Bound Error Gus Zayn
rejection of Alexa

"I'll take responsibility." Zayn said earnestly, there was no playfulness in his words.

"In charge? By way?"

"I'll propose to you as soon as possible and we'll get married." Zayn wasn't a coward who would just run away. Even if he is not the first man for Alexa, he will still be responsible.

Alexa is astonished Zayn refuses to marry Lula, but this morning Zayn says out loud that the man will marry her. Alexa thinks Zayn's brain shifted a little, because of last night's events.

"Sister Zayn. Marriage is not a simple matter, we were not close before. We also often argue and do not fit at all, we are like cats and dogs how can we be together as a couple. That's impossible brother." Alexa objected to Zayn's intention she had even stood up from her seat.

Marrying Zayn did not cross the mind of Alexa, only because it passed the night together and then Zayn decided to give it up. I don't know where the man's mind is.

"Alexa, we've committed a great sin. We still have to get married, maybe for me there is nothing to lose by marrying you or not. If I ever had my wife's partner, it wouldn't be possible to question my virginity. While you? Surely your husband will question your chastity." Zayn gives a simple picture, but Alexa crossed that picture by breaking Zayn's thinking.

"You take it easy, I will be honest from the beginning to my future husband. About me who's not a virgin. You don't have to worry about my fate, after all this modern-day virgin isn't the price of a girl's death." Alexa does not want to take a headache, about her future, after all she is still heartbroken over the actions of Adam the other day, in addition to his meeting last night which was accidentally. Which deepened his wound.

Zayn. He wanted to say something else but was afraid that his words would become a prayer for him as well, while he chose silence.

"Sister, let's forget what we missed last night. Keep the last night secret too! don't bring it in front of anyone. Let's just say that between me and Zayn's brother nothing happened. No one will know what we've been through if we shut up." Alexa is one of those women that Zayn thinks is very strange.

If another girl would cry and even threaten to hold the perpetrator responsible, another case with Alexa, the woman actually denied the responsibility that would be done by the main suspect.

"Alexa think again!" Zayn turned to Alexa. "All I took from you wasn't just a rubber perken. I took your honor and enjoyed it for myself. You just let it go?" Zayn advocates attacking a woman's self-esteem.

"You sound like a cassanova. Or some kind of guy breng sek."

"I'm a jerk."

"Then what should I do? Cry non-stop and lock yourself in a room? Even if I do that you won't be able to return what you've taken."

"Then let me take responsibility, Alexa."

"no need. I'm guilty, I tease you first. I threw myself at you, I don't blame you for the misfortune that befell me. It's my destiny." Zayn knows Alexa is not okay, misfortune is approaching Alexa some time. His sturdy shoulders were opposite his fragile heart.

"Alexa, I can't guarantee that what we did last night didn't work." Zayn finally expressed his fear and his biggest reason for wanting to marry Alexa.

"the results?"

"Yes results, for our actions last night. We're both healthy and productive, it's not impossible our fault we're growing new lives." Alexa is silent. His tongue was a little muddy, he was very afraid if that might happen.

Alexa doesn't care what Zayn says. He was still in a daze as well as remembering the events last night.

"Where did you get him out last night?" Alexa asked plain.Zayn's face reddened before answering it, do not remember Alexa when she twitched and vibrated while hers was still embedded in Alexa's body, the lava she spilled inside Alexa. Forget the woman, when she said that there was a warm liquid that filled her core. Yes, maybe Alexa forgot to remember Zaynlah who wiped the liquid before he returned to continue the game.

In the second half Zayn blew himself up inside Alexa's body, he did not have the strength even to immediately pull out his property. Zayn enjoys his activities so much that he does not think about the consequences someday.

"I spilled everything in your body." Zayn said honestly.

"Adtaghfirullah Zayn ..." Alexa stood up and bit her fist. He could not figure out why zayn was so careless. Alexa walked back and forth to think, trying to calm herself down. Now she is really afraid to imagine that she is pregnant out of wedlock.

"Silence Alexa, relax!" Alexa is suing herself.

"Just calm down, Brother Zayn, that can't be the case. Fertilization cannot happen that easily, we only do it once. Even many couples out there who have done it several times but not pregnant really." Alexa is afraid. He told Zayn to calm down, but he shivered in fear.

"Who said I took it out once? You forgot I spilled my seed twice Alexa."

Alexsa's heart slipped instantly as his legs and knees relaxed like a spaghetti that had been boiled. Alexa does not have the power even just to stand supporting her own body. Alexa is now sitting back on the couch.

"Why is Brother Zayn so careless." This time Alexa could not hide her worries she began to cry.

"I'm powerless Alexa, I can't fight the other side of myself. Regardless of who I am, I'm just a normal guy who can't take care of myself and my faith is so thin. But I won't apologize for teasing me first."

"Whatever. But one thing, forget it and keep it a secret no matter what we did last night. Suppose nothing happens, live like a normal day. I'm denying you responsibility." Alexa said firmly.

Alexa thinks this won't have much effect on her free life, a lot of people out there think Alexa is as wild as Zayn thought she was before last night.

But Alexa thinks people's responses about Zayn, who is an ustadz, as well as Gus, the future successor to the boarding school, not only that Zayn is also a lecturer at a famous campus. What happens if others know if a Gus has made a big mistake that is fairly fatal.

"Alexa."

"Go home. Don't make people suspicious because you're here."

"When did your parents come home? I'm gonna marry you. Don't get big heads. All this I'm doing is because my son-in-law might grow up in your womb.,"

"No. I'm not gonna let that happen, I'm not gonna get pregnant. Go home, brother, and keep this a secret. Otherwise I would have done things that did not occur to Brother Zayn." Alexa stood up and walked slightly limping like an inguin. It's all because of last night.

Zayn tightly clenched both his hands. Alexa's rejection hurt her self-esteem as a man.