Alexa Kethzie's
Chapter 58: I Am Worth To Be Blamed

I didn't expect that everyone there seemed to be unaware of something happening in the garden behind the palace, and they were still busy partying on their leisure.

"Grad!!" I cried loudly while approaching him.

The chaser I called immediately glanced at me, "Why miss?" ask Chaser astonished.

"Stupid! Hurry up and help me protect some people!" I said rudely, while punching her waist rough.

Chaser suddenly looked very panicked when he saw me wearing only a white robe decorated with red stains, "You're why?!"

Not yet able to answer Chaser's question, I suddenly felt a pain in my chest, then I sat down limp, all my eyes became blurry, I didn't think I reached my limit before starting anything.

"Miss..."

"You're all stupid!" I screamed loudly while covering my ears so that they immediately focused their attention on me.

"Why do you just keep quiet not knowing when your loved ones are in danger!"

"Leca, what do you mean by what you just said...?" Lily asked who happened to be at that place.

"They were all attacked, in the back garden field." I replied with a bow.

Lily Collans was aghast, she looked in disbelief at the words of a child like me.

"Rubber, there's a sudden attack there right now." Imbuh Lavender, he just came with his scary red eyes. He then folded his hands in front of his chest while staring sinisterly at all of them.

"With stupidly you don't even know anything about this incident, like Leca said, you're even more stupid than a fool!" maki lavender mercilessly.

"How can you say stupid if we don't know!" sergeant Lily did not accept Lavender's words.

"Ck! people don't know what they call fools!" reply Lavender intense.

Lily was speechless to reply to Lavender, she chose to turn her annoyed face to me.

I can't do anything to defend anyone, even though I think Lily is right, because they don't know anything, anyway, and suddenly immediately blamed and ridiculed stupid for ignorance by me and my brother.

Immediately I took the arrow that was held by Chaser and grasped it tightly, then I stepped away from there.

With my head bowed I turned to face them, "After all I've told you, do what you want to do after knowing they're all in danger!"

After saying that I left with shaky steps from there. My feelings became chaotic and I could not understand. I shouldn't have had to go this far to save them and choose to take cover... But stupidly I did something I didn't want to do.

From behind Lily suddenly ran after me, she reached for my hand so I stopped my steps and looked at her.

"I'm really sorry, because I don't know anything, you can say I'm stupid as much as you want" he said with remorse for feeling guilty.

"Lily." I reply while looking pityfully at him.

"Damn! The royal family is in danger!" decak Lavender was upset, then he just went ahead of us.

"So wait!!" I shouted loudly while chasing after him.

"Let's get there!" Lily said as she dragged me away.

My feeling became numb, I clasped my arrow tightly. I don't understand my actions like this, why I and a few others have to bother protecting the crowd that has nothing to do with us.

I bit my lower lip trying to hold back my tears that kept trying to get out, I didn't want to see anything scary, I didn't want to, I don't want to know any reality that hurts and I don't want to hear any miserable crying.

I want to see everyone happy with a beautiful smile on their faces and I want to hear the sound of laughter echoing in their ears because of their happy feelings.

Now that I understand a little how Prince Shun is willing to fight for the happiness of many, he always considers those who support and encourage him a valuable part of his family. He therefore strives for a lifetime to be a good protector and leader for his family that he cares about. But should I hope to be able to monopolize her a little and her sense of caring. Just a little bit, and I'm not asking for more.

When we got near the palace, we were astonished to see that some of the guards who were supposed to be there to protect them were nowhere to be seen.

It might be because the atmosphere is a bit dark so they are not visible...I thought in my heart.

"Babysk!!!!" Scream someone in the palace.

Lily and I flinched, then we stopped our steps as we were about to step inside.

"Prince Zio..." I said in a panic and then just went inside the palace.

When I entered the large room I was silent at the very unusual sight. I rounded my eyes perfectly when I saw Prince Dylan, the tenth king and queen was already lifeless with fresh blood still flowing from his wounded body. Prince Zio himself was standing opposite his older brother while crying.

I dropped the thing I was holding tightly in both hands. My arrows and gifts fell freely on the floor making a loud enough sound, some of the enemies seemed to glance at me with a grin.

"Box*t you!" Maki Chaser who instantly gave attack after brutal attack. But the person easily avoids his attacks as if deliberately stalling.

I turned my eyes to the side and found my brother had fainted and was injured quite badly while the one who was still trying to fight was the familiar of my brother with the chaser facing 3 opponents there.

I'm sitting low, I might be too late to save King Dylan. She looked lifeless when Lily checked.

It's all my fault, my fault for stalling until it's too late to save him, I should still be able to save the King by giving my gift that I made for the help of Prince Shun's magic, and it was my fault that Prince Shun left so that I could not prevent this fateful event. It was all my fault, because of me... Prince Zio lost all his precious family...

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