Breathless
Chapter 1: Crawling In The Dark

"PREFERABLY YOU IMMEDIATELY CLEAN UP THIS MESS, BITCH!!!!"  The sound of barithone a man who was busy cleaning his hands from the blood that was attached echoed in the small apartment.

In front of him curled up a young woman leaning against the corner of the bed wearing only a potluck outfit that was wet with blood flowing from her nose and the corners of her full lips that had turned a pale blue color. His slender body trembled violently withstanding the feeling of the nelangsa and lara who had been paddling him since earlier. He bit the lower lip firmly so that his lips did not let out any unwanted sounds by the strapping man. His hands only helped to cover his eyelids which were now bathed by tears that seemed to want to spurt out like a rushing flood.

The man then approached her again grabbing her helpless vulnerable body out of steam. The man violently threw the woman back into the bed. The woman tried to rebel with the remnants of her strength, but she was only able to deal a weak blow without any force to the chest of the man's field. With dark glittering eyes the man pulled on the woman's face and started kissing her very roughly, his hands aggressively touching the intimate part of the woman mercilessly. The woman just sobbed to let the man do anything to her. His body had given up, his soul had grown tired of all the games that fate had done to him. After being content to vent his depraved lust. The man grabbed the woman's body and held her tightly in his arms.

"I love you, Emu!" his whisper to the young lady who did not react only trembled at the words the shameless man said.

Of love? Love SAID after all the atrocities he committed on her? After all the swearing directed at him without feeling?  Smoke Emu in his heart. Even now to make a sound, he was helpless. He just stared at the sturdy man with a pushy look.

"Da-date-san! Do you really love me?!" he said it was almost inaudible.

"of course! Don't doubt my love for you, Emu-chan! If you doubt me or leave me. I'm not ready to kill you! Catch that!" date said as she pulled Emu's hair and kissed her once more and removed the traces of their interlocked saliva.

Date then got up and let Emu's weak body lie on the bed just like that. Date picked up her clothes lying on the floor and immediately put them on. A second later the man walked towards the door of the room,

"Don't go to the hospital tomorrow. I don't want anyone to see you with a face like that!" Said Date turning towards Emu and pointing at the bruises that adorned her white face.

"I don't want your friends to interfere with our affairs either! Don't let anyone else enter this apartment! Remember that! You are mine no one can have you! Say it again while coming out of the room.

Click!

Date came out of Emu's petite apacement and locked her away from the outside. He didn't want anyone to see Emu and take her away. They are both doctors. So they can take care of their own situation.

Hearing that her apartment door was locked, Emu pulled a blanket that had been stained by her blood closer to her body. His body was weak. His soul hurts, his heart hurts. The path of love for her always ends with grief and suffering. Are you too far away for him to achieve happiness? His breathing became very heavy, his chest seemed to be pressed by a very large stone that made him squeezed out of breathing.

Full of grunt all over his body, he tried to get up from his bed. His legs trembled violently as if unable to support his weight anymore. With a careful step he tried to reach the cellphone on his room table then he slumped down on the floor and leaned against the wall while holding the cellphone he took.

His hands shook, worried about what he should do. Emu was afraid that if she contacted her friends, Date would do something reckless. Not out of fear that Date would hurt him or kill him, but sometimes Emu hoped that Date would just kill him instead of having to stay in a nightmare every day. Emu was only afraid that Date would hurt her friends.

Emu saw Hiiro's name in her phone contact. Tears were pouring from the corner of her eyes now. Until now his love for Hiiro is still well preserved in his heart, but circumstances do not favor him. Hiiro never reciprocates the love Emu feels for her. Inexplicably Emu subconsciously sent Hiiro a message and said the same thing as 1 year ago. Emu stared at the mobile phone screen hoping Hiiro could reply to his message and give him a little strength to hold on or at least Hiiro could still consider him a friend. 

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The messages Emu sent were read only without reply. Emu's crying is getting more and more bitter. His hands were beating his own head wildly. How foolish he was to still wish on Hiiro the same as a year before.

Now Emu stared at Kiriya's name on the phone. Can Kiriya help him? thought Emu was upset. He's really fed up with all this. He wanted to get out of the hell that Date created for him. He misses his friends. It had been enough for these 5 months that he lived full of misery. God, I beg you! Give me a chance to go back to the way I used to be with my friends. With determination Emu immediately pressed Kiriya's number and called her.

"Kujo Kiriya is here! If you hear this message, please leave a message after the beep"

Emu repeatedly tried to call Kiriya's number, but the number did not answer. His emotions were getting uncontrollable, he was crying out roaring without direction. Emu started banging her head against the wall. It's over, no one cares about him. The world is no longer friendly to him. There is no place for him now.

"YOU FOOL!!! STUPID EMU!!!" his screeches while incessantly banging his head against the wall. A second later Emu suddenly grinned and laughed. Laughing at the fate he has. Laughing at the stupidity he had done. His life is really just a game for the person he once loved and now that game has made it Game Over will not be saved. Yes really! The game has been Game Over without being able to Continue. Emu breathed heavily. His eyes were now losing hope. His soul was empty without purpose. He turned his head again to his phone then typed a short message for all his friends and sent it mass.

"SAYONARA MINNA!"

PRANK UP!!!

Then threw his phone towards the window of his apartment.

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Blue moon, You saw me standing alone

Without a dream in my heart, without the love of my won

Elvis Presley - Blue Moon