AGAPE (SELFLESS LOVE)
Finally ....
"Sir Agaaam, tolooong ...."
The shout was clear, so screeching as if tearing his ear drums. Spontaneously he pushed the door of the action room without waiting for cue or ask permission first to the Fatimah doctor.
'BRAKE.'
The door of the action room was wide open. The lock of the coals, the nuts, and the bolts scattered to the floor and made everyone inside shocked.
"Sir Agam! You broke the door! The fence of the clinic, now the door of the clinic! Geez Mr. Agaaam, you're the HGC Director what a robber, anyway?!" doctor Fatimah shouted.
"You can do it, but the door is locked." Midwife Lia was amazed.
"I'm sorry, I'll change, just calm down."
Agam immediately approached and grabbed Linda's hand which was currently crying with sweat pouring around her temples, forehead, and neck.
"I'm here" he said softly.
"Yes, Mr. Agam can accompany, but remember not to make a fuss. So I used to not want to marry a sailor even though the money is a lot yes because like this, often left behind."
"When there is no need for support even in place, even though the living for the wife is not enough just born, the mind is also necessary." Doctor Fatimah confided while wiping Linda's face with tissue.
"Please be patient Miss Bulinda" he added.
Agam just bowed while holding Linda's cold hand.
"Huuusks ...." Linda's still sobbing.
"It's still a long time, Doc? I don't have the heart, can it be accelerated?" asked Agam in a soft tone for fear of being considered to make a scene again.
"Sir Agam, this in it there will be a healthy fetus, so for uterine medicines we can not give, we can not give, if we give it later can stimulate contractions and it could be a healthy fetus even come out," explained Dr. Fatimah.
"You heard the Fatimah doctor's explanation please be patient, okay?"
Agam unconsciously put Linda's hand on her cheek, then kissed her many times. Linda was shocked in the midst of her pain and Fatimah's doctor looked strangely at Agam.
"Yes, Miss. So, let's wait for the network to end. Sorry for what I said about being locked up. I'm joking Miss, the curettage can't be done on Miss's case, because in her womb there's another fetus."
"So-so the doctor scares me?" Linda might be a little upset at Fatimah's doctor.
"Hehehe, I mean let Miss spirit bring it up."
"Doctors scare her at a time like this?! Oh my God, Doc, you have so much!" Agam stood up and again made the atmosphere tense.
"Sir Agam, I'm out again!" Doctor Fatimah's eyes glared back.
"Sir Agam, patience ...." Lirih Linda's. The woman's hair was wet as if it had just been shampooed.
"Miscarriage like this is a rare case, I can not speed up the process of removing the tissue to reduce the risk of recurrent miscarriage in the other fetus."
"Yes I understand, now what are the obstacles? Do I need to be referred to a hospital?" Agam getting worried, he really did not have the heart to see Linda continue to be in pain.
"For a while not necessary, later after the tissue is born, I will check the blood regularly to find out the hemoglobin levels in his blood. The main problem right now, Miss Linda is afraid to push around."
"I'm not afraid Doc, but it hurts ...."
The bright details in the corner of his eye flowed back. Maybe this is the reward for his actions. Linda thought like that.
Forgive me.. - groaned Agam in his heart.
"Can Doc not be given anti-pain medication? I pity." Back to the glazed eyes.
"The problem is, if given anti-pain medication, then the heartburn can be reduced. If the heartburn is reduced, the process of spending the network will be longer."
"The longer the tissue comes out, the higher the chance of infection and can harm a healthy fetus" explained Dr. Fatimah.
That explanation made Agam worse and feel very guilty. He then kissed Linda's hand.
"Actually there are other factors that cause the network to become long, but I can not explain it to Mr. Agam."
"Why, Doc? Just explain it."
"Can't Mr. Agam, it's a matter of very privacy, I can only explain to her husband."
There is no way that I would argue that the Bulinda CPD and the cervical canal are very narrow, the inner doctor Fatimah.
"Dok .., Bu Midwife .. I'm heartburn again. It's getting sakiiit, enghhh ...."
Linda tried to push again.
He pulled the mask because he felt tight, even though he had used oxygen. Then the look of her beautiful face reddened with sweat and slightly paled on her lips.
Agam's heart was so hurt, it felt like he wanted to hurt himself because he was so sorry. A beautiful star that should shine brightly in the world he wants, at this time his condition is even very alarming and sad.
Pain, miscarriage, torment, injury, and deterioration with his single status. Miris.
Agam's heart was increasingly sliced when Linda called out the name of her mother's father in the midst of her pain and apologized.
"Mother .. forgive me. I want you here ..., huuu ...."
"Dad .. forgive me. I miss you guys, huuu ...."
"Milary ...."
Agam held Linda's hand again as if he wanted to give her the strength to make the woman strong.
"Slightly more Madam, well this was her first visible leg, patience is definitely longer. But small. If Madam is strong, she will be born soon."
Lia's midwife continued to cheer. While the midwife Rani helps Fatimah doctors who continue to monitor the condition of the fetus is still healthy through the USG monitor screen.
"Come on, come on, beautiful lady, and now it's her head, a little bit more."
"Huhhh .. huuhhh .. huuhh ...."
Linda set her breath to gather energy.
"One, two, three, push Madam," exclaimed midwife Lia.
"Enghhh ...."
Linda's trying her best. Against all his pain and fatigue. The sweat is getting more and more.
Agam gawking, this is a very heart-shaking experience, soul and body. Unable to withstand the turmoil of the taste, Agam spontaneously grabbed Linda. He wrapped both of Linda's hands on her firm nape.
"Hug me" he whispered.
"W-what?" Linda looked at him closely.
"Sssst ...," said Agam while holding Linda's hand on his shoulder.
The apprentice midwife and midwife Rani stare at each other, perhaps feeling strange by the excessive interaction between the cousins.
Linda finally grabbed Agam, her position half-sitting. Agam's fragrant shoulder gave him a slight sense of calm and comfort. Linda's tears wetted Agam's shoulders, and the man felt it.
"It is fortunate that you get along, at least Mr. Agam can act as a substitute for her husband Miss Bulinda" said Fatimah doctor.
"Let's be a little bit more beautiful, well nice like that." Midwife Lia raised a thumb.
"Let's just a little bit more, a little bit more, yeah, keep going, teruuus."
Midwife Lia eleven twelve with a parking attendant.
Linda continued to strain according to the instructions, Linda's breath of exhaustion sounded in Agam's ears, and Linda's breath swept warmly across Agam's shoulders.
"I'm sorry, I promise to make you happy, I won't let you be sad and in pain like this again" Agam whispered.
Either heard or by Linda because the woman is currently struggling.
"A little bit, again ...."
"Pray yes .. You can, we have Almighty God, you must be sincere and bismilah, okay?" whispered Agam.
Linda followed Agam's instructions, closed her eyes, prayed to her Lord, asked for His help and revealed everything to Him.
Hugging Agam firmly Linda put her back as she could.
Yes, the fetus is very small, but because he has an inner pelvic deformity, making this woman very difficult.
The presence of other fetuses in the uterus is also a stumbling block. Because the doctor could not do anything except to keep Linda from bleeding, and the healthy fetus remained in a stable condition.
"Enggh .. huhhh .. enghhh ...." Shouted Linda.
The apprentice midwife gawked, just this time seeing patients who remained beautiful plenary even though they were circulating.
.
.
.
After nearly two hours of struggling in Linda's pain, and waiting for everything.
Finally ....
The 18-week-old fetus was also born into the world.
"Alhamdulillah hirobbil alamin" cried the Fatimah doctor and midwives, as well as Agam. He spontaneously kissed Linda's forehead, but the woman suddenly drooped limp and fainted.
"Dok, he fainted" cried Agam.
"Astagfirullahaladzim, Mr. Agam beware first! We'll check for vital signs. Hurry, hurry!" doctor Fatimah shouted.
"Dok, his pulse and blood pressure are weak. It was 50 times per minute, it was 80 per 40. Very weak," cried midwife Rani.
"Pair infusion one more lane! Guyur ya! Lia's midwife quickly checks her bleeding! I will prepare a referral, "doctor Fatimah ordered.
Agam ran to the corner, crouching while clutching his head. The earth he was on seemed to be circling. Agam's heart was broken, he was worried that nothing would happen to Linda.
"The fetus and its placenta were born together, Doc. But the blood just kept flowing" said midwife Lia.
While the apprentice midwife did not know what her name was wrapping a small fetus and its placenta tissue using an underpad with trembling hands.
"Linda, please be strong .. don't be like this ...," murmured Agam, his knees limp.
He was barely able to stand when he witnessed how the unconscious Linda was being forced by midwives for help.
Linda is currently being infused again, and her blood samples are taken for lab checks and transfusion supplies if needed.
"Sir Agam, call her husband! This is his condition! Express the possibility of death until death!" doctor Fatimah said.
"W-WHAT DID YOU SAY?!"
Agam with staggering steps, moving and strangling doctor Fatimah.
"P-Pak Agam, don't be like this, sir." Doctor Fatimah tried to hold Agam's hand.
"Please-toloong," saw Fatimah's doctor strangled the apprentice midwife immediately asking for rocks at scurity.
"That's fast, Doctor Fatimah was strangled," he cried with round eyes.
The female security ran into the action room and mercilessly attacked Agam's feet using a club.
"I've recorded, this could be evidence of violence," cried the apprentice midwife as she held her phone again with trembling hands.
"Dok, the vital signs are starting to stabilize," cried midwife Rani.
"Yes the bleeding also stopped," exclaimed Lia's midwife, along with Agam whose hand was squeezed and released Fatimah's doctor.
The man changed in an instant. Hugged the Fatimah doctor, apologized and thanked him.
"I'm sorry, Doc. Thank you .., your team is great. I will pay for everything 10 times, please forgive my stupidity. I didn't accept it because you said it was likely he died."
"Uhuk, uhhhuk, i-iya I'm sorry. I understand you're panicking."
Doctor Fatimah caught her breath. It was fortunate that Agam did not strangle him too strongly.
"I just don't like the Doctor talking carelessly about her death" Agam said as he approached Linda, who was conscious but still closed her eyes.
"He must be very tired, let him rest, we'll take him to the treatment room after two hours of monitoring in this room" Fatimah's doctor said, patting Agam on the shoulder.
And that's when Doctor Fatimah's eyes rounded when she realized that Miss Bulinda was very similar to the LB artist. As he was about to ask Agam about it, the apprentice midwife approached.
"Dok, the fetus and the placenta have been tidied up, where do you want to keep it?" tanyakanya.
"Already, Ade keep it there, continue to help midwife Lia and midwife Rani ya."
"All right, Doc."
The apprentice midwife then helped tidy up the tools and clean the room. Sometimes he seems to steal a look at Linda who is lying comfortably and has been cleaned.
Crazy, pretty one. And why it looks so similar to the LB artist. His inner.
"Ade, right work, don't daydream."
"Oiya, Rani's sister, sorry." Legally.
***
Agam's heart beat uncontrollably when Fatimah's doctor will show her the janin. Doctor Fatimah brought Agam to a special room.
He ... he's my son ....
Agam slightly pressed his chest so that he could calm down.
Before opening it, Fatimah's doctor explained several things to Agam.
"I should explain this to her husband, but because there is only Mr. Agam, yes I will explain it to Mr. Agam only."
"Yes, Doc." Agam.
"The age of the womb is right if from the last menstruation 18 weeks. Normal size if diUSG is usually about 14 cm in length weight about 200 grams. Well, I've measured the results. The length corresponds to 14 cm, but the weight is very small only 127 grams."
"Maybe because of twins, so the weight is not appropriate for the age of pregnancy. His ears are fully formed. If she was still in the womb she would have heard."
Agam just looked down. His trembling hands he put in his pocket so as not to be seen.
"At this age, the bones of the middle ear, and the nerve endings of his brain begin to develop. So, the fetus can already hear sounds outside the stomach, as well as the sound of heartbeat and blood flow of the mother through the umbilical cord," said Dr. Fatimah.
Her hand wearing medical gloves began to unfold the underpad.
My heart is getting bigger. Her chest is tight.
"The sex is clearly visible."
Just be quiet.
"Male, Sir. I opened yes. Her fetus likely died during the discharge process, because when I ultrasound her heart was still beating, but it was very weak."
DEG, Agam's eyes are perfectly rounded.
His heart, his soul mate, the blood clot that formed there, was now clearly visible.
He was very small and red, with veins and veins clearly visible all over his body. His hands and feet were perfectly formed.
"Dok .. can leave me in this room, I want to take a picture of it" Agam said.
"Oh, please sir." Doctor Fatimah passed.
Bruk, Agam was on the floor when Fatimah's doctor was gone.
The man kowtowed to the body of the fetus, his shoulders seemed to twitch. No crying, but sure ... The strong are crying.
"My baby little boy .. i'm so sorry .. porgive me please ...." Mumbled.
Then Agam stood up, and approached the little fetus. With trembling hands he touched the fetus slowly. Then hold her super tiny legs that paled and felt cold.
"One more time .. Please forgive me. I'm the evil one .. your biological papa darling .... But ... I myself feel unworthy to be your papa, I am ashamed of you."
"I'm sorry .. because of my passions and mistakes .. you were formed in her womb. And now ... because of my carelessness .. you were forced to be born into the world prematurely. You are the victim of my stupidity."
"I do not know .. how in the hereafter I shall be responsible for your death before Him."
Astagfirullahaladzim apos.
"I'm sorry, baby .... My baby little boy .. I'm so sorry ...."
Suddenly ....
'Tok tock.'
"Sir Agam, your cousin wants to meet, is now in the treatment room. He's up, sir." Said someone behind the door.
"I'll be there soon." Agam Sahut.
After photographing his son and tidying up his cover Agam hurried over.
"The room is at the very end, sir. There are only five rooms, in room five" said the apprentice midwife.
He doesn't wear a name tag. So, until now his name is unknown.
***
In the VIP room, Linda was lying. Two intravenous fluids are still attached in his left and right hands. Consists of vitamins, and electrolyte fluids. One of the lines that had been attached to his feet had been removed.
Linda was staring at the drip of infusion liquid as the clattering of footsteps approached her, she knew that the one to come was Agam.
The water is back flowing. Feeling very guilty for the loss of one fetus in the womb.
'Kreeet.' Door opens.
"Milary ...."
Agam approached with a million taste buds, immediately pulled up a chair and sat by Linda's bedside.
"Mr Agam ....." He looked weak, his tears melted.
"That's okay?" Agam held his hand.
"Already, sir." Answer slowly.
"Wanna eat?" ask Agam.
Linda shakes.
"Sa-I'm sorry ...." Lirih Linda's.
"I'm sorry for what, hm?" She wiped Linda's tears.
"Because I'm careless." Staring at Agam was full of regrets.
"Sstt .. It's not your fault, I'm wrong."
"Mr-not wrong, I'm wrong." Linda insists.
"Hmm .. alright, you're wrong," Agam said with a smile.
"Yes, I was wrong, I'm sorry, sir ..."
"Because you are also wrong, now I will also make mistakes" Agam said.
"Who-you mean?" Linda did not understand Agam's words at all.
"I'll make a mistake so we're both guilty."
"Who-you mean?" Linda is getting more confused especially when Agam is getting closer.
"I mean like this."
Agam grabbed Linda's cheek with both hands, then pressed the ad star's beautiful chin.
And ....
"Sir Agam, you want a---."
Want to kiss you.
Agam said in his heart as his lips and Linda's lips were completely stuck.
Deg, it feels so comfortable.
Mr. Agam ....
Linda said in her mind as the thin, fragrant and natural red lips began to move slowly and so gently to kiss and kiss her lips.
Deg, it's goosebumps of rome feathers.
Linda closed her eyes, her tears dripping, but.
Even with Agam, my eyes were closed. Her heart was turbulent, hot and ....
Dag, though,
digs,
dug,
derr ....
Agam knows this is wrong, but. Want to keep going, go on and on.
Mr. Agam ....
Linda's hand gripped the edge of Agam's shirt.
Agora ....
Agam's hands were still on Linda's chin and cheeks.
❤❤ Connect ....