Bound Error Gus Zayn
Reason

"Go? Where'd my mom mean?"

There is a fear that now ambushes Zayn, he remembers the talk of Adam last afternoon, if Zayn does not give Alexa to the man Adam will take it in his own way. Could Adam be desperate?

But if you look at Adam's profile, the guy couldn't have done anything that far. Little does Zayn know the person and character of Adam.

"Alexa told Mama that she needed time to heal her wounds. He also wanted to think which step he should take next." Greendia said everything to Zayn. He wants Zayn to have no regrets by not allowing Alexa to heal his own loss.

Zayn understood the meaning of Mama Greendia's words, he also did not want if his relationship with Alexa to end. Just imagine his life without the woman makes Alexa ketar ketir.

"Ma, tell me where Alexa went? I'll pick him up." Zayn really meant it when he said that.

"Later Mama will tell you but not now. Alexa really takes time to be alone." Mama Green stepped into her room.

"Ma Zayn please. Tell Zayn where Alexa is going. Zayn's gonna pick her up." Zayn followed his footsteps.

"No, let Alexa calm down. Don't you bother him first. He needs to think Zayn." Mama Greendia entered her room and let Zayn bewildered.

Zayn was confused where to look for the whereabouts of his wife, it would be very unlikely if Alexa went to visit his friends considering Alexa is tripping over the problem and almost all of Alexa's friends keep their distance with him.

All right, Zayn relented he'd let Alexa for a week to calm down. After this he will return to his in-laws' house and ask where Alexa is.

Zayn said goodbye to his mother-in-law, also leaving several messages to Mama Green so that Mama-in-law conveyed some things to the woman who had damaged her feelings.

Zayn drove his car to a place, not to his parents' house but to an apartment in the middle of the city. He needs a friend to confide so that he will meet his friend who has just returned home after studying in the country of people.

Zayn pressed the bell several times beside the door of the apartment unit owned by his friend.

Zayn has several close male friends but after marriage, Zayn rarely met them because Zayn was too focused on the pregnancy Alexa lived. Just this time Zayn felt really messed up after getting married. The baby went to face the divine in addition Alexa is now also calming down. As an ordinary human Zayn also needed a talking friend. But Zayn recalls his Papa Kahfa's advice, so he abandoned his intention to tell his friend.

"After marriage, enough of your wives become friends. Not for anyone else, every household problem should not sound another ear." at least that's what Zayn remembers from Papa's message.

Zayn turned around, so he did not visit his friend's apartment. His shaky steps lead Zayn to choose to go home. She needs her mother to complain about everything in her life. Besides the khalik only his mother who Zayn believed.

On the way home, Zayn pulled his car over at one of the mosques as the sound of the reverberating Adhan called to his Lord.

Although in the middle of the doubt Zayn still carry out his obligations on time, even though the distance from his place to his home is only five minutes away. Zayn wanted to quickly spill all the anxiety he felt to the director, this was the only thing he could do.

After doing his duty Zayn again continued his journey which was only a few kilo meters away.

Zayn entered his house. Strange after the departure of Alexa everything feels foreign, what is the influence of the woman on her?

Zayn did not see anyone, he knew that his father was teaching in the boarding house. Hanna must be teaching in her class. Maybe there was only Mama Lexi in the house, because the domestic workers in the house would go home after preparing dinner.

Zayn set foot on his way to his mother's room. Before entering Zayn first knocked on the door several times.

Gts ... Gts ...

"Next ...." Sounds from inside the room. Mama Lexi allows Zayn to enter her room.

Zayn can see Mama Lexi closing the sacred leaf he read a while ago.

"What's Zayn doing?" Her mother asked softly, although Zayn had not said anything, Mama Lexi understood very well if her son was agitated. Sadness was real in his eyes.

Zayn also carried his head into the lap of the mother. Zayn lay with one leg crossed with the other leg which he bent. One arm he put on the forehead so that part of his face is closed, until one eye is invisible.

"He left without saying goodbye to me Ma." Zayn said back. His voice was now choked, he even had trouble swallowing his saliva which suddenly turned into a sound.

"Go? Where's where?" Mama Lexi who was still wearing her mecano began to look for the bright spot of her son's grief. His palm stretched out to wipe his son's black mane.

"If Zayn knew Alexa was going where Zayn had picked her up Ma." There was an annoyed tone in his sentence, Zayn's head even turned his back on Mama Lexi. Now the position changed and began to curl up.

"What's your wife going on? Must be Alexa has a reason." Mama Lexi said on target. " We women don't just go away if we can get things done. Mama also once left Papa Kahfa when too disappointed in the past." Mama Lexi's telling the truth. Zayn nodded faintly confirming.

"He asked for a confession of love from me. I can't yet deduce the feelings I feel towards her. Alexa's selfish Ma asked me to love her while she also never said if she loved me." Zayn now changed his position to his original position.

"You ever ask directly?"

Hearing Lexi's mother's question, Zayn shut up. She never questioned Alexa's feelings for her. He just runs the day as usual.

"I was also upset when Alexa told me I was doing her a favor just because it was for the sake of our dead baby. Even when I asked him what he wanted me to bring after work, Alexa still thought I was stale. Even repeatedly Alexa reminds us that our baby is dead. Does she think I'm that cool because she's forgetting that our baby has been called by God."

Mama Lexi rubbed her son's hair. "Alexa says repeatedly that your baby is gone because Alexa thinks that the attention you give is only for the baby." Lexi's mom explains, she understands that her son is very stupid about romance.

"Alexa was really, really when we were in the early days of marriage Alexa thought of me if I married her just for the sake of our son too because of my biological needs. Although it is so but I really do not consider it so. I treat her well Ma, I often even ask her comfort in everything, including bed matters." I Zayn honestly.

"Are the women very happy to invite us men to argue?" gerutu Zayn's.

"Now what is your next step after the child who became the captivator among you is gone? Are you going to continue your marriage or end your marriage with a farewell?"

"Astaghfirullah Mama said it!" Zayn even sat down because he was surprised by his mother's statement.

"Ma, speech is prayer! and I've proven the accuracy. The last time Mama swore to me was getting married and it happened. Don't let Mama's words just be heard by God. I don't want to be separated from Alexa." Lexi's mom kept quiet, she didn't mean to say bad to Zayn she just asked, because she was too curious about her son's stiff feelings.

"Mama's just Zayn's bert."

"Whatever happens I won't part with Alexa. She'll make me the only wife in my life, the future mother of my son." There is no doubt in Zayn's statement.

"What's the reason? We women want concrete reasons and vailed no debate debate."

"Zayn doesn't know either, Zayn is comfortable with him. Zayn felt a real calm when with Alexa. He has always been able to fulfill my wishes, for the first time I admitted I needed his presence in my next life Ma. I also don't want Alexa to be close to any man. I feel a foreign feeling growing in my heart. My heart disease always appears after I am with him, I sometimes envy anyone who gets his attention even with Hanna I envy, I also often get bad when Alexa is not beside me. I really want to be with him!" said Zayn honestly.

"Her son Mama's cup has fallen in Alexa's charm. Whether you realize it or not, you already love Zayn." Mama Lexi smiled also rubbed the jaw firmly Zayn, he noticed the mouth of his son who had just confessed his feelings.

"I love him really? Alexa has always questioned this in recent times."

"Get Alexa and tell her exactly what you're feeling. Admit every feeling." Mama Lexi patted her son's broad shoulder.

"Yes, if Mama thinks I love her I'll see Alexa in a week and tell her why I want to be with her because I love her." Zayn published his smile.

"A week? Long time."

"I already told Mama Green that I'd let Alexa calm down for a week."