AGAPE (SELFLESS LOVE)
Jealousy Versus Love

The equally beautiful lips are now getting closer, almost clinging and clinging. It was probably only a centimeter away, until the two could feel how warm the breath was. The scenery and interaction between the two is very harmonious.

Dag.

Digs.

Dugs.

Derr.

And ....

"Let's!" Gama widened his eyes.

Gama is worried if Agam really faints. He came out of the room in a hurry, his heart almost released when he saw the sweet scene in front of Linda's room and spontaneously shouted.

Linda immediately turned her face and entered her room. He locked the door and cursed his stupidity. Agam pulled his hair strong, his jaw hardened, wanted to feel like mutilating Gama this second as well.

"ARGHH, Gamaaa" he shouted.

Agam pulled Gama's pajamas, until the buttons fell. Angry, and angry together. His golden opportunity just disappeared.

"Sory, Brother. I'm so sory," Gama grimaced. Seriously, Agam's grip hurt his neck.

"Come to my room now!" Agam dragged his sister.

BRUGH, he slammed Gama on the sofa in his room.

"Awh," Gama pouted and scratched his head.

"Now you treat Brother's back, please!" his yell.

I want to be angry about the failure. But nevertheless Gama has become the mediator of how the Almighty prevents him from committing that sin. The sins he so longed for. Ah, totally crazy.

That was a little more then. He could even feel the smell of fresh fruit from those beautiful lips. The lips he had once enjoyed from all sides and corners mercilessly, and only stopped enjoying them when he was completely exhausted.

"Once again sorry, brother. I was spontaneous. Seriously not intentionally."

Gama took the P3K box on the nightstand, then approached Agam who was face down on the bed while burying his head on the pillow.

"Yes it's okay. Sorry ... The brother even showed a bad thing in front of you," he said while grimacing occasionally as Gama began to smear his wounds with antiseptic liquid.

"It's not good, but it was beautiful. Haha." Ending his bitter laughter.

"Damn you. Oiya Gama, next time please do not dare to touch LB. Brother doesn't like it, or your hand Brother break it," he threatened.

"But, it's a terrible threat. I'm sorry, brother, that was on the kitchen stairs I also accidentally."

"This time Brother forgive, remember there is only one warning, there is no second or third time. Catch that!!"

"Ready."

"Oiya, remember also yes Gama, do not let people out there know that you are his sister Brother. You're still keeping that secret, aren't you?"

"Still Brother, all this time only the teacher's board knows" replied Gama.

"Well, until now you have to keep a secret. Brother has many enemies, Brother does not want to endanger your life. Don't let any bad people use you to frame Brother. That's one of the reasons why after graduating from high school you're forbidden to go to college first."

"Sister wants you to study first for a year in the padepokan ex-Sister. The hope is that when Big Brother is not around, you can protect yourself" said Agam.

"Okay" he answered. Without asking why or how her brother got hurt. Gama focus treating.

"Gama" said Agam.

"Yes" he answered.

"Honestly you're the same big brother, have you ever kissed a woman's lips? If ever, you shouldn't have panicked" said Agam.

"Hahaha, honestly, brother. Never does. I do change girlfriends often, but I just hugged the same kiss her forehead and cheeks," added Gama.

"Hmm, I'm not sure" said Agam.

"Hahaha, I'm serious, brother. I haven't found a woman who makes my heart beat, so far I've been dating you on a whim."

"Thank God, keep it up. Don't let you be evil like Brother. Sister regrets desecrating LB. But ...."

"But what?"

"But Brother is grateful to know him. Yes, Brother did regret that day, but after that incident Big Brother felt more excited through the day."

He began to close his eyes. Then tilt to the right so that Gama can treat the wounds in the abdomen and chest.

"It seems like LB has forgiven Brother. She was quiet when she wanted to kiss."

"Okay, Brother is confused too."

"Maybe he's forgotten his lover."

"What did you say?!" I opened my eyes and sat down.

"Repeat! What do you mean she's forgotten her lover, hahh?!"

Gama's pajamas are back.

"Sister doesn't know? Mother said, when LB sister asked if she had a boyfriend? He said it already, brother. I thought you knew."

"What?! Get out of my room! Go."

Agam pushed Gama. His anger returned. Because all he knows is Linda doesn't have a boyfriend. After Gama left, Agam again clenched his hands and vented his anger at the samsak in his room.

BUGS.

"On TV you say you're single."

BUGS.

"Why did you tell my mom that you have a boyfriend?! Are you intentionally trying to hurt my feelings?!"

Who's the guy? I need to find out his identity. Apparently you're just pretending to be a good LB. I've been misjudging your compliance lately.

BUGS.

Agam continued to beat the samsak, his body was tired again, his heart was injured again, and his stomach was getting hungry. But his appetite is gone.

I have to investigate who her boyfriend is. I also need to find her family soon. If he is honest with his mother, it means that he has been lying to the public by saying he is still single.

LB, what are you really like?

Do you really not like me? Then why do those people want to kill you? And there are others besides me who want to make you a wife. Who's the guy?

"Yeah! Your life is complicated."

It collapsed again for the second time. This time his body hit the floor with a grass-shaped carpet that was quite thick, at least his body was not injured. Agam then closed his eyes trying to throw off his turmoil and anger.

Whoisyourlover? How long have you been dating? What have you been doing while you were together? Linda ... Why is my chest tight and hot when I know you already have a boyfriend?

Yes, I know if I was the first to take your chastity, but .. in your heart there is someone else. This time I felt really in love.

Love is fun, but it hurts too.

Agam then reopened his eyes, tonight .. feels so long and tiring. His heart will calm down when he returns to complain to Him. However, he felt his body very tired, and the former lash now felt sore.

But ... His heart was more sore and sick.

But he knew he was forbidden to fall. There were other things he had to fight for besides LB. There is Gama, his mother, HGC and all his employees, as well as there is an orphanage foundation that he has managed together with Mr. Muda Deanka and the HGC commissioner.

I can't fall just because of that woman. I just focus on looking after my son-in-law. I can no longer force him to love me. If I'm just feeling this sick, what about that guy?

He will also be sad when he finds out that his lover is stained. Yes, Rabbi ..again I feel this is very painful, again I feel that happiness and calmness is difficult to achieve.

***

The wall clock has shown at 02.17 local time. Hungry, Agam forced himself to wake up. It's Thursday, the schedule is fasting. Inevitably he must eat sahur so that his fast is smooth.

After taking a shower, Agam staggered into the kitchen. While passing Linda's room her legs stopped for a moment.

Did he sleep well?

Is he wearing a blanket?

Is my son-in-law okay?

Linda's pregnancy, however, was the result of her act. You can imagine how crumbling Linda and her family were at the time. They must be in tremendous pain, born and inner. Not to mention the uncomfortable disorders that occur in Linda's body during pregnancy.

The problems Linda experienced certainly include physical and nonphysical. It could be that Linda's mind will be sick for the rest of her life. Linda may be going to hate the fetus in her stomach because it is haunted by feelings of disgust for her actions.

If so, then how can he nurture and educate his children well? The question just popped up. On the other hand, Agampun approached the door and pressed his ears.

DEG.

Agam surprised. There was a groaning sound from Linda's room. Groaning is like pain, then there's stuffing. She was sure Linda was crying.

Just let him cry.

Agam sighed, then resumed his steps. But only two steps he stepped, his feet stiff.

I may not care about her, but .. she's pregnant with my son. If he is sick and sad, it will certainly have an impact on the development of my son.

Agam must not be selfish, despite all the personal things about Linda, he must keep her and care for her for the survival of his baby.

He turned around, opened Linda's room door, but it was locked. Agam rushed to his room to retrieve the duplicate key, then opened the door with a feeling of unease.

"Mrs Linda," he called. Eyes circulating. Again, the woman must be in the bathroom.

Agam ran there. Sure enough, the beautiful woman was drooping in the bathroom leaning against the toilet sitting with her face paled. Her pyjamas were full of vomit, her trousers were soaked. Linda regurgitated the food she had eaten this afternoon at the simple stall.

Sick, Agam heart ached to see it, how could he have had the intention to not care about this woman.

"Mother Linda woke up, look at me." With hesitation, he patted her gently on the cheek. When his hands were held, it felt so cold.

"Sir Agam ..," he said, he opened his eyes slightly and then closed again.

"Tolooong ..," he cried again with trembling lips, and a face that was turning increasingly cold.

"Sorry, I have to take off your shirt. Don't misunderstand me, please."

But Linda did not win, her energy was almost exhausted. It felt 5L. Languid, tired, weak, tired and inattentive. Linda is negligent about her condition. He does not care what Agam will do, because at this time he really feels uncomfortable.

Agam took the washcloth, wiped the rest of the vomit on Linda's shirt without any disgust. Then take a towel and carry Linda to bed. Immediately he regretted that Ira had been sent to be the wedding committee of the HGC commissioner.

"Sorry, I have to take off your shirt. Don't misunderstand me, please." Again, Agam repeated those words. After taking a change of clothes, he closed his eyes to open Linda's clothes.

Siaal, why so many buttons anyway?!

Hands shaking. His heart was running. The AC that he deliberately turned off so that Linda did not get cold, making Agam overheated. He has been a few times, but still his heart is not calm.

Successfully, he managed to open it. Linda was shaking with cold. His teeth even crackled.

"Mr ...." Linda called.

Spontaneous Agam opened his eyes, and saw the parts. Oh no, again his faith is at stake. It is so beautiful and so beautiful. Linda immediately covered her body with trembling hands.

"Go ...," said Linda. Again he felt used.

"I can't go. You want to think I'm a criminal, I don't care."

I took off the shirt quickly and violently. If he is slow, his evil desire is even more passionate.

Tonight, Agam is tested again with a very real cohesion. Linda hugged her body which left only underwear. Indeed, in front of Agam, he seemed to have no self-respect anymore. Wanted to get up and pull the bedcover, but he was helpless. Agam enveloped him while turning his face and swallowing his saliva several times.

If only he followed lust, it felt like he wanted to get into that bedcover to vent his longing and re-perceive that pleasure and sin again, again and again.

But the faith in his chest encouraged Agam to immediately move, open the wardrobe and take whatever clothes can be used. Out of nervousness, Agam picked up the wrong shirt.

"I'm sorry, I'm going to put her clothes on, sorry."

With trembling hands he put on the shirt. Linda was silent, she was very embarrassed, confused and limp.

"The book is hard to get into, is it small or is it?" lamented Agam.

This shirt I never wear, small and minimal, Linda's inner.

With a little difficulty, finally managed to wear the shirt. Geez, the results are really sad. This casual mini dress is very tight and minimal.

It is worth the difficulty, the length is even only a quarter of the thigh. And on the belly of Linda is adorable, looks a little full and bulging. Oh, naw. Linda is so beautiful and sexy.

Again, faith is at stake.

"Wait a minute, I'll get some food and warm water" Agam said after he wrapped Linda in a blanket and threw away her dirty thoughts.

"Sir ..," said Linda, she opened her eyes. His lips said something.

Agam can't hear anything. He had to close his ears to hear.

"I want to ...."

"Sa-I want some fried rice, w-what can?" whispered.

"Fried rice?"

Linda nodded slowly.

"Okay, I made it. Oiya want what drink?"

"Anything, but don't milk pregnant. I want milk box but the cold yes, not goat milk, want milk that is usually drunk with Gama," he said.

After feeling comfortable and warm, Linda has no trouble speaking.

"Well, wait for me."

Agam. But before Agam turned back, Linda held his hand.

"Why?" ask Agam.

"Father also ate yes, you have not eaten, right? I-I want to eat together" Linda said.

"What?!" Agam surprised.

"Please ...." Those pretty eyes are.

"O-okay." Agam agreed with doubt.

Linda smiled as she looked at her figure disappearing behind the door. I don't know why he feels a little happy. Happy because there is something he can count on at times like this. He stroked his stomach, again his stomach was throbbing.

.

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Linda closed her eyes while she waited. And had fallen asleep when Agam returned to the room carrying a large tray containing two dishes of fried rice, milk box and two glasses of water. He put the tray on the table and shifted the table to the bedside. Then sit on the side of the place and look at Linda.

Why do I love you so much?

Why are you the only woman who makes my heart beat?

Mr. Ustadz said, I could have married you but not be married until the puerperium expires, but. And you obviously rejected me. I can't force myself to marry a woman who doesn't love me.

Agam looked at her closely, viewed from all sides this woman remained beautiful, even sleeping with her mouth open was still beautiful. But Gama's remark about Linda having a lover made her upset and angry.

The aroma of fried rice that is still steaming in fact to the subconscious Linda. He woke up, wailing, and was surprised to realize there was Agam beside him.

"Sir Agam? Why is it here?" tanyakanya. Obviously, the woman's life had not been collected until she had amnesia.

"Do I need to bring you some water to wake up?" said Agam. There was no more warmth in his tone.

Linda scratched her head. Thinking and remembering. Ting, he remembered. Directly blushing, and blushing. He looked at the clothes he was wearing and said, "This shirt I never wear again, sir. This is too --."

"Shut up!" snapped Agam. Until Linda jumped in shock.

"Why?" Linda looks at.

"Eat the rice!" And Agam is moving.

"Sir, wait, won't we eat together? I want us to eat together" Linda said.

"I have no taste" said Agam.

"But you made two plates, right?" Linda got up, sat by the bed and dangled her legs.

"Cover your ugly legs! After you eat, change your clothes with a more polite one."

"Dangerous?" linda quickly covered her legs.

"Well, it must be delicious. It's very fragrant" he said. Linda brought the table closer to him.

"Sir let's eat. Eating together in our religion is subverted, right? It is said to bring blessing, establishing kinship, and cohesiveness between each other."

Linda stood up slowly, then pulled one chair in front of the table for Agam, while he sat back on the side of the bed.

"Come Sir. I'm hungry," he concluded.

"You eat by yourself" I'll eat in my room," he took one of the plates with his glass.

Linda was surprised, why did Agam's attitude change? Though, a few hours ago the man was so warm, that he was caliph and resigned when Agam would kiss him.

Linda's hand holding the spoon trembled, her appetite gone. And his chest hurts. Wh why? I don't know. He put back the spoon he held.

"Why not eat?!" before coming out of the room, Agam had a look.

"I-I don't have any taste sir." While looking down, resisting the urge of sadness that does not know what the cause.

"What?! Whyyy?! I have struggled to make it. You don't appreciate me Miss Linda!" he put the plates and the glass back. Then he looked at Linda full of anger.

"Why are you angry? Is it because I don't want to eat with me? I'm also actually not willing to eat with you, this is all of a sudden, possibly fetal." Linda dodged with fabricated reasons.

"I don't want to know! Anyway you have to eat, you threw up, right? I don't want my child to be malnourished. Let's eat!"

Whether the demon possessed Agam, he scooped up the rice, then fed Linda in a coercive way. He gripped Linda's chin, raised his head, and pressed his cheek. When Linda's mouth opened, she put the fried rice in.

Mr Agam .. Why are you? It's not like you usually are.

"Compose!" his orders.

Instantly, Linda was so frightened. Though, he had just intended to mend his relationship with Agam. He chewed the rice while looking down and shed tears.

"Who is he?!" ask Agam.

He actually did not have the heart to see Linda cry, but the jealousy had already torn his mind.

"W-what? She who?"

Linda asked back. The first mouthful of fried rice he had just swallowed with great difficulty.

"Who's your girlfriend's name?! Why don't you be honest with the public if you already have a lover?! How long have you been in a relationship?! I asked for his home address. He and I must speak" he said in a fiery manner.

"WHAT?! Where's Father ta--."

"Oh, so you really have a boyfriend?!" his yell. Agam's hands clenched.

And Lindapun finally ride the apitam. While shedding tears he shouted no less tight than the scream of Agam.

"If I have a boyfriend, why?! Whatever it is with you, you're also nobody to me. You care about me just because I'm pregnant, right? The rest, maybe you just think of me as a dirty woman!" he shouted, flicking his fingers pointing at Agam.

"You! Bera -."

RUP, power out.

"Aaaa," cried Linda. He ran and hit the table.

"PRANG."

There was the sound of shards, whether it was a glass or a plate. Uncertain.

"Sir Agam, I'm afraid of the dark. Huks, huks." Linda panic.

"You stay in place! Don'tdon't move! Don't let the broken glass hurt your feet" said Agam.

"Huuu, huuu, fear there is a ghost sir."

"Can you shut up?! There are no ghosts in this world! That's a myth, that's a genie."

"I'm also afraid of Jin" Linda said.

"Don't talk much, don't move. Don't get your feet hit by broken glass" said Agam.

"Okay, but hurry up and do something, sir."

"Yes, please shut up. Where do you keep your phone?"

Gnash gently and carefully, his legs also combing before stepping on foot.

"I forgot Sir, huuks .... Quickly turn on the generator, sir."

"It takes time to get to the basement, so I need your phone." He continued to feel, and he held onto something.

DEG. Agam surprised. Whatisit? Warm and ....

"Aaaa," cried Linda.

I was immediately aware of what he had just touched.

"You holding my chest?! Don't look for opportunities in the dark sir!" yell Linda.

"I was unintentionally, this was pitch black, I was human, not some kind of animal that could see in the dark!" emphatically.

"So I'm afraid."

Knowing that Agam was in front of him. Linda immediately stretched out her arms and hugged him. He hid his head in Agam's chest. Really, he was not aware of his attitude.

DEG.

What other trials are these? Why am I always being tested with things like this?

Agampun's body rippled back. Tonight, there were so many tests that he had to pass. And the source of his greatest test was to surrender himself and willingly embrace him.

"Sir Agam ... How long does the lamp last? I'm afraid" Linda's voice sounded trembling.

A moment of Agam sculpting, but again his hands khilaf. She moved both hands and hugged Linda. It feels very warm and comfortable. Unaware he said, "Don't be afraid, there's me." He patted Linda on the shoulder. Like a father who calms his daughter.

"Put your feet on my feet."

"U-for what, sir?"

"Let the soles of your feet not be hurt" he replied.

"Ba-good." Linda stepped on Agam's foot.

"Why are you running? Should've stayed somewhere safer."

"Sorry sir .. I'm panicking."

"Aargha!" Agam screaming.

"Why, sir?"

"It looks like I stepped on broken glass. I can't move around looking for a cell phone. The safe way we still stand like this" said Agam.

"Like i-this?"

"I-yes," said Agam.

"So-until the lights turn on?" ask Linda.

"Yes, until the lights are on."

Agam tightened his hold, the hand that initially patted Linda's shoulder, now moving slowly stroking Linda's hair. Then lowered his head to smell his hair.

Linda was restless and agitated, she felt how very fragrant and warm this man's chest was.

"Mr Agam ...." Sluggishly.

"Sssst, in secret don't move, and don't talk."

"Why?" ask Linda nervously.

"Do you want me to smear again?"

"What?!" Linda was about to let go of her embrace.

"Eat him silence, please ...."

***

"Hemm, how many minutes did I turn the lights off?" gumam Gama's.

He was in the basement, precisely in a small room commonly used to control the electricity in the house. His mischievous idea came when he intended to take a reference book in the library, and heard the quarrel of Agam and Linda.

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