Cahya Looking for Light
Run away again

Long enough Cahya was silent in shock at hearing her condition, she could only cry, Devan called and looked for her in panic, Cahya tried to hold back her cries and just said she was bored in the hospital so took a walk out for a while.

Cahya immediately returned to the hospital where she had been treated all this time, she saw her husband from a distance waiting for her in front of the hospital, she said, her husband looked panicked because he wasn't in his room when Devan came back.

"He wants to have many children, while my condition is like this, what should I do?" inwardly Cahya, did not feel her tears dripping back, Devan saw her existence made Cahya immediately wipe her tears, Devan ran closer to Cahya.

"You're from anywhere, don't freak me out, if you want anything to tell me!"Devan screamed in panic, afraid that Cahya would leave him again.

They returned to Cahya's room, Cahya seemed very lazy to enter the room again, Devan was very aware of it but he still hoped his wife would still be treated there much longer.

"I want to go home, I feel so crowded here" Cahya again pleaded with her husband

Devan can only obey him than Cahya later run away again, even doctors also recommend outpatient course, the most important thing is to keep the feeling and food alone.

They have returned home, Cahya immediately fell asleep on the sofa, he then asked Devan to visit Rafa, he was very upset because he had not met in person for a long time.

Devan obeyed Cahya's wishes, tomorrow they departed, after a long journey during the day they arrived, Cahya was very happy to meet her son, they let go of longing.

"Mama's healed?" ask Rafa

Cahya nodded and continued to kiss Rafa, there was a thought that kept raging in her heart, she hesitated for a moment about something.

"Ayya, you rest first yes, the trip must be tiring" said Retno's mother, Cahya according to him and took a nap with his son.

"Devan, try to call your wife, she's been a few hours away with Rafa, they came to the park to play but it's been a long time, searched in the park near the compound here no, no, whether they go to the park, the phone is connected but not lifted" Retno's mother panicked that afternoon.

Cahya had been at her in-laws' house for a few days, that day Devan accompanied her father to their estate, so did not know that his wife and son were going to the park.

Devan heads straight home as he also fails to reach Cahya, after retno's mother explains everything, Devan goes to the room to check while continuing to try to contact his wife, but how shocked he was because it turned out that Cahya's phone was on the table next to their bed.

Devan approached the phone, and to his surprise, Cahya's wedding ring was next to the phone, and Devan ran outside.

"Find Ayya right now!" he shouted at all the assistants in the house

"What's Devan" asked Retno's mother who was shocked by her son's screams.

"Ayya ran away again ma, it seems he already knows the condition" replied Devan who still looks very panicked, Devan then checked Cahya's phone, sure enough, the photo of the medical record was there.

The search is done but it has been a few days Cahya and Rafa are still not found, Devan looked at the photo of the three of them, Devan,

"Ayy, why are you always like this" muttered Devan sadly.

"My dear husband, I'm sorry to keep disappointing you, sorry I brought Rafa, I was afraid she was my only child, so I took her.

You want a lot of children, while my condition is like this, not knowing that it can heal and giving you as many children as you want or not, I let you go back, I let you go, from now on do what makes you happy.

I'm not a strong woman, I won't be able to see you with the others so I choose to leave, if I hold on beside you, it's the same as if I wronged you, because I can't give you any more children.

Forgive me for choosing this path, be happy from now on, keep my name and Rafa in your heart but not because we your future is stopped.

You are my Light, the light that always illuminates me, I am afraid to run away from you again, I am afraid of the darkness because you are not beside me anymore.

Therefore I brought Rafa to accompany me, please forgive me" Cahya concluded in a file she kept on her phone, a file she considered a farewell letter.

Devan cried reading that, he cried out in frustration to make Retno's mother cry to see her child like that, as a mother he could not bear to see Devan continued to be left behind Cahya run, Cahya, the person who loved his son so much, but if he was found a mate or another wife who was even more everything than Cahya still Devan always refused.

POV Cahya

"Rafa, tomorrow from school, Mama's gonna drop Rafa off, so don't cry at school?" cahya said to her son.

They live in a village on the beach, Cahya tries to apply as a kindergarten teacher where Rafa will go to school, and fortunately there is a vacancy because there is one of the teachers who resigned because they are getting married and will live with her husband in the city.

Rafa often asks about his father and grandparents, but Cahya always answers that his father is busy working.

Rafa is a smart boy, he quickly mingles and immediately makes new friends, even though Cahya becomes a teacher there but he does not teach in Rafa's class, Cahya who is actually not easy to get along and also quiet ventured to become a teacher there in order to always monitor Rafa.

It does not feel Rafa has finished his Kindergarten and will continue to SD whose school is still around the TK school complex.

"Tomorrow the school farewell will be held a walk, hoorreeee" said Rafa's teacher, of course all the students are very happy not to mention Rafa.

It has been two years Cahya and Rafa lived in the village, and never played far, most only around the village so of course Rafa is very excited, he said, they plan to go to a farm to do outbound for the kids.

Cahya and Rafa were getting ready to join the event, the plantation was very crowded, because it was indeed a weekend, the event was starting soon, the event was starting, Cahya as a teacher and student guardian seemed to have a double duty but she was very happy to see Rafa who really enjoyed the event.

She is unaware that there are eyes that recognize her and photograph her while singing with Rafa and the other students.