Bound Error Gus Zayn
Parables

Zayn walked towards his room. Although Adam had not completely left his home, Zayn had already left Adam. Zayn is sick every time Adam says he's gonna take Alexa out of his life.

Zayn found Alexa who was silent with a blank look toward the outside of the window of the room they occupied, her mind glazed far through the clear glass in the window frame of her room. There's a water tree there. The fruit looks ripe with a dominating red color.

Zayn approached and sat on the side of the bed right next to Alexa. Looks like Alexa was completely immersed in the crib of wishful thinking so the pregnant woman was unaware of Zayn's presence by her side.

I don't want to repeat yesterday's mistake about jackfruit. Zayn began to dare to ask before Alexa spoke.

"Do you want the fruit? I'll get it for you." Zayn asked softly, he will strive to maintain Alexa. Replacing every love that Adam ever gave to his wife, Zayn really did not want if Alexa owned by any man including by Adam.

Alexa is silent. Either Alexa deliberately ignored him because Zayn forbade Alexa to meet Adam or Alexa really did not hear the question.

For the second time Zayn asked Alexa. "Do you want a guava? I can get it for you." Again Alexa does not respond to his view remains centered on the guava tree out there.

"Alexa ..." Finally Zayn touched Alexa's shoulder, the woman was stricken with evidence that Alexa was completely unaware of Zayn's presence beside her.

"What's wrong?" ask the woman. The look in his eyes implied pain, Zayn did not want to guess the cause.

"Adam's fine you don't have to worry about him." Zayn glanced at Alexa who didn't respond to anything. Alexa's bead returned to the guava tree after previously glancing towards Zayn for a moment.

"What do you see?"

"A pair of birds making a nest."

"Where?"

"There." Alexa pointed towards the water guava tree using her chin.

"What's interesting? You've watched him until it's like that." Zayn was looking for a pair of birds that Alexa meant, but really Zayn had not found one.

"It's been more than a week that I've seen a pair of birds fix their nests. But the next day the nest will be restored. Whether it's broken by the wind or some other animal I don't understand. What is clear is that the two birds returned to repair their nests the next day with small twigs and dry grass, I was curious why their nests were not finished."

"But I think the nest is fine. They repair their nests not because of the actions of other animals but because of their own desires." Alexa again chatted, although it did not have the meaning of what she saw.

Very different from Zayn, Zayn studied also looking for the meaning of what Alexa exposes. Zayn always believed that in this universe God would not show anything without us being able to take wisdom from it all. It is up to God to show the bird's behavior towards him and Alexa. But one thing Zayn understood, there was no need to wait for it to break or break down first to fix something. When we realize something is wrong and we need to fix it we are obligated to fix it.

"They seem to be working together in making their home." Zayn looked at Alexa.

"Yes, it turns out that even animals have the ability to repair, keep also responsible." Alexa is indeed insinuating Zayn, and Zaynpun is not stupid he understands the direction of Alexa's conversation, only Zayn does not want to seek justification or deny, he only responds to Alexa's speech with a thin smile.

"Alexa. I have one parable please hear and give your opinion." Zayn said seriously, even he pushed Alexa's shoulder to keep facing him.

"Alright, just don't bother, I'm lazy to think." Alexa looks okay not sad just now when Zayn informs her that Adam is okay. Whether it's Zayn's feelings or that's the fact.

"Alexa do you think if the lights in your room go out what are you going to do? Find a new light and fix it or you'd rather move out of that room." Zayn has already summarized two answers. Alexa will probably answer one of them.

Zayn likens rooms to himself. The lights are their story.

"Depends." answered Alexa flat.

"depends?"

"Hmm, depending on whether I'm comfortable in that room. If I was comfortable in that room I would look for a new light, or another light, I could have stayed in that room even in the dark. But if I wasn't comfortable in that hall, I would still find another room for me to occupy. I wouldn't mind how bright and luxurious the lights in that room were if it made me uncomfortable I'd still be going."

For a moment Zayn was silent. Alexa's answer is beyond her prediction. But Zayn's not his name if he can't turn the situation around. Zayn has re-emphasized Alexa. "But can you make that room feel comfortable for you to live in?"

"You don't know much about me, Zayn. But okay I'll answer. Hear this! We women have become our obligation and responsibility to maintain and make comfortable the rooms we occupy, but sometimes there are things that we often can not finish on our own. If our room cannot make us feel safe and comfortable we will definitely go to find another room that we think is better to protect us, uncomfortable room for example the roof is leaking, or it's too cold that we can't warm up with a blanket, or a broken door that makes us feel unsafe or there's no window for us to breathe and see the outside world, the room that was stuffy and narrow also sometimes harassed us. But this isn't about the room!"

Zayn was stunned when Alexa said at the end of his sentence, he thought Alexa would talk about his opinion only but there is meaning in every word he said. Zayn stunned Alexa is not as simple as it seems, his thinking is quite broad.