Bound Error Gus Zayn
Alexa's childhood was painful

"I don't want to be with you!" Alexa grunts him back to shake his papa's hand.

"Come pa. We're looking for a man of disgrace."

"Where to Alexa? This is not the wedding season. Besides, it's not easy to look for a real person." Papa Azam who just this time learned the strange behavior of his daughter felt dizzy. What's more, Zayn, his son-in-law must be very hard work to meet the wishes of Alexa reasonable if his daughter-in-law is often angry when facing Alexa's behavior.

"Let's go with me. The office employee said there was a neighbor who was in the middle of celebration, he circumcised the son. Let my employee ask permission for you to eat, I'll give his son an envelope to thank you." Zayn invites Alexa by grasping her female fingers but quickly Alexa brushes him off violently.

"Religion. It'd be better if my baby was tasting and withering than I had to trouble you again, then you'd bring it up later." Finally Alexa prefers to hold onto her wishes rather than having to trouble Zayn back.

"I'm sorry about Alexa. I'm not going to repeat it again. "Zayn said regretfully, but Alexa did not respond to anything. He prefers to avoid.

The pregnant woman went towards the kitchen and took a portion of food. Also ask Mama to cut fruit for her, pear fruit and red dragon fruit that Alexa chose today.

Alexa returned to the middle room with a serving of food and a glass of water that she carried on the tray.

Alexa sits next to Papa Azam. Alexa didn't look at Zayn at all.

"Do you want a bribe?" hail Zayn attentively. Alexa ignored Zayn's remarks, she was interested in asking her father something.

"Pa, has Alexa ever eaten in Papa's bribe? Alexa doesn't remember it, as Alexa remembers, Alexa only eats through Alexa's own hands after Mama's departure." Alexa's voice sounded raucous, it seemed that the pregnant woman was holding back tears, which was somehow the cause.

Papa Azam said that he never cheated on his eldest daughter. Alexa has been neglected for years. Alexa has always been an umpteenth number that has never been Papa Azam's priority. Only because Alisa is sick papa Azam seems to close his eyes to the presence of his other daughter.

"Either. Papa forgot too." Papa Azam's Alibi. The word forget seems to be evidence that Alexa is not remembered at all.

"May I eat once in a lifetime in Papa's bribe? That's if Papa isn't burdened." Alexa's voice was choked, her face was now turned away with a bead that had been framed by tears.

Papa Azam grabbed a spoonful of food and fed it to Alexa. Alexa chews the first mouthful of her papa, once in her lifetime. When Papa Azam was about to bribe again Alexa shook her head. "Enough Pa."

"Alexa forgive Papa." Papa Azam hugged his daughter's body very tightly, the middle-aged man's cry broke just like that in the arms of the daughter who had been neglected. Naturally, if Alexa is more looking for pleasure outside the house, because inside the Alexa home does not get what warmth is.

That's why Alexa is so spoiled for her former lovers, especially Adam. The man is very good at spoiling Alexa. After marrying Alexa is very spoiled for Zayn, but sometimes Zayn is annoyed about the indulgence of Alexa. Only he understood if his wife was so thirsty for affection because since childhood Alexa was neglected.

"Don't Papa see Alexa all this time. Alexa often saw papa feed Alisa but Papa never offered Alexa to eat from the hands of papa directly. Alexa often peeks at Papa behind the door when Papa recites a fairy tale story of a princess and prince, Alexa eavesdropping behind the door of Alisa's room, just so she can hear papa storytelling. Not once did Papa tell a story for me, anything else accompanied me before going to bed until I fell asleep. I was like a stray alien and was among a harmonious family. I didn't ask Mama Green's affection for me because Mama Green is Alisa's mom, not my mom. But - but." Alexa's voice faltered heartily drowned by her own cries, sounding bitter and heartbreaking.

"Thank you. Papa, I've managed to create a painful childhood for me. I even thought about going with my mom. The world is so cruel to me. I was allowed to hug myself in the cold of the night. I was forced to fight my own fears without an adult beside me. I'm sick, Pa's sick, for a dozen years I've been holding my own. I have always felt jealous of other children who enjoyed their childhood. As for me, I grew up alone without you." Alexa covered her face using both hands, her chest tightened slowly the land began to be liberated.

"Stop Alexa. Papa please do not absolve your infinite error. Papa's guilty. I'm sorry, I've been ignoring you all this time." Papa Azam framed his daughter's face in tears. He became the prime suspect for the childhood injustice Alexa went through.

Zayn was petrified in his place as much as suffered from Alexa's life in the past, Zayn did not know if Alexa was pressurized it, Zayn did not know that, what he saw Alexa was a cheerful little girl also with a beautiful smile that always complements his look. In fact, Alexa's smile is just a fake, as a mask to hide every wound. So sinful Zayn because he felt burdened by the behavior of Manja Alexa who made it difficult. Alexa did not get her rights as a child.

"Do you know any mischief that Alexa does in school just want to make Papa just a moment to look at Alexa. But what Papa did. Papa just berates and blames Alexa, not even though Papa asks what Alexa wants. All you notice is Alisa. I'm like an invisible shadow in the dark and the light."

"Dear forgive Papa, I'm sorry for being such a bad father to you. Papa's too busy with your sister. Papa doesn't know you're that miserable."

"Papa won't know because papa's son is only Alisa not me, I told you I'm just a stranger who got lost among you. Even after Alisa didn't Papa never look at me. When I was pregnant at the time, Papa beat me up and kicked me out, Papa did not embrace me and hugged me as a child. Papa scolded me without asking what really happened. Which man should I protect if my papa ignores me." Alexa is tired of damming everything herself. The falsity that he has shown so far is now revealed.

"Alexaaa." call papa Azam lirih he asks that his daughter stop obscuring her every mistake. He could not hear it, he despised his own daughter.

"Since my mother's departure, has Papa ever remembered my birthday? Whether you ever come to my school to attend a class hike or a school meeting, you always represent it to others, I am sick of your treatment. I am also ashamed, my friend called me an orphan. Because Papa never attended any of my activities at school."

"Zayn, if you ask me about my strange attitude, blame him Zayn, who shaped my personality. He's the one who let me grow up on my own." Show Alexa to Papa Azam.

"Let's go home Zayn! I'm claustrophobic if I stay in this house too long. A house I don't deserve to call home."

"What's wrong, you can say anything to me. I am indeed spoiled and childish. But please take me home. Long time I'll get used to your spicy mouth."

"Alexael ..." Zayn grabbed the helpless body of his wife. "sorry. Please forgive me." Zayn clutched tightly to his wife's frail body.