Alexa Kethzie's
Chapter 98: About Claire

It all started with the presence of a woman named Illona, she came with a child by her side. She said that the boy was her son with Duke, hearing that made me feel hurt.

I can't believe Duke Claoudie did that behind my back, when I was his legal wife. But considering he doesn't love me I'm self-conscious enough.

Every time I see the boy, I feel hurt but I still treat him like my own son.

He's a poor boy, growing up in a harsh environment with his mother, from the story I understand a little about the feelings he has.

Every time his mother did the work he put in a crate or hidden away so as not to disturb him.

From that I continued to give my love as a mother to him, he was also a good child, very obedient and obedient.

While Illona who lives inside Duke Kethzie's mansion doesn't bother me much but sometimes I argue with her about Lavender which she keeps ignoring. I couldn't take care of Lavender completely because I had a child I had to take care of properly.

I want to be a good mother to the child, I want to give her affection like a mother, give her what she wants, like the food she likes or the gift of her birthday. But it was all a dream, and I couldn't make that dream come true.

Claire took a deep breath and then took a slow breath.

I love that boy so much because he's Duke Claoudie's son too. Maybe he didn't realize because I did something bad to him back then that he didn't admit you.

Besides I made a pact with the Moon Goddess to make you Magise, I was very selfish to sacrifice you for the benefit of many people and also to help Duke Claoudie in his work taking care of some of the people of Frost without realizing that who might be stalking you. It's a good thing that Dummy is willing to seal your powers, and one day he'll let them go.

I'm sorry, I should have spoken well with him but I can't, every time I want to talk about you all just end up in a fight because I'm close to Dummy.

Dummy herself is my guardian, you could say she is my bodyguard and my friend who used to work under my family. I didn't think she had feelings for me all this time.

I realized it when she told me when I cried that afternoon. I kept shutting myself in the room but he watched me and continued to treat me well. He even acted like a dog that his master wanted to pamper but he rebelled a little, and at that very moment Grief came without knocking on the door.

But he closed it again violently, and it made me even more sad because I was hated by him.

You know Leca? I loved her so much, I did various ways to attract her attention but she kept ignoring me. He doesn't even think I exist, he doesn't even glance at me as a woman at all.

But I was happy when he said once, "I'm getting a little bit interested in you" that's what he said when we got into a fight.

But what made me feel like a fall, was the moment that Illona came as I said, every day I could only cry without saying much.

I understood Dummy's feelings of being upset, she planned to take me on the run with her but I refused. I can't believe he kidnapped me from there, he's been planning it all the way.

I can't fight because that guy is Dummy, he's the one who always cares for me even though this whole world hates me.

One more thing I liked, when your father came to help me he wanted to take me back to his side. But... Dummy refused, she wanted me to be happy with her and the two of them fought over me.

Your father was seriously injured, and so was Dummy, when Duke Claoudie wanted to kill him with the rest of his power but I stopped him.

Unknowingly I had already left the sissi of the two of them, this fate was pitiful. But I never hated destiny. I love it because it makes me have someone I love even though I never felt loved.

I don't know what your father feels like to me, but it's clear that up until now I still like him.

Maybe if asked what I wanted I would say I wanted him to kiss me right, because he did so badly.

I want him to say I love you even though it sounds impossible but I hope because I want him so much.

And I want to be buried immediately and not be a dream, because honestly this keeps me reminded of him and this troubles me.

Claire sighed and smiled, but soon she fell silent because she saw that I had a flood of tears.

"What's going on?" Ask wonder.

"I am moved by your kindness, my mother is too strong to face a demon like her," I said honestly.

Claire smiled, "He's not a demon because he still has a heart, you're alive now that he let you, you should be happy about that,"

"But dad even kicked me out, he said I was a son of j*lang and it made me feel tormented every day" I explained.

"Ahh if I could I'd like to punch her in the ass for torturing my son," upset Claire as she puffed her cheek.

I was surprised by the demon father who could not even be disturbed by the beauty and kindness of his mother, I thought he was really an evil demon and I did not like him.

"Thank you Mother, I have to hurry back," I said with a nod.

Not long after that his body fell back and we immediately put him to sleep in a dead fairy.

"It's been too early miaw~" Shun said frantically.

I did too, I didn't realize that the time outside kept rolling without waiting for us for a while.

"Well I'll go back to my kitten to see the situation ahead first" said the Nekomata girl accompanied by a nod.

In a matter of seconds he had disappeared from before me from running so fast, I could only chase after him as best I could and continued to run in this passageway.

But I fell when a new light passed by in front of me suddenly and blinded my eyes temporarily.

"What did you just do, huh?" He asked as he grabbed my chin and made me look at him.

He is Dummy, someone I should have avoided.

"Have you met him?" tanyakanya.

"Y-yeah," I replied slowly.

"Then come with me, we're getting married right now, you have to get ready," said Dummy, a little upset, then suddenly carried me.

"No, I don't want to" I refused rudely.

"Be quiet" he said, making my whole body suddenly limp and unable to resist.

"Oow caught us miaw~" said Nekohun who turned out to be tied to a tree trunk.

"Let go of me miaw~" Shun said again but I couldn't help him.

BRAKKK

Dummy threw me in the bed violently but then she stayed silent for a while to look at me.

"I don't care what he tells you but from now on you live as my Claire" she said, stroking my hair slowly.

I shook his hand, "You're crazy!" Rough me.

"I'm not crazy like this if it wasn't for you, you left me first, you cheated" said Dummy, leaning her head on my shoulder.

She's really like depressed, I know Dummy loves my mom a lot but they weren't meant to be together.

"Why don't you catch up with him?" askaku.

"Because I cannot die before my task is completed, it is the pain of a saint, in contrast to that prince Shun who can die at any time because he is a false saint, even so he would be a real saint if I were to really die this time," he explained slowly.

I don't know why I feel so good about her and then I hold her tight, "You love my mom don't you? then you better do what he wants, if you see him happy then that will make you happy too right,"

Dummy was stunned then looked at me with a sad look, "You know what she wants? I never even told her,"

"He wants to meet Duke Claoudie and he wants to be buried quietly,"

"Can't!" Suddenly shouted.

"Claire is only mine, she doesn't deserve to meet him because she'll only get hurt again and again, other than that I really like her, without her by my side, I would feel lonely,"

"I know, I feel the same way, you kept me away from Prince Shun, too" I upset and moved on from there.

"You made the same mistake the second time," I murmured softly without looking at him.

Dummy grabbed my shoulder and turned towards it.

"Have I.. hurt her heart?"

"Yes, you keep doing it,"

"But I just want to see her smile,"

"Because let me go, and let him settle down in the grave!"

Dummy was stunned and then looked at me blankly, "I don't want to do that" she said and left.

"I'm waiting for you in an hour" he said, causing me to sit limp on the floor.

"Free, he remains selfish because his love makes him blind and crazy, I don't know what else to do" I said as I looked at my hand.

I cried because the market was also upset, but suddenly something surprised me, the seal of eternal bond belonging to prince Shun had disappeared. I don't know since when, I didn't realize it.

Does that mean he no longer exists in this world? thinking of that made my tears unconsciously flow more and more and more my cries became. I hope it's a dream, it's not real, it's all a lie.

But I can't deny it, this is the reality, this feeling of loss is so great, it makes me feel broken into pieces.

"Don't leave me alone stupid, I can't live without you" I whispered quietly as I held a hairpin.

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