Bound Error Gus Zayn

Bound Error Gus Zayn
Zayn is offended


Alexa blinked her eyes many times, the light bias increasingly disturbing her eyesight.


"Sister Zayn."


When Alexa opened her eyes perfectly Zayn was already nearby holding her soft while, also dipping her.


When Zayn heard the soft towel, he turned to face Alexa lying down. Apparently Alexa is already aware of the influence of drugs.


"Wait a minute let me call the doctor." Zayn left Alexa lying still, then called the doctor.


The doctor explained that Alexa had improved. There is also no need to worry about anything. Alexa can also get pregnant again if everything is recovered.


Zayn peeked at Alexa's forehead and whispered an apology repeatedly. He feels guilty, according to him Alexa is in a position like this also because of his actions.


"I'm sorry, Brother Zayn."


Alexa blinked her eyes slowly as a gesture of answering her husband's question.


Deep down Alexa regrets and guilt surrounds her. The doctor said this could be due to stress. Alexa admits, he is depressed lately, if only he could control his ego so much maybe their baby can survive.


Considering how Zayn loved his son so much makes Alexa feel even more unworthy to stay with the man. It would be better if Zayn divorced her and married another shaliha woman. For example Inara, the veiled girl who proposed to Zayn the other day. Not with Lula. Alexa is more like Zayn marrying any girl from not Lula, a cousin who can defame and make her depressed.


"Your parents and my parents are taking our son to his last place. The one who is sincere is Al." Zayn rubbed the back of Alexa's hand that did not have an inpus, although Zayn looks to strengthen Alexa in fact he himself looks fragile. Zayn was even seen several times shedding tears because of the departure of a baby that Zayn had not greeted with real.


"Sir Zayn didn't take our baby to his final resting place?" alexa asked raucously, the tears were now standing on her cheeks.


"Actually I want to come. But I can't leave you, my heart calls me to stay with you. I believe in our family anyway. Our son would understand, if his mother needed his Papa more at this time."


The stomach that had originally been bulging is now flat again. Alexa felt something was missing from her body, some of her soul also lifted along with the baby who was never wanted at first is now very much in longing for its existence.


"If brother Zayn wants to be mad at me, or blame me I really don't have a papa." Alexa turned her face, her hands back in Zayn's hands she pulled slowly, then she put them on her flat stomach. Several times Alexa grimaced when she felt her stomach hurt.


"I have no reason to be angry or blame you Al, you also feel the loss even greater than me. Instead I blame myself for what happened to you, even though I believe this has become God's decree."


"Sister, did you marry me because I was pregnant? After I miscarried there was no longer anything appropriate and could hold you back from staying together. I want to be greedy to keep you settled in with me, but I know myself enough because I'm not the woman you want me to be. Once things get better, I'll set you free. You have the right to determine your own happiness." Alexa was determined in her heart. Later, he will let Zayn go to meet his father without having to be recited about his shadow.


"Alexa."


"Alexa."


"Hmm, uh,"


Alexa was surprised when Zayn called out her name with a slight jerk. He was too late in his daydream just now.


"What's up, brother."


"Don't think too much. After now I will impregnate you again, this time we will make halal children meet the requirements as well as the provisions. You've always worried about the status of the late baby-deed"


"I was worried about his brother, but not once did I want him to leave, let alone in this way." Cut Ale fast, he felt if Zayn thought he wanted their son to leave.


"Yes I know. You are the best mother for our child, our child can also feel his affection. Don't be sad anymore! There are still many opportunities for us to have children, we are still young. Still productive we also do not have any constraints. I'll give you as many children as you want, but after your puerperium is over. So where do you plan to go for your honeymoon?" Zayn rubbed the wet cheeks of Alexa who had been in tears, ignoring her own wet cheeks.


A honeymoon? Alexa doesn't want it anymore. Her little brain was making some plans after she recovered.


Zayn understands Alexa is still in a mourning mood. So that he can understand how to talk Alexa who sounds sniffy to him.


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Zayn and Alexa's family have returned from the funeral of baby Zayn and Alexa. Despite not knowing the sex of the baby but Zayn has given a name to their child, Zayn will also be able to claim their baby. This is not just about duty, but a form of love for the child.


Alexa's face also still leaves bruises because of the act of Love, also on his chin there is still a wound makes Azam father of Alexa look disappointed towards his daughter-in-law also Kahfa.


"Kahfas. Is this what you mean by guaranteeing that I have chosen the best husband for my daughter? You even proudly persuaded me to marry Zayn to Alexa. In fact, you see for yourself, your son is very negligent when looking after my daughter. Alexa even lost her son." Said Papa Azam.


Everyone was silent, including Zayn and Kahfa. Papa Kahfa has no reason to dismiss the accusations of iron, in fact Zayn son of his pride was negligent and let his son-in-law hurt even to miscarriage.


"I'm sorry my son Azam. But Zayn has followed up everything. Your sister's wife will also be punished, Zayn also did not so revoke his report against Lula, everything will be in accordance with the law applies said Papa Kahfa."


Papa Azam threw his face away, he approached his daughter who was still lying in the patient's guard. Papa Azam examined the face of his daughter who was haggard and decorated with several bruises.


"I'm sorry Papa. Papa failed to be your father. You were dangling, from childhood Papa didn't pay much attention to you. After this, Papa will fix everything. Papa shouldn't have married you to him in the first place. Papa is too selfish because Papa's shame hurt and kicked you out. Papa also asked you to marry him, Papa shouldn't be like that. Papa is Alexa's bad parent." Papa Zayn wept, bowed before his helpless-looking daughter.


"Don't blame yourself Papa. Alexa enjoys the life of Alexa. Alexa is well received. There are some things Alexa can't change. But Alexa is convincing herself that Alexa will be happy tomorrow." Alexa smiled forcefully.


"Papa will always support you from today. Papa won't force you to comply with Papa's will. Do whatever you think's good, papa'll agree to it." Papa Azam rubbed his daughter's hair, because Alexa did not wear a hijab.


"Mama. Alexa misses." Alexa asks Greendia to come closer.


"Mama Lexi, Anna. Comehere! I miss you guys too." Alexa was helped sit by her father.


"Ale doesn't miss Papa?" Papa Kahfa crossed his arms in his stomach.


"No. It's enough Mama Lexi misses Papa." Makes everyone laugh.


Alexa is entertaining herself. Hanna who noticed the sadness on her best friend's face immediately hugged her.


"It's okay, Ale. Everything's gonna be okay."


"Yes, Anna. Thank you." Thank you."


Hanna comforts her best friend with some of her jokes, Alexa only smiles thinly to respond. Hanna also said that their friends miss Alexa and want to apologize to Alexa.


"Ale you know? Yuni even hit your friends because she also commented on something that Lula spread."


"The boy was really brave." Alexa chuckles slowly.


"Ma, Alexa wants to go to the bathroom" said Alexa slowly.


Zayn came closer. "Come, let me deliver."


"I just want to be with my mom." Alexa's refusal made Zayn quite offended.


"Don't be a son and wife. You're my responsibility now. Come on, I'll take you."