Aksara For Arsyilla
The Heart that has not yet been broken
Presumably Medhina's heart was still raging, the girl also looked restless. Meanwhile, Arsyilla is still sitting and trying to listen to all the stories shared by her best friend since childhood. Arsyilla and Medhina are indeed 1.5 years old, but Medhina calls Arsyilla directly by name because they used to be playmates. Although when Arsyilla went to college and work, the intensity of meeting the two of them was very rare, but the two remained in a good relationship. Just like now, the two took time to tell each other.
“Then, how's Dhina? Not trying to tell Om Dimas and Aunty Metta just yet? All parents will listen to their children's complaints, right?” ask Arsyilla now to Medhina.
“I've tried to talk to Daddy and Mommy. It's just, they both feel that the man is a good person and is suitable for me,” replied Medhina.
Hearing the story of Medhina, Arsyilla felt full of pity with her best friend since childhood. However, on the one hand Arsyilla also believes that Om Dimas and Aunty Metta have their own considerations.
“Honestly, my heart has not fully settled, Syilla .. I still love Andreas and hope that he will come and fight for our relationship. It's just that, given the distance between London and Jakarta, it feels like I'm giving up and don't have the spirit to fight anymore.” Medhina's story again.
There was one confession that Medhina said that only she could share with Arsyilla was about her feelings that were completely unresolved. To others and her own parents, Medhina did not dare to say the fact that she still loved and expected the man named Andreas.
However, Arsyilla seemed to think of something. Is not the age so advanced. If you are connected to the internet, not those who are far away will feel close, even can meet face to face by utilizing the Zoom application or other types of applications. However, why in the past month Medhina and Andreas actually broke contact and there was no communication? For that, Arsyilla also ventured to ask her best friend.
“Dhina, sorry in advance .. isn't it now that the times have advanced. Technology has been very sophisticated, why can you just break up communication?” arsyilla asked her friend.
“I don't know either, Syilla ... originally when he arrived in London, we were still exchanging messages. Until finally long the messages we sent began to decrease, until finally the last month me and him did not communicate at all,” Medhina story.
“Do not try to contact again?” ask Arsyilla.
Because, he thought if there is still love can contact and connect again the communication that had been cut off. Approach again, and try to improve from the beginning. After all, the desire of Om Dimas and Aunty Metta is still limited to discourse, not yet fully occurred. So Medhina could fight again.
Slowly Medhina shook her head, “No. His social media accounts have also not been updated in the past month. So, yes this Syilla .. can be said our relationship hangs,” Medhina reply.
“Alright Dhina .. try to think again carefully. My advice, admit to Om Dimas and Aunty Metta that your heart is not well. Take time to clean your own heart. In the past, I started my marriage with a heart that was also completely unsettled, only because I needed to adapt to my husband. I never thought, I ended up falling in love, even love died to him,” I am Arsyilla.
In the past, Arsyilla started a marriage not because she still loves her boyfriend. It's just that, she did not like Aksara at that time, she hated her husband. Not expecting on the way to sail the household ark, Arsyilla actually felt in love, and now Arsyilla admitted that she was dead love to her husband.
Medhina who listened to Arsyilla smiled, “Why can that be? Where can I possibly be?” tanyakanya.
Medhina laughed, not usually the friend who usually thinks logically, when with Aksara can put forward his feelings. Medhina seemed to see Arsyilla as a new figure.
Arsyilla then thought of something, maybe this time can treat the anxiety in the heart of his best friend.
“If it turns out to be betrothed to Shaka how, Dhin? Mama and Papa are also his best friends Om Dimas and Aunty Metta. So my sister-in-law,” replied Arsyilla with a laugh.
Medhina who listened to Arsyilla's words laughed and shook her head, “No, don't cook me with Shaka. Me and Shaka deserve to be Brother and Sister. The three of us used to play together. After all, Shaka is younger than me .. so cook me in droves anyway?” reply Medhina with a laugh.
“Lah, now is the time to marry in droves. Shaka is also cute, cool, already working, complete package. Not only that, if you get Shaka, you will also get good in-laws, and get a good Sister-in-law too,” Arsyilla replied.
They both finally laughed. Medhina shook her head because she was unsure of Arshaka. They often play, playdate together when both are small. In addition, Arshaka is also one year younger than him. If the man was Arshaka, Medhina simply felt impossible.
“Udah deh, Syilla .. do not bother. My feelings, I can't be Shaka. It's just, Dad said, he's older than me. A few years her age is above me,” replied Medhina again.
There was a rough sigh from Medhina's sense of smell, the woman even resigned herself. It didn't feel completely receptive yet, but his relationship with Andreas himself was also uncertain.
“Tuh, sad again right ... already, try to say the same Om Dimas and Aunty Metta, you ask for more time. Set your heart first,” the advice of Arsyilla to her friend.
“If it takes a few months and my heart has not settled how?” ask Medhina.
Instead of giving up, it was just that Medhina admitted in her heart that she loved Andreas very much and wanted Andreas to be his eventual companion.
“If, until the end .. you still feel with your heart, the decision is entirely with you, Dhina. We are both adults, able to make decisions, and ready for the consequences. We want to try, who knows fall in love after the wedding, or vice versa. All decisions are in your hands. I'm sure Om Dimas and Aunty Metta will consider all that,” explains Arsyilla with confidence.
Clearing the heart is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. It's just that everything can be broken down properly. Time will provide an opportunity and even an opportunity to digest everything and also ultimately help us to make the right decision. All decisions will be accompanied by consequences. So Arsyilla stressed to Medhina that whatever decision she would make, there would still be consequences. Dare to decide, dare also to bear all the risks and consequences.