
She tried to grab my hand but I brushed her hand away and turned my face away from her. He also kept trying to see my face but I tried to turn around and keep turning away. Finally he forcibly grabbed my chin and shifted forcefully towards it.
With such a close distance there was no way I could not see the expression on his face.. That expression, I really don't like it. He showed a surprised face and empathy.
The prince suddenly just sat down and hugged me, this was the first time he took the initiative to hug me first. Of course his actions surprised me.
I feel good because of the kindness he is doing to me right now, but I hate the look on his face that became cloudy from seeing me like this. I closed my eyes and pushed her body hard. Even so I did not manage to get rid of him.
"Prince I stink so fishy, now my whole body is dirty, you better get away from me." Obviously I was staring blankly at the front which revealed darkness.
He didn't hear me at all. My body also became claustrophobic because it was too tightly hugged. I sighed heavily then gestured for Erdwan to ask him for help. But Erdwan just kept quiet and pretended not to look at us. What the fuck?. I don't like this hiks.
Prince Shun let go of his embrace and looked at me for a moment with a pushy look. I just stared blankly at his face.
"How did this happen? Who did it to you?" Ask me while removing the robe that was blocking my face.
I couldn't answer that pitiful question, it would make him think of me and just add to his burden. That's why I chose to be quiet.
"....."
"Are you okay, leca?"
"....."
"Lecaa...." He took a long breath. I turned back from him too. Now looking at him was the least I could do.
But I can't hide this grief I'm going through with her forever. Now I turn to look at him with eyes that start to water.
"Hiks hikss,, man,,.... HUWAAAAA!!!" I screamed as I buried my face in his chest that fielded. 'I even become really cry right. Because of seeing his attitude, I became moved'. But my body shook by itself without me. Unknowingly, I have been spouting out some words that have plagued my mind all this time.
"A-are I not a father's son?" I said as I cried on the side.
"Let's relax we'll get you home." Prince Shun said after I looked calm. But is that true?! Time passes so fast.. Now all I could clearly see was the blue jewel-like eyes, every time I looked at it, my heart felt a sense of tranquility, and, like when I looked into my mother's eyes that were full of tenderness and affection.
"We just got home from hunting class earlier, it's a good thing we happened to see Miss Alexa." Erdwan's chirps finally after a long moment of silence like that statue.
"My ahh mansion is not far from here ko-" I refused to the invitation of Prince Shun earlier.
"Don't turn down the opportunity." Tukas Erdwan to me.
It's true, this is a rare opportunity that is even rarer than the wonders of the world that just happened in my school. I finally could only stop.
Prince Shun took me to raise me to his horse. Unbeknownst to me two corners of my lips have carved out a smile.
I'm so tired today, but I'm now on Prince Shun's horse, I could have fallen while sleepy. Mom-not that, but I was in her arms... How could I think of sleeping...?!
Well if just leaning should not matter... I leaned against his chest, and felt a hint of warmth. It was fortunate that Prince Shun was running his horse slowly, so I could take a chance in the middle of a tightness like this hehe:).
"After this you must take a bath, so that the smell goes away." Prince Shun said while remaining focused on the front of the road.
Ehh yes I just remembered that I was dirty and smelly, but instead leaning on the Prince.huaa this is so embarrassing! I want to die now.
A second later I realized that death was very painful. 'Heh. don't, I've revoked my wish just now'.
I turned my gaze a few specks of light now perched counting I make lightening to my eyes. The object looks like a firefly but when noticed again it is not.
Ahhh this is my imagination.I also turned to look at my Prince's face again that looks so beautiful coupled with the light alloy.
He is a man, not a woman, how could I call him a beautiful basic stupid Lala!.^∇^
"Beautiful, we also only first discovered something like this, most likely the cause of their arrival is because of Prince Shun who is a saint, loved by Rukh and mana, aaaagh fucking! I'm so jealous of you, Prince!." Erdwan said that looked really envious in my eyes
"Ehhh so this isn't just me?"
"No, if you don't believe me, I can hit you or pinch you" Erdwan replied assuring me that it was real.
"Ogahhh, but I'm not happy that Prince Shun did it. Hehe.."
"Things like that I only did to Erdwan" replied the Prince of Shun. Which made the smile on my face fade away instantly.
"Heehh Prince cheated on Erdwan as it turned out!" Accuse me of feeling a little upset.
"It turns out you're so cute Miss Alexa." - Erdwan.
"Whatever hump!" I turned my gaze from Erdwan, lazy to reject the words because he was right.
"The prince of my mansion is not far from here anymore." I said confidently because I saw some lantern lights that I knew so well.
"All right"
The white horse-footed depot stopped right in front of the gate of a luxurious mansion that was inhabited by the Ketzhie family.
I immediately thanked him and Erdwan for delivering me safely. Prince Shun only smiled briefly then immediately rushed away.
When I entered the mansion, my brother was not home and I only found my father staring intently at me.
"Is it true that you can't use magic?" Ask in a sharp tone.
"L-yes" I stammered.
I can only be quiet.
I can't even talk.
It seems my father's words are true.
Maybe all this time I was hated because it was considered not the child of this family...
PRANKK!!!
Suddenly a vase of flowers was directed towards me and hit my head. I, who was not even surprised, was now lying on the floor, but I could only remain silent and not fight back.
I can see now the blood rushing to the floor.
"Ohhhh....." I stared and touched the liquid, not believing that the blood that stained the floor was my blood.
After all it was my father, I'm sure I was his real daughter...
If I fight back, I'll just be an ungodly boy.
It will only be the same as I used to be.I am never grateful to have loving parents in caring for me.
I am always yelling and rebelling asking for something beyond their ability..
Maybe I'm living here because it's karma for my actions. Now it is revenge... For people like me...
"No, no,... It may be an opportunity.yes there is still a chance,." I looked up at my father who was still filled with a burning glare of anger.
"What opportunity?! Your mother had an affair with another man and had a child like you! Stupidly I used to believe that you were my son with just a little proof from him! Now everything is clear! You are not my daughter!!" He spoke as if there was a deep sense of disappointment in each of his words.
"Essir him!" Tell him to some waiters.
"But sir, miss is hurt." One of the servants tried to defend me.
Dad then looked hard at her. Instantly, it made all of them not have the guts to refute.
"NO!! don't throw me out, Dad, where am I going to live?" My words while rebelling from their forced capture.
How could he throw a kid out like me. How can...?!
Now he took the initiative to use his magic, to finally make me slam out the door.
"It doesn't make sense!" My peek.
Why am I still conscious?! Even though the wound I felt on my body felt very painful..? My inner.
My previously dirty dress is now enhanced by the red stain decoration that makes me look so bad, but this heart is even more slashed' than my pain.
I also held onto my chest that was starting to cramp and my vision gradually blurred.
"Yahujana... Please let me stay, I'll do anything for you." I said with a weak breath.
"whatever?" He's coming towards me.
I nodded slowly.
"KILL YOUR OWN BROTHER!!!" Her screams were right in my ears which automatically made me grimace from suddenly feeling an incredible pain in my head.
Is my father crazy?! Why did he tell me to do such an impossible thing. Until then I will never want to do whatever happens.
"No way, I can't do it Dad.." I replied directly.
"Then get out of here! You are useless!"
"But where?? Where am I going to stay?" I asked with a tone that was getting weaker. Both my eyes are now very dewy and finally made a stream that divides my cheeks.
"Curtain, whatever!" He answered, closing the door hard.
Now...what should I do..? should I argue and insist on staying here, or go as he ordered..? I really don't know the answer..
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