
"If you are to be certain, learn to let go. If Zayn comes back and fights, it means being sincere and wanting to be with you. But if Zayn disappears and there's no news, then your job is just to take care of his wings not to fly with him." as Papa Azam said to Alexa, so ringed in Alexa's ears.
Alexa wants to test Zayn's true feelings, by giving Zayn space and time thinking if Zayn loves her he will fight for her, and if not then Alexa will let Zayn continue the story without her.
After Alexa ignored her, Zayn asked someone to get her clothes and Alexa in their rented clothes yesterday. While some of the goods that Zayn had already bought, Zayn gave to his workers who often he bothered.
After Alexa told Zayn to leave his room, Alexa thought Zayn was not in his room because he had returned to Papa Kahfa's house, apparently Zayn chose to sleep in the living room tonight. Although Mama Green had told Zayn to sleep in the guest room, Zayn did not want to. Usut got this swipe part of his strategy. Alexa certainly would not have the heart if you had to let Zayn sleep in the living room, so inevitably Alexa will invite Zayn to sleep in his room. Pretty sneaky. Zayn took advantage of the situation to attract Alexa's sympathy.
And it's true when Alexa exits Zayn's room pretending to squirm and uncomfortable while asleep on the couch.
"Alexa you need something?" Zayn stepped up to approach Alexa who was still sitting on the doorstep of her room.
"Son Zayn hasn't come home yet?" ask Alexa.
"Going home? You are my home! Not a place to go before I go home. I'll go home where you are."
Alexa squealing slowly. As good as what words Zayn said still feels bargain according to him.
"I need some time, brother."
"Go away, brother."
"I don't want to be disturbed for some time." Alexa remains strong with her stance.
Alexa closed the door to her room. Letting Zayn be at his doorstep.
Every day Zayn visits Alexa, although sometimes Alexa does not want Zayn to meet. The woman really avoids it, Alexa has waited long enough. Waiting for Zayn to express his love, but that time did not come.
After thinking some time Alexa will calm herself down somewhere. He will return after ten weeks, more precisely when he will graduate later.
Not Alexa intends to run from Zayn, he does need time to himself, although the situation is not really recovered Alexa does need to calm the heart and his mind is still grieving over the departure of the baby.
Alexa needs to recover from her loss to her baby. Calm down from people he knows for some time. If anyone says if Alexa is too mendramama circumstances, really Alexa can only say if the humans who judge it like it is not a person with high tolerance. Because basically a person will not be able to feel the pain if they do not suffer the same injuries.
Alexa was even fed up with the neighbors who lived around her house who said if Alexa was getting a punishment for her actions. Those out there can only judge without hearing the real story, Alexa is not given space to defend themselves. It is good that a person is from the mouth of which one speaks. And which ears hear.
Mama Greendia and Papa Azam have persuaded Alexa to stay and not leave them, but it seems like Alexa's determination has been unanimous. He will stay away from Zayn for a while.
Papa Azam himself who delivers Alexa to calm down while healing wounds and loss.
Alexa goes to a village far enough from the city, where Cousins far from Papa Azam live. Aunt Aliyah that's what Alexa calls it. The 50-year-old woman lives with her husband in the village, they live alone in his modest home. While the two children wander to different cities, trying other benefits besides farming and farming.
The village is quite far away, although Alexa leaves early in the morning until the evening the car driven by Papa Azam has not reached his aunt's place.
Until 8 pm then Mobil Azam arrived at the residence of his cousin.
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Zayn met Adam in his office, he had just met his rival.
"I thought you'd make Zayn happy." Adam turned his face. He did not want to linger long staring at the man who always made him jealous.
Zayn just took a rough breath, event after event Zayn couldn't fix. Zayn also did not want to lose his son, what else to make Alexa hurt because of his actions.
"What are you going to do after this Zayn? Give Alexa back to me or do I have to take it from you?" A cynical smile slipped on the corner of Adam's lips.
For a moment Zayn was silent. Look at Adam with warning. Zayn doesn't like Adam's questions.
"Not both. Will keep Alexa to stay beside me." said Zayn steady.
"I warned you to protect and make her happy." - cynical Adam
"You're sure Alexa will stay with you after your son's gone? You sure Alexa loves you?"
Zayn doubted the last question, Alexa only demanded recognition from him, while Alexa himself never admitted anything.
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As usual in the afternoon when Zayn came home from work. He went straight to his father-in-law's house, Zayn had no idea about the wife's departure to a new place to calm down. Alexa has said nothing about her plans.
Since Zayn sent a message to Alexa, maybe his wife wanted something then he would buy it. But Alexa does not reply to his message, let alone to reply to the message he sent. Alexa did not even read the message because it was not sent, so Zayn decided to call his wife's mobile number. Many times Zayn made calls but his wife's phone remained inactive.
Zayn immediately ran his car back after he pulled over because he tried to contact Alexa.
Zayn even ignored Mama Lexi's request to stop by her house because Mama Lexi made Alexa's favorite soup. Zayn still did not stop by because he was worried about Alexa, I don't know his feelings began to calm down.
Zayn parked his car in front of his in-laws. After saying hello Zayn entered the house and went to the room Alexa occupied.
Not locked. Rooms that often times Alexa lock it can now open Zayn very easily. Silence immediately greeted Zayn, as if his owner had left with quite a long time.
"Alexael ..."
"Alexael ..."
Several times Zayn was indeed his wife's name, trying to listen to the bathroom maybe Alexa was there, but did not sound splashing water at all so that makes Zayn half run to the bathroom. Empty, spacious bathroom that does not show the whereabouts of his wife, as well as the balcony of his room. Where did Alexa go.
Zayn went out of his room to look for his wife. But until some places Zayn explored he could not find the whereabouts of his wife.
Then where did all the people go? Not yet had Zayn contacted his mother-in-law, mama Green had arrived home. With both workers working in the house.
"Where's Alexa? Did you go with Mama?" Zayn even went out of the house to confirm the whereabouts of his wife.
Despite searching for Zayn, Zayn did not find his wife.
"Alexa's gone for a while Zayn."
"What does Mama mean?"