Aksara For Arsyilla
The Past and the Future

The day is getting late, Aksara and Arsyilla are now back to go home to their apartment unit. This time, they both felt very relieved. When it can release revenge in the heart it does make the heart feel so relieved.

“Kak, can I talk to you for a minute?” arsyilla asked her husband once they had arrived at their apartment unit.

“Bby dong, Honey. What's up?” ask Aksara to his wife.

“Euhm, this is Kak .. instead of me doubting Ravendra. However, you are sure he has really forgotten his grudge?” ask Arsyilla this time to Aksara.

When someone who used to hurt you in the past, suddenly turned around drastically and behaved very well did make the heart feel wondering. It's just that Arsyilla did want to talk to her husband before finally going to bed tonight.

Looks Aksara who glanced towards his wife, “Once we give confidence to others no problem, Honey. Ravendra also has the free will to choose what he will do. If he finally truly repents and lives on the right path, instead I feel happy,” Aksara replied.

In his heart, Aksara seemed to be able to truly release the forgiveness for Ravendra. After all, the real problem between him and Ravendra in the past is not so clear. Hating for no reason, it seems that is what happened between him and Ravendra in the past.

“So, how's Kak?” ask Arsyilla again.

“I chose to believe him. It doesn't matter, after all, everything is just the past. Maybe he hated me in the past. However, in the present and future I hope, I will not fight again with him. Life can be peaceful with others it's fun,” Reply Aksara again.

It is clear how the mindset of Aksara as an adult man who uncovers everything with an even more open viewpoint. Even Aksara also hopes that he will no longer be in conflict with Ravendra.

While Arsyilla was looking at her husband, Arsyilla now rests her head on her shoulder.

“You are very kind, Brother .. I feel very grateful to marry you. Your point of view is very open, you are also easy to forgive others. At the beginning of the wedding first, you are also very patient with me,” reply Arsyilla now.

Of course Arsyilla's speech was based on the experience that Arsyilla got. From everyday life with Aksara makes Arsyilla so recognize the figure of her husband.

“Then .. I always thought that a good man was my Papa. My dad loves Mama very much, loves me and Shaka. I always hoped to have a husband as good as Papa. Now that hope is realized. You are a good man. I hope later you will be a good father figure for our baby later,” continued Arsyilla again. At the same time Arsyilla is sharing her hope with Aksara. Really, Arsyilla hopes that Aksara will be a good father figure for her baby later.

Aksara slowly nodded his head and glanced at Arsyilla. “I still need to learn later, Honey. If you love me, I can. For years I have loved you. It's just that to become a Father, I have to learn a lot,” Aksara reply.

“I'm sure .. You'll be a good Dad. If you can't be like Papa Radit, you can be like Bhishma's father. It seems, the Bhishma Father is also a good Father. I still remember my kind and friendly Father Bhishma when I was his patient. Even Father Bhishma often gave me caramel. I didn't expect the caramel to be related to you,” Arsyilla's story was so long to her husband.

Seemed Aksara smiling to hear the story of his wife, “If we could meet when we were little then Honey. Unfortunately, when we met, I did not dare to look at you directly. I just dared to look at you in the one night stand trap,” replied Aksara.

“Kak .. Now all my past, I leave behind me. Including my story with Ravendra first. Once I have opened my heart to receive you, you are my present and my future. Thank you for filling my life with love. Thank you for being patient with me,” said Arsyilla this time in earnest.

The character who listened to Arsyilla's confession could only smile and embrace his wife.

“Same-sama, Honey. I agree with you, everything is the past. I can also accept and understand your past. All because I love you so much,” Reply Aksara.

When you love someone, you need to understand their past. Accept their past. That's what Aksara does. Indeed, he understood there was another man who had stopped in the heart of Arsyilla first. However, Aksara proves that he will be the last port for Arsyilla. Just like Arsyilla who became the last port for him.

“I feel like I want to meet the future with you and our baby .. fill the days of my life with the people I love,”.

Arsyilla looked up to look at her husband's face, “Iya Kak .. I was looking forward to those moments. Dedek a new baby about 8 weeks in the stomach of Mother. Still have to wait a long time until the baby's grandpa was born,” said Arsyilla this time.

“It's okay, Honey. Be grateful and enjoyed. Pregnancy is a wonderful time. So no need to rush. I will always accompany you,” reply Aksara this time.

If you really remember the length of the moment of pregnancy up to 9 months and 10 days it does feel so long. It's just that it doesn't feel like it's being lived with gratitude. Aksara himself will always accompany Arsyilla during her pregnancy. Devoting his attention and love to his wife who is pregnant with the fruit of their love both of them.

“Ya has slept yuk Kak .. it's been a really good night. Afraid tomorrow can't get up early,” reply Arsyilla now.

Aksara nodded his head, the man helped his wife to lay herself down. Afterwards Aksara lay down at Arsyilla's side. The man immediately put his hand under Arsyilla's head, letting Arsyilla lie between her arms and her chest. This type of position is always a favorite for both.

“Dedek baby also sleep well. Healthy in the stomach Mother. Stay here until your age is enough, you are complete, perfect, and healthy. Later if the time has come Father and Mother, also our big family will welcome you. I Love U Dedek baby,” said Aksara while rubbing his wife's stomach.

Ah, it feels like Arsyilla is so happy. Her husband loved their children very much. From his speech and attention into concrete evidence that Aksara will be a good father figure for his baby later.

“Makasih Dad ... even when the baby's grandpa was so small, Dad was very fond of the same baby grandpa. Maybe because you are so good and love the baby, I don't feel pregnant. Ordinary it feels, just it becomes more sleepy,” reply Arsyilla.

It is as if Arsyilla does not experience signs of pregnancy such as nausea, vomiting, lethargy, and so on. It's just that Arsyilla felt that she became more sleepy after this pregnancy. Making friends with a bed, complete with pillows, bolsters, and air-conditioned rooms makes Arsyilla so easily asleep.

“It's okay Honey. You and your baby are healthy. Her father's morning sickness is okay. My prayer in your pregnancy is that you and your baby are always healthy and happy. Don't get sick, don't get hurt again. That is my prayer for my wife and child,” said Aksara.

Because the Aksara is still experiencing Couvade Syndrome. The man often wakes up in the morning blind to spit out his stomach contents. I don't know until when the morning sickness he experienced will soon be over. What is certain is that even Aksara does not bother about it. The wife and baby can always be healthy.