
Zayn woke up at four in the morning, he was jolted when he was hugging the tiny body of Alexa in his arms.
"Astaghfirullah what happened?" Zayn asked himself, but he did not forget what they had done all night. Zayn immediately took off his hug on Alexa.
"Astaghfirullah." Zayn sat down, he looked at Alexa's body which was only wrapped in a blanket. "Oh my God, I'm sorry. Mama, Papa I'm sorry Zayn." Tak Zayn denied his heart tight, he regretted what they did last night. Zayn should have said when Alexa told him to leave instead of enjoying Alexa's treatment on him.
Zayn immediately put on his clothes that were still wet, he would take his clothes in the car. He should purify himself and ask his Lord for forgiveness for what he did last night with a girl who was haram to touch.
"I am God." Zayn picked up the clothes he always carried in his car.
Zayn rushed into the bathroom to clean himself up. "I've ruined a girl's future." Zayn looked at the reflection of his body in front of the mirror. On his chest and neck there is a sign created by Alexa, no danya, on Zayn's shoulder there is also a bite wound. Her chest and stocky arms were also scratched by Alexa's sharp fingernails.
After cleaning Zayn to the prayer place in Alexa's house, Zayn glanced at the wall clock that had shown the time of dawn. He hastened to carry out his duties as a servant. Zayn could not even hold back his tears as he prostrated to his creator. He regretted breaking his religious rules.
After the prayer Zayn really prostrated for a very long time. He stood up again to pray repentance. Shat which is done by a servant who intends to repent for the mistakes he has done.
Zayn prayed very fervently, he knew the ordinance of the prayer of repentance. But his mistake last night had nothing to do with the knowledge he had. Zayn begged forgiveness with great regret, he should be able to hold back his faith and faith so as not to enjoy dishes that were not his right.
Zayn was angry with himself, he was guilty of the thinness of his faith, should he be able to keep his past and his desires. Not even spilling it on some girl who is haram for her to touch. Oh Lord Zayn even planted his seed where it should be, how did the seed jiga he sowed grow in Alexa's womb? Yesterday Zayn thought nothing of the consequences, what Zayn did last night was quench his thirst for a girl he enjoyed until many times Zayn cried out in satisfaction.
Zayn again sniffled, when remembering in the first round Alexa asked Zayn to end the game. But Zayn said he was really greedy and was back in heaven, even though Alexa asked him to quit. Zayn did not violate the shatan for the sins he committed, nor did he blame Alexa. Zayn just blamed himself.
"Basic fool!" Zayn looked down with tears.
"Punish me, O God. May my crimes not be fruitful last night. Please God, do not insult me any lower. I know this is a rebuke or a trial for me, but please do not let my disgrace spread, I will be responsible to the girl. I'll marry her." Zayn stared at the wall before him, trying to negotiate with his Lord hoping that his Lord would be kind and forgive him.
Zayn should have taken Alexa to the hospital last night, or satisfied Alexa in other ways, instead of Zayn also satisfied himself with Alexa.
Zayn was about to go home after he circumcised the khaliq, but he could not bear to leave Alexa who last night he had gulped out all his honey. Finally Zayn opened the door of the room he had used last night to commit sin.
Zayn looked at Alexa who was still curled up, her position was still the same as it was when Zayn left. Zayn woke Alexa, shaking her body, but she looked the other way. Zayn wasn't sure if he was able to get past the temptations of the sexy body. If he let his eyes look at Alexa, it is not impossible if he re-enjoiced the body.
"Alexa, wake up is past dawn." Zayn shook the body of Alexa, the woman who was not the girl wriggled. And slowly opened his eyes.
"Holyou! Then the dawn prayer. We'll talk later." Zayn said when Alexa was fully aware.
Alexa screeched, as she tried to get up. He clearly remembered what they had been through last night.
"Still sick?" Zayn asked but his gaze was still in the other direction.
"No. Just a little bit of an ache." Alexa lied. He immediately rolled up his body with a blanket, and dragged his feet into the bathroom. Resisting every pain he felt.
Zayn smiled faintly when he saw blood spots on the bed sheets as well as silent witnesses of the ferocity of himself executing Alexa. No he denied in his heart stored a handful of pride because he became the first man for the girl.
Zayn knocked on the door, afraid Alexa would do anything. "Alexa are you okay?"
"Yes, I'm fine."
"Hurry out and pray at dawn, the dawn is near."
"You wait in the living room, I forgot to bring no clothes." Alexa screamed from the bathroom. "It's impossible for me to come out with a short towel." Alexa shouted back, she was upset because Zayn didn't leave.
"You embarrassed?"
Foolish Zayn asked. "Get out!"
Zayn shook his head inexhaustibly, Alexa was still ashamed of him even though Zayn had seen even felt every inch of the body. But he still came out while carrying a papper bag containing used sheets, Zayn put it in the car first.
Her phone reads, Mama Lexi calls her son saying Zayn's return is when. Zayn will be home as soon as his business is done, Zayn asks that the mother not worry about him.
When Zayn returned Alexa was already sitting in the living room. "She prayed?" Zayn asked calmly as if nothing had happened between them.
I'd love Alexa to punch that face. But what exactly does Alexa want to see from Zayn's facial features?
"Eh, Den Zayn." Aunty who passed by greeted Zayn who was still standing.
"Not home yet?" ask aunt. When Zayn was about to answer Alexa who answered.
"Newly come Bi."
"Oh so. Yes, I'm sorry." Aunty resigned herself even though she wanted to ask when Zayn came home as she remembered Zayn's car was still parked in the yard. But aunty doesn't want to interfere with her employer's business.
After the departure of aunt Zayn looked at Alexa, whose gaze was even fixed on the neck of Alesa who was filled with the sign of ownership that he created. As soon as Zayn remembered the pleasure of enjoying the body of the woman before him, and it succeeded in making his groin back narrowed, just by remembering the events of last night his was back on his feet, Zayn thought wonderfully Alexa magic.
Zayn felt he was really made drunk by Alexa.
"Why did you lie to your aunt, if I just came. I haven't come home yet." Zayn looked at Alexa.
"You want to be honest with him if you haven't come home yet, and what we went through last night." Alexa squealing.
"Alexa, about last night I wanted to talk about it." Zayn looks serious.
"What do you want?" ask Alexa. If it's honest for God's sake Zayn wants to repeat the last night's activities. But Zayn shouldn't look cheap in front of Alexa. After all if Zayn wants to repeat things last night he has to justify Alexa first. He has repented lest he commit the same sin.
"I'll take responsibility."