
"My feelings are bad," Gama caught his breath.
"Yes Val, me too, how about we get out first?" bargain Freissya.
"Good idea," Gama took off his seatbelt, but he saw Freissya having trouble removing the belt.
"Let me help you" said Gama.
He approached to help remove Freissya's seat belt. And it was at this moment that the unexpected happened.
"Kk-Kak Gio?" Freissya. He hugged Gama's neck.
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Gama shocked. His heart almost jumped. He realized something.
"I-Ice, I'm Valyasa. Gamayasa Val Buana, not Gio."
Gama's voice trembled, he was holding back the strange turmoil that was flowing fast and radiating throughout his body.
"Emmhh ... Val? Uh, Sister Gio .. a-I was in ...?"
Freisya stared at Gama, her lips continuously bitten.
Freissya's hand moved by itself unbinding the ribbon-shaped dress that was lined beautifully on the front of her dress. What a dangerous sight.
"Ice's sober, I-I'll grab some water, it's in the trunk. Looks like someone's been deliberately pranking me."
Gama is still sane, but his eyes are not focused, just as subtle as Freissya's netra.
"Gio, how are you so handsome? I-I just realized, hahaha."
Freissya laughed while re-embracing Gama's shoulder, and this time it was worse than before. Freissya kissed Gama's neck to coincide with her seatbelt being removed.
"Hhhhhh, ummh ... I-Ice, Ice conscious .. a-I'm Val, a-I'm mom----."
Gama's sentence was blocked for a moment when Freissya closed her eyes, brought her face closer to him, while her tiny red lips were raised.
"I-Ice ...."
Gama swallowed the saliva while cupping the girl's face.
And ....
"Kiss me please ...."
The deadly seduction was thrown smoothly from Freissya's lips. And the girl's hand slowly traced Gama's retracted chest.
May Gama still be sane, but .... It doesn't seem like anymore.
Right now, Gama is no longer able to resist. His sense of well-being was gone, he closed his eyes and grabbed the pomegranate red one gently, but was suddenly greedy when the uncontrollable desire re-influenced his soul and body.
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Created a scene that should not be, the two people who are both young are dissolved in the atmosphere of love, then stunned and swayed by a sense of demanding and opium.
"I'm Gama Yasa Val Buana, not Gio, I-remember my name is Ice" Gama said as the girl wrestled to her chest.
Both faces are red. Both feel the heat, equally entangled in desire, and equally out of control. Loss of common sense, and shame.
What a savage person who has trapped both of them.
Gama undressed, and with Freissya, the girl changed. Then Gama tore a rough Freissya dress.
The car seat had reclined, and the girl had been under Gama's confinement with an omnipresent expression.
His eyes were groaning, as if he was saying 'As if immediately.' And Gama's gaze seemed to say 'Alright.'
"Ice ...."
Gama is aware that this girl is Ice, but does not realize that what she is doing is a misleading way.
"W-you ..who are you?" Drunk freissya.
He looked at Gama's face. The girl's tears flowed. In his subconscious, his inner saint might just reject this scene. But, unfortunately, the human body is limited. It is difficult to counteract the sedative effects especially in high doses.
"I-I Gamayasa Val Buana.
Gamapun stared at Freissya's face fixed, his eyes glazed, there was a clear line in the corner of Gama's eyes.
In his subconscious he is trying to resist the surge, but unfortunately .. sedative effect and beautiful flowers that buds it has removed its bright side.
In silence, they slowly wandered. Become adult men and women who are thirsty. Play the role of the prime, channeling despair and unusual love.
No more words of rebuttal, no more anger. There is only the roar of breath that dominates. Then it closed together and moaned together as the two got a taste that had never been felt before.
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The sea breeze blew ashore, as Freissya's cry echoed. Meaning echoing.
Freissya was like in pain, the girl was screeching and complaining. Gama's voice was not heard again. I don't know what happened in that car.
Then ... the moaning and crying sounds more clearly heard. As if combined with the pounding of small waves that dribble ripples to the beach.
Sayup heard a consistent moaning sound and synergized with d e s a h n nan smooth.
When the flash of meteorite light flashed, it was clear there was a white finger that was gripping the seat. Then a fluffy hand cupped him, as if giving strength to the owner of the fingers lentik.
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What the hell's going on?
Gama, Freissya, what are you doing?
Rumbling waves continue to be heard, various types of cars pass quickly in this lane. The white parked car was undisturbed.
Again, the other Buana had torn the innocent holy crown.
Now, the ice has melted and united with its sweat.
Gama has crossed the forbidden line of his life value. In fact, he had promised Agam would not cross the forbidden limits of religion.
What her sister did to LB was the thing she hated the most.
And one day Gama once said ....
"I'd be willing to die at Brother's hands if I dared to do 'that.' I have many lovers, brother. But, just to mess around and spend the pocket money. Seriously, the thing I do is just hug."
"Lied!" yell Agam.
"For God's sake, I dare kiss her on the forehead, brother."
"Okay, I believe. If one day you break you'll kill your brother."
"Oh yeah? Didn't Brother also violate? Should I kill Brother?"
"Sister will be killed by himself, without dirtying your hands."
The memory returns as Gama's body collapses over Freissya's helpless body. The girl fell asleep, her face paled.
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Gama. Thousands of mace hit his chest, but .. late.
What have I done? Shouts in the heart.
"I-Ice," he muttered, then lifted his body.
He looked at the girl. The dress's been torn. Freissya's body parts are exposed. Gama's body trembled as he looked at his own body.
Idaaq ....
Gama immediately cried when he saw a fresh blood splatter dirtying the lower body belonging to Freissya and also hers. Even dirtying dresses and chairs.
Aaaarrgghh ....
"Mother ... Brother Agam .. forgive me .... Huuu ...."
Gama is desperate. He held Freissya's body in his chest.
"I-Ice im so sorry .. sorry Ice, I'm sorry Ice .... S-sorry ...."
He half-naturedly hugged Freissya while crying.
And his eyes widened when he realized there was a suspicious object attached to the lights on the roof of the car.
INSOLENT!!
Gama realizes that he has been framed, and Ice is the victim. No, he and Ice are victims. If this is the case, who is to blame the most?