Cahya Looking for Light
Life Roll

Reza and Dena

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"Don't you just use each other from the beginning? even the beginning you yourself gave up your body to Reza? then why are you so angry with her now that she still can't forget Cahya, then why are you getting angry at Cahya too? she has nothing wrong with you" Dena pondered in the room, as her touch of Reza and her kindness had completely made Dena fall for her.

Dena doesn't tell Reza that she and Cahya have been in frequent communication,

"Dena,,, Dena," Reza called out to him

Dena tidied up her clothes and wiped her tears and quickly opened the room door

"Yes, what's wrong?"

"I'm going to work out of town, like tonight don't come home, you dare to be home alone or want me to call a neighbor to accompany you?"

"I dare myself, why not say from yesterday?"

"It's sudden, I'm leaving first, my friend has been waiting since" Reza then out ushered by Dena,

"Pretty bolting life yours" as long as his friend who had been waiting from earlier on his motorcycle, Reza did not reply anything and just hit his friend's shoulder and waved his hand at Dena

It was very hurt Dena to hear the words from her friend Reza earlier, she closed the door and immediately cried

"Whether that's what Reza told her friends, she called myself rolling her sleep" Dena continued to cry and regretted her actions all along, he realized that he had humbled himself by wanting to sleep with Reza, even he who gave himself up first.

"I thought she was different, I thought she would treat me as where she treated Ayya, but I didn't realize that I wasn't Ayya"

Dena then tidied up her clothes and put them in her suitcase, she had made up her mind, she had already made up her mind,

"It's all my fault, if only I hadn't followed my passions, maybe I could still stay here, but now I can't anymore, here I am just as his night warmers, just as I can, I'm me, so I don't want to turn myself into Ayya just to win her heart, if she can't accept me for who I am, I'd better go"

Dena had already finished packing, for the last time she entered all the rooms for just a farewell, Dena entered the room that Reza had prepared for Cahya's child, but she was shocked to see that the room had changed a lot.

The room, which was a boy's nuance, has now turned into a woman's feel, Dena then remembers something, she said,

Flashbacks

"Aren't you tired of being like this?" asked Dena one night, just after they were gardening and growing on a mattress, Dena was in Reza's arms

"Why are you asking like that?" Reza then gently rubbed Dena's visible stomach began to bulge

"When was he born? yesterday the doctor said she's a baby girl, right?"

"Yes in the USG looks female gender, but that sometimes can not be a reference, because sometimes the birth is different from the USG"

"Do you want her to be a girl or a boy?"

"I want a baby girl, so I can have friends at home while you work"

Reza then hugged Dena's body tightly, they went to sleep because they actually felt very tired after the battle.

End Flashback

Dena could not hold back her tears anymore, actually what Reza felt, she did not show or tell him how she felt, it made Dena become often doubtful to Reza.

Dena then went out of the room and headed to Reza's room, actually during this time the room became rarely occupied because every night Reza slept with Dena

The mattress in Dena's room is wider because the room was originally provided by Reza for Cahya, for their beautiful nights, even though it was only Reza's fantasy that never came true.

Dena tries to call Reza, but the ringing sound of her phone is heard, Dena continues to search for the voice of Reza's phone and when she finds it on the kitchen table, he was shocked by the name on the phone, even to the point of making him drop his phone in shock.

Dena cried loudly, but she was shocked by the opening of the door, Dena immediately ran into Reza's arms which had somehow returned when she had just left.

"Why Dena, what happened!" Reza was very panicked to see Dena who was like that, she kept trying to calm Dena down

"I came home to pick up my missed phone, why are you crying? is anyone sick?"

Dena shook her head and continued to tighten her embrace to Reza, she was no longer crying and calmer, Reza then asked Dena to sit down first because she had to meet her friend who had been waiting.

"First off, bro, there's something I need to take care of first"

"Lo Reza's man, the man had such a beautiful roll that he didn't even want to work" teased his friend and immediately rushed away after finishing chatting with Reza.

"Now tell me, what's really going on?" Reza sat down next to Dena and brought Dena back in her arms

"Why do you make my heart worry? you never said you were, "Dena didn't continue because Reza immediately kissed her face, Reza understood what Dena was going to say

"Dena, I don't want to lie to you by saying that I've forgotten Yayang, because in reality I will never be able to forget Yayang, she will continue to be in my heart, she said, but I kept trying to change that feeling, just as she thought I was her brother, I was trying to change my love for her, from the feeling of love for a woman to the feeling of affection for her sister" Reza stopped talking and kissed Dena again before speaking again

"I don't love you yet, but I keep trying, I'm getting used to your presence, I'm sorry for hurting your feelings all this time, I realize you're Dena with your own charm, I can't force you to be someone else, please keep with me until I love you" Reza then hugged Dena's body tightly.

"Why did you name me that way on your phone?"

Reza laughed at Dena's question and anxiously kissed Dena

"Collect Life" is the name Reza gave to Dena's contact number

"I'm sorry for making you think negative, here life rolls means bedmate, and whose name is bedmate if life is usually definitely married first, I'm sorry if you misunderstand me, and whose name is sleeping buddy, I promised myself that I would marry you after you give birth, I would have kept this before my time, but if I didn't tell you right now, I would, as if there were going to be a big problem" Reza looked at Dena's suitcase that was ready to be in front of her room

"Please wait for me until I love you, don't leave me, don't let me experience the same incident, didn't you say you would help me forget Yayang? but from now on don't help me forget it because she's my sister, but help me to love you soon"

Dena came back crying and kept hugging Reza, but this time her cries were full of happiness.

Dena took her cell phone and sat down next to Reza, and she called Cahya, fortunately, the callers had finished their gardening.

"Yes, kkuuu!" shouted Dena when she saw Cahya who was eating mango fruit with her voraciously, they made a video call, from the first it was always like that Dena call on Cahya

"What is rariweuh pisan (Busy very💙 Sundanese language)? yesterday you jutek, I got to mind" Cahya continued to chew mangoes

"Sorry Ayya is beautiful, you look so hungry, are you done working hard?" the Dena Goda on Cahya

The men next to them were still silent and just looking, until Reza first entered the camera of Dena's phone, Reza was stunned to see Cahya, her eyes began to glaze over, then smiled.

Cahya had yet to notice and saw as she was busy picking up the mango that was being cut by Devan

"Honey, please peel again a lot" said Cahya to Devan accompanied by his cute smile, then Cahya again saw his phone and of course he was immediately shocked

"Sir Reeezzaaa!! Cahya shouted and even dropped the fork she was holding, Cahya then smiled cheerfully and greeted Reza

"Son, how are you? already have a boyfriend must have forgotten his sister, right what I said first" Cahya Manyun really like a sister who is sad and upset because it is no longer noticed her brother who already has a partner.

"Darling, are you healthy?" reza asked, quickly Cahya nodded, Devan threw the pillow that had been next to Cahya so that he could enter the camera phone Cahya, he was already upset from earlier when his wife was so carefree to call Reza

"Ayy, turn off the phone, let's continue our show" Devan was like a jealous child, he didn't look at the phone and just hugged and kissed Cahya's face, making Cahya awkward because it was seen by Dena and Reza.

"It was Dena, then, sister Reza, next time you'd connect again, bye-bye" Cahya turned off her phone making Dena and Reza smile, but suddenly Reza fell silent and rubbed her face,

"Aren't you ready?" ask Dena

"It's not like that, it's hypocritical that I say I'm not sad, because there must be some sadness, but I really keep trying to think of my sister, you see for yourself, too, she was so carefree and there was no awkwardness seeing me, she must have thought I was really her big brother, I was happy for that, at least I was in her heart even as a big brother" Reza smiled and kissed Dena.