
"Acrasnodity ..."
Hanna entered her grandparents' home alone, after saying her greetings earlier.
"Yes'safety ..."
"Hanna where's Alexa?" Zayn, who asked where his wife was, did not his father say that Hanna had to go back with his wife and where his wife if Hanna came alone.
"Alexa? Didn't he come here?"
"If Alexa were here I wouldn't ask you. You must have seen it here, too." Zayn thinks Hanna's making it up.
"But it's true, sister, Alexa was here with Anna. I was called Aunt Kayla so I told Alexa to come in first." Hanna was also surprised when she did not find Alexa in her grandfather's house.
"Where did Alexa go?" Zayn even ruffled around his waist in search of his wife's whereabouts, doyan once Alexa disappeared.
"Zayn don't-don't Alexa hear our talk." Mama Lexi suddenly remembered that they were talking about a child out of wedlock. It's possible that Alexa heard their words offended.
"Astaghfirullah's. I'll go home first. Ariston ..." Zayn said goodbye to everyone. Zayn fears only one thing is Alexa running away or doing things that will make her and their baby happy.
Zayn ran from his grandfather's house which was quite a distance away on foot. His mind was uncertain he was very, very scared if Alexa did anything.
When he arrived at his house, Zayn went straight to his room and found Alexa prostrating on top of a bed with a white face that he was wearing.
Zayn was pecking at the doorway, his tongue was also felt as a mute with a body that was now as stiff as a stone. Zayn heard Alexa's crying roar with a few sentences that did not sound clear, Zayn concluded that his wife had heard the conversation of his family.
As Zayn's legs tighten and he falls to his knees with a nanar, Zayn also displaces his knees near Alexa. Then Zayn sat down in front of Alexa, Zayn's hands stretched out rubbing Alexa's vibrating back. Alexa's cry really sounded heartbreaking as well as heartbreaking.
"Alexa ..."
"Sister." Alexa changed her position from her prostrate position, Alexa slowly occupied her body.
"Sister Zayn. My son will forever be an illegitimate child. He, he will not have his father's nasab, forever my son will be an illegitimate son. I sinned, Brother, I am truly sinful. Hicks ... Hicks ..." Alexa said what she felt. It does not feel willing if his son will bear a hundred illegitimate children.
Zayn clenched, his emotions and teary eyes could not hide, regret now dominating him he also became the cause of his son present in the wrong way.
Zayn took Alexa's body into his arms.
"Shuuutttt. Don't say it like that! Your son has a father, I'm Alexa's father." Zayn also escaped his tears between his eyes, Zayn felt selfish if he just took out his seeds outside Alexa's body maybe this would not happen. And again yesterday he also hoped even to pray that Alexa became pregnant with her child, and when all that happened Zayn even felt useless.
"I'm sorry brother. If only I had wanted to when you were about to marry me, maybe none of this would have happened. I'm complicating things, I'm really sorry." Zayn rubbed his cheeks and the corners of his eyes before breaking a hug, he did not want Alexa to know if he was crying because he was carried away.
Zayn parsed his arms, his broad hands framed Alexa's puffy face, it looks like Alexa is indeed crying with a short time.
"I'm also guilty of Alexa, I'm the main culprit of our baby's presence." Zayn looked up not wanting his tears to slip back what else in front of Alexa.
"My poor baby, she's forever without the right to demand anything from you. You're also under no obligation to give anything to my baby. When enough has determined the norm is despicable, then what will make him lucky? I am the worst mother in the world. My son wasn't born yet but I've insulted him." Alexa looked down with tears that never stopped flowing, and now the tears landed on Zayn's palm, wetting the hand so that it left a little puddle between Zayn's hand and Alexa's chin.
"I will make her feel lucky Alexa, I want her to be present in this world. There is no abominable baby Alexa, By Allah I do not reject her presence. I will love him with all my heart. He's my son! Forever that status will not change, even if the law defies me I do not care, I will still treat him well, he is my first child. She's Alexa special, I promise I won't discriminate with my other son, someday if I'm still in the belief of having children. Don't worry about anything. I will vouch for his rights as my son, my heir, my successor as well. Don't worry about Alexa." Although Zayn had with all his heart held back his tears, in fact the tears still escaped by themselves.
"You really want him to be your son,? you won't regret it when she's born?"
"Yes I want him, he's my flesh and blood no matter how it's formed, won't change the facts if he's my son. And one more thing, the only thing I regret is my fault of the weak priest. I won't regret it when he's declared alive."
Alexa eases her cries despite leaving small hiccups.
"Don't think of anything. It's your job to make sure it stays happy in here." Zayn rubbed and rubbed Akexa's stomach.
"Then what's your job? You're also obligated to look after us." Alexa's voice sounded raucous.
"My job is to look at the baby's grandpa, make sure he's comfortable in your womb. Fair work, right?" Zayn grinned, may Alexa be entertained.