
Finished cleaning up Zayn stared and took a photo on the Alexa makeup table, a friendly portrait of Alexa and Adam that looks very happy. Like a couple who love each other. Zayn admitted since with him Alexa's smile is not as sweet as before.
In the photo, Adam is embracing Alexa's shoulder and smiling broadly at the camera, while Alexa looks at Adam with a laugh that shows happiness.
"Don't misunderstand me. I haven't had time to pack my room since the day my papa kicked me out." Alexa came out of the bathroom after taking turns cleaning herself.
"Wasn't you broke up with Adam? But you still left her picture on display here. Do you still wish Adam would come back to you?" Zayn's question was very encouraging for Alexa to make the pregnant woman turn her face.
"Lied if I admitted I didn't." There was a bitter sound in his tone. The tip of Alexa's lips even shook.
Remembering about Adam, Alexa also felt guilty towards the man. Where is Adam now? The man was like being swallowed by the earth a month ago. Alexa no longer hears.
"Don't think of any other man Alexa. I'm your husband it's illegal for you to remember any man other than me." Zayn put the photo back in its place.
"No. I don't think about him, I know enough about Zayn. I'll make breakfast." Alexa came out but before Alexa managed to close the door Alexa advised not to touch anything in her room.
"Don't touch my stuff without my permission." Not that Zayn was following, was there no order to be broken. Zayn was curious about what was in Alexa's room. Zayn stepped his eyes fixed on a deep purple box beside the nightstand. The box is not too big only measuring 60x40 square cm.
Zayn who was curious to open the keyless box, there are several sheets of photos of Alexa and adam there, also one sal knit with the name of Adam, carved, there is also a handkerchief with embroidery of the same name. There is also a navy-style sweater that Zayn believes to be a switer people. Adam is a romantic guy. There is a bouquet of paper accessories with the tag names Adam and Alexa.
"Damn. They make too many memories, just so Alexa looks hard to remove the shadow of Adam from his life." His chest was burning when he saw some of the memories Alexa neatly packed.
"They dated for two years. Not sure if I'm Adam who doesn't know Alexa, they must have done more than just kisses." The shadow of Adam touching Alexa makes Zayn even more angry when he had a bath before. "It's impossible that they dated for two years just handrails. Shit!"
Zayn closed the box violently, his feet even kicking the box slowly.
Zayn's feet stepped towards the balcony of Alexa's room, his mind in disarray. Zayn felt himself to be a barrier and a stumbling block to the relationship. If that night hadn't happened maybe Adam and Alexa would be together by now. Sometimes Zayn blames himself for destroying the relationship between a couple who love each other.
Zayn unraveled his half-wet black mane. Zayn admits to being selfish because he forced Alexa to marry him, Zayn did not give Alexa any choice. And the woman claimed to be wronged by him a moment ago.
"I must be how O God." Zayn stared at the morning sky that looked overcast, like he was supporting his mood.
Long enough Zayn was on the balcony, so he decided to follow Alexa down. He should be more sensitive and take Alexa's heart. Yes Zayn has to prove he is better than Adam.
Upon entering Alexa's room, Zayn was made to gasp when he saw the frame that framed the portrait of Alexa and Adam had been smashed to pieces on the floor, such as accidentally slammed or fell. But when? When Zayn left Alexa's room, everything looked neat and fine.
Though from the balcony Zayn did not hear the sound of falling objects, but it could be the frame was destroyed.
Zayn was worried that Alexa would blame him so he immediately took out the trash and put the broken glass from the frame into the trash. Because in a hurry and not careful Zayn even hurt his own hands so that fresh blood flowed from his right palm.
"Astaghfirullah." Zayn tried to pull out the glass shale that stuck in his palm. Not yet uprooted someone has caught him.
"Zayn, what are you doing." Zayn squats and tries to block Alexa's visibility from seeing her shattered pottery for reasons Zayn doesn't know.
"Me, me." Zayn tried to find an excuse but unfortunately Alexa instead moved to the back. It's too late and it's certain that Alexa saw the photo was destroyed as well with the trash can nearby.
"What are you doing?"
"Alexa I, I didn't do anything really. I didn't ruin your picture. I'm not lying Alexa." Zayn panicked.
"I swear Alexa, I didn't do anything. I didn't ruin your pot at all. Trust me!" in a panic, Zayn clenched his hand without realizing the glass fragment was now hurting his hand even deeper.
Alexa understands, Zayn seems to think that Alexa will blame and accuse Zayn of damaging potonyan. Though Alexa will not do that, itself that makes the frame fall.
"Who will blame you. I made the frame fall, I was about to pack it and keep it. But it seemed like my hands were slippery until the frame slipped from my grasp and fell hard on the floor until everything was blown away." Alexa told me the details of the incident.
"So I was aunty's pabggil to settle. I'm also surprised you even approached the broken glass that's why I asked you what you were doing."
"Thank God. I thought you were gonna accuse me." Zayn's hand grips loosened to coincide with a lot of blood pouring through his palms pretty deeply. Alexa looked at the red liquid dripping onto the floor and realized the source was from Zayn's hand.
"Astaghfirullah Zayn." immediately Alexa grabbed Zayn's injured right hand.
Open that hand until it's perfectly open. "You're hurt. Let's wash let me treat." Alexa takes Zayn to the bathroom to wash him. Blow several times Zayn's injured hand.
Alexa even took the piece of glass and threw it away. Alexa's treatment makes Zayn's feelings vibrate violently. Just at the point of his attention Zayn was feeling lucky. What if he could get the sympathy and the whole heart of Alexa like Adam?
With great care Alexa treat it.
Zayn deliberately complained only to have Alexa blow his wound. Alexa is quite gentle if she does not provoke the pregnant woman's emody.
Zayn felt no pain at all.
"Alexa what makes you love Adam?"
Alexa stopped her from bandaging Zayn's wounds.
"What did you say? You're delirious about turning yourself into Adam so I can love him?" check, Alexa analysis on target.
"No-no, I just want to try to make you comfortable with me. That's it, we're married anyway I don't think I'm gonna love you as much as Adam. It's not about love but rather the comfort I wish you could work together." It is hard for Zayn to admit that if he wants to make Alexa love him, Zayn is always looking for unreasonable reasons.